Abandon The Universe

In the Haiyang Medical University Library, Su Cen’s book hasn’t been paged for an hour. She doesn’t know why the name Lan Xiaobu has been in her since that day. Can’t fade away in his mind. Not only that, but the name is becoming clearer and clearer.

She turned her head subconsciously, subconsciously, every time she came to the library, Lan Xiaobu would sit far away and watch her. And every time she goes out, she turns her head inadvertently, and she always sees Lan Xiaobu.

Su Cen shook the head hard, she knew that these all are non-existent, she didn’t know if Lan Xiaobu liked her, but she was sure that Lan Xiaobu had never paid attention to her Su Cen so much.

In her impression, Lan Xiaobu rarely visits the library, he is too smart, and he can do a lot of things as soon as he says it. So every time someone else has to review the exam, his textbook is still brand new, and he hasn’t even opened it a few times. As for review, that doesn’t exist at all. The strange thing is that he is still the number one in the class every time he takes the exam, and the scholarship for the number one is customized for him.

But the less she thinks about it, the clearer Lan Xiaobu’s shadow becomes. She saw that she took the initiative to find Lan Xiaobu and took the initiative to marry Lan Xiaobu……

Su Cen grabbed her hair hard, why? She has no love for Lan Xiaobu simply, just an ordinary classmate, even if Lan Xiaobu published a paper on the path of medicine, she is also impossible to fall in love with Lan Xiaobu, let alone take the initiative to find Lan Xiaobu to marry him. This kind of thinking is too strange and incomprehensible, and Su Cen is not a fanatic.

Su Cen was lying on the table, she felt a little groggy.

In the dimly lit room, Su Cen seemed to hear the creak of the door. This old wooden door tells Su Cen that Lan Xiaobu is back.

Su Cen opened her eyes hard, she saw the tired Lan Xiaobu walk into the room, immediately came to her, and then grabbed her wrist, seeming to feel her pulse.

“Xiaobu, you are back.” Su Cen feels that every word of himself is a bit difficult.

“Well, Cen Cen. I had ten operations today. One of them was an official with a lot of history. It seems that the bonus will not be too low at the end of this month. Wait, I brought you the medicine back. ……”

Lan Xiaobu said while walking to the kettle and poured a cup of hot water. Then he walked to the bed and sat down with the hot water, took out a box from his pocket, carefully took out a pale-gold pill from it and brought it to Su Cen’s mouth, “Cen Cen, come and take the medicine first. “

Su Cen didn’t take the medicine. She stretched out her skinny hand and grabbed Lan Xiaobu’s hand. “Xiaobu, this medicine is too expensive. My disease can’t be cured simply, let’s give up.” ……”

“No, Cen Cen, I can definitely cure you. You can hold on for a while. I recently studied Chinese medicine with a senior who is very good at medicine. I have already had some treatment for your illness. Cognition. Believe me, I can cure your disease one day…”

Su Cen extend the hand wants to stroke Lan Xiaobu’s hair, but her hand is weak and simply can’t reach it. Lan Xiaobu squatted down a bit, Su Cen’s hand finally reached Lan Xiaobu’s hair.

“Your hair is white, you are less than forty, but you are already old…” Su Cen’s voice is getting more and more misty, “Xiaobu, remember if there is an afterlife, don’t marry me Now. Be selfish like me, find someone who loves you… I’m sorry, Xiaobu, I’m so tired to breathe…”

“No, if there is an afterlife, I will even marry you.” Lan Xiaobu shook Su Cen’s hand, there was no room for doubt in his tone.

“Why? I…” Su Cen didn’t say it. She knew Lan Xiaobu understood what she meant. From marriage to now, even if she was sick in bed, she never fell in love. Lan Xiaobu. She feels sorry for Lan Xiaobu, but there is a kind of love that can’t be given if you want to.

Lan Xiaobu’s eyes are all soft, “Cen Cen, I am worried that you will have no one to take care of. I am worried that you will not sleep well, and I am even more worried that when you cry secretly at night, no one will give You wipe your face. For so long, I have never said thank you to you. Thank you for marrying me, marrying me such an ordinary person. I only hate that I can’t cure your disease, can’t let you Live happily.”

“Xiaobu…” Su Cen couldn’t help but burst into tears. She closed her eyes, deep in one’s heart and made up her mind not to drag Lan Xiaobu anymore. Drag her husband down.

