A Tale Of Two Cities

Chapter 34 BOOK THE SECOND: THE GOLDEN THREAD (17)
'I don't suppose anything about it but what Ladybird tells me.'
'And that is—？'
'That she thinks he has.'
'Now don't be angry at my asking all these questions；because I am a mere dull man of business，and you are a woman of business.'
'Dull？'Miss Pross inquired，with placidity.
Rather wishing his modest adjective away，Mr. Lorry replied，'No，no，no.Surely not.To return to business：—Is it not remarkable that Doctor Manette，unquestionably innocent of any crime as we are all well assured he is，should never touch upon that question？I will not say with me，though he had business relations with me many years ago，and we are now intimate；I will say with the fair daughter to whom he is so devotedly attached，and who is so devotedly attached to him？Believe me，Miss Pross，I don't approach the topic with you，out of curiosity，but out of zealous interest.'
'Well！To the best of my understanding，and bad's the best，you'll tell me，'said Miss Pross，softened by the tone of the apology，'he is afraid of the whole subject.'
'Afraid？'
'It's plain enough，I should think，why he may be. It's a dreadful remembrance.Besides that，his loss of himself grew out of it.Not knowing how he lost himself，or how he recovered himself，he may never feel certain of not losing himself again.Thatalone wouldn't make the subject pleasant，I should think.'
It was a profounder remark than Mr. Lorry had looked for.'True，'said he，'and fearful to reflect upon.Yet，a doubt lurks in my mind，Miss Pross，whether it is good for Doctor Manette to have that suppression always shut up within him.Indeed，it is this doubt and the uneasiness it sometimes causes me that has led me to our present confidence.'
'Can't be helped，'said Miss Pross，shaking her head.'Touch that string，and he instantly changes for the worse. Better leave it alone.In short，must leave it alone，like or no like.Sometimes，he gets up in the dead of the night，and will be heard，by us overhead there，walking up and down，walking up and down，in his room.Ladybird has learnt to know then that his mind is walking up and down，walking up and down，in his old prison.She hurries to him，and they go on together，walking up and down，walking up and down，until he is composed.But he never says a word of the true reason of his restlessness，to her，and she finds it best not to hint at it to him.In silence they go walking up and down together，walking up and down together，till her love and company have brought him to himself.'
Notwithstanding Miss Pross's denial of her own imagination，there was a perception of the pain of being monotonously haunted by one sad idea，in her repetition of the phrase，walking up and down，which testified to her possessing such a thing.
The corner has been mentioned as a wonderful corner for echoes；it had begun to echo so resoundingly to the tread of coming feet，that it seemed as though the very mention of that weary pacing to and fro had set it going.
'Here they are！'said Miss Pross，rising to break up theconference；'and now we shall have hundreds of people pretty soon！'
It was such a curious corner in its acoustical properties，such a peculiar Ear of a place，that as Mr. Lorry stood at the open window，looking for the father and daughter whose steps he heard，he fancied they would never approach.Not only would the echoes die away，as though the steps had gone；but，echoes of other steps that never came would be heard in their stead，and would die away for good when they seemed close at hand.However，father and daughter did at last appear，and Miss Pross was ready at the street door to receive them.
Miss Pross was a pleasant sight，albeit wild，and red，and grim，taking off her darling's bonnet when she came upstairs，and touching it up with the ends of her handkerchief，and blowing the dust off it，and folding her mantle ready for laying by，and smoothing her rich hair with as much pride as she could possibly have taken in her own hair if she had been the vainest and handsomest of women. Her darling was a pleasant sight too，embracing her and thanking her，and protesting against her taking so much trouble for her—which last she only dared to do playfully，or Miss Pross，sorely hurt，would have retired to her own chamber and cried.The Doctor was a pleasant sight too，looking on at them，and telling Miss Pross how she spoilt Lucie，in accents and with eyes that had as much spoiling in them as Miss Pross had，and would have had more if it were possible.Mr.Lorry was a pleasant sight too，beaming at all this in his little wig，and thanking his bachelor stars for having lighted him in his declining years to a Home.But，no Hundreds of people came to see the sights，and Mr.Lorry looked in vain for the fulfilment of MissPross's prediction.
Dinner-time，and still no Hundreds of people. In the arrangements of the little household，Miss Pross took charge of the lower regions，and always acquitted herself marvellously.Her dinners，of a very modest quality，were so well cooked and so well served，and so neat in their contrivances，half English and half French，that nothing could be better.Miss Pross's friendship being of the thoroughly practical kind，she had ravaged Soho and the adjacent provinces，in search of impoverished French，who，tempted by shillings and half-crowns，would impart culinary mysteries to her.From these decayed sons and daughters of Gaul，she had acquired such wonderful arts，that the woman and girl who formed the staff of domestics regarded her as quite a Sorceress，or Cinderella's Godmother：who would send out for a fowl，a rabbit，a vegetable or two from the garden，and change them into anything she pleased.
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