Su Cen didn’t know how she got up, she rushed out of the protective wall…

What is the protective wall? Su Cen feels a little headache.

But she soon heard Lan Xiaobu’s roar, “Why, why don’t you stop her?”

She knew that Lan Xiaobu was angrily guarding the soldiers at the exit of the protective wall , If the soldier can block it, she can’t rush out of the protective wall. But she knew better in her heart that the soldiers were impossible to stop her. If she is so cumbersome, it would be better to die, at least there is no need to give her survival resources inside the protective wall.

“Hehe, why are we blocking her?” a soldier coldly said.

“Let me out.” Lan Xiaobu calmed down, with an extremely calm tone of voice.

“I’m sorry, Doctor Lan, you can’t go out.” The guardian soldier said in a cold tone.

Su Cen can go out, because people like Su Cen staying inside the protective wall are just a waste of resources. And Lan Xiaobu can’t go out. Lan Xiaobu is a doctor and a very good doctor. In this age of pollution, everyone knows how important a doctor is.

Su Cen was horrified when he heard Lan Xiaobu’s words, “Xiaobu, you must not come out, do…”

Lan Xiaobu let the tears flow down, grabbing the person at the exit Railing, looking at Su Cen outside the protective wall with almost desperate eyes, “Cen Cen, do you think you passed away, can I live alone? Without you, I don’t know why I am alive anymore.”

“Xiaobu, I’m sorry, I have to go now…” Su Cen suddenly regretted her self-argument and rushed out of the protective wall. The despair in Lan Xiaobu’s eyes made her soul tremble. At this moment, there was a throbbing in her heart. Is this love?

Why does she always feel that she has not fallen in love with Lan Xiaobu? Was that because she had nowhere to go before marrying Lan Xiaobu in anger? Maybe when she married Lan Xiaobu, she hadn’t fallen in love with Lan Xiaobu. But now, she is about to lose Lan Xiaobu, but her soul is in pain, and she is worried that Lan Xiaobu will rush out.

“Xiaobu…” Su Cen wanted to say something more, but her eyelids became heavy, her hands slowly fell, and her consciousness seemed to plunge into eternal darkness. She only regrets vaguely. She regretted not telling Lan Xiaobu what she said deep in one’s heart before she died. She said that she was sorry not because she didn’t fall in love with him, but because she couldn’t stay with him.

Twenty years of living together, it’s no longer a habit, it’s love.

……

“Su Cen, Su Cen…” The violent shaking caused Su Cen to open his eyes.

She lifts the head and saw a familiar face, and said subconsciously, “Mixun, what’s the matter?”

“Su Cen, why did you sleep and cry…” Zhang Meixun Looking at the tears on Su Cen’s face blankly, he said something blankly.

“Ah…” Su Cen woke up. This is the library. Just now she was lying on the table and fell asleep. The dream scene was gone. Su Cen quickly took out the handkerchief and wiped her face.

Zhang Meixun also woke up, “Su Cen, you are so real, and dreams are so real.”

“Mei Xun, has Lan Xiaobu been caught?” Su Cen Suddenly I want to see Lan Xiaobu. Why is he all in his dream recently?

Zhang Meixun didn’t care. Lan Xiaobu was their classmate, and Su Cen asked about it.

“I didn’t catch it, I really can’t see it, Lan Xiaobu actually has such a fierce side. He is usually very shy and honest, and the youngest…” Zhang Meixun sighed said.

“Maybe there is a special reason.” Su Cen subconsciously defended Lan Xiaobu.

Zhang Meixun shook the head, “No matter what the reason, you shouldn’t do such a very ruthless thing.”

Su Cen fell silent, she didn’t know what to say what.

Zhang Meixun said, “By the way, it was Ji Ning Senior who invited us to dinner, and I specially came to call you. It’s at Tianhai restaurant, let’s go there together.”

Jining Senior likes Su Cen, which is well known. And Su Cen also has a good impression of Jining Senior. This time she invited Su Cen to help Jining Senior.

Su Cen barely laughed, “I will not go, I have some things, I am afraid I will leave Haiyang.”

At this moment, Su Cen wants to go to Huzhou, She is going to Kunhu Hospital to find out. Not seeing Lan Xiaobu, she felt a little uneasy.

Since I met Lan Xiaobu last time, that many dreams and subconscious scenes, are they just my imagination? She and Lan Xiaobu usually don’t have much contact with them, so how can they imagine these scenes?

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