After I Died, the Scum Gong’s Grief was Too Much for Him to Live

What did He Chengyang want to do?

When he didn’t see Xu Zhun, he was preoccupied with deceiving people back to his side and tossing them around fiercely.

Xu Zhun being so ill-behaved and disobedient made him annoyed.

But after seeing Xu Zhun’s face, He Chengyang suddenly changed his mind.

He wants Xu Zhun to love him; to love him to the point where he can’t help himself at all, and then get rid of him fiercely.

See if he dared be so arrogant then!

For the first time in his life, he was turned down by others. For the time in his life he was reprimanded. For the first time in his life, he wanted to conquer a person.

Xu Zhun took too many of his first times, so He Chengyang didn’t want to let him off easy.

Only when he was tired and said no, there would be no reason for Xu Zhun to leave on his own initiative!

Jian Chuan taught him a lot of ways to chase people, and He Chengyang felt that he would surely catch Xu Zhun.

He suppressed the anger in his heart and said in a soft tone, “Look, I already apologized, why do you still have this attitude?”

Xu Zhun was shocked. Is this gentle and patient man in front of him really the He Chengyang that he knew?

“What do you want to do? I won’t accompany you to bed again.”

“Look at what you are saying! If I wanted to solve my needs, I could find anyone. I really know I was wrong and want to start over with you.”

He Chengyang’s words, although every word made sense, but when they were strung together, Xu Zhun couldn’t understand them at all.

What restarting?

Seeing Xu Zhun’s ignorant look, He Chengyang sneered, Look, I’ve almost hooked him!

He immediately held Xu Zhun’s hand and said with a sincere expression, “Xu Zhun, I like you! Let’s date!”

Xu Zhun felt that his condition was serious again, and now he’s begun to hear auditory hallucinations.

But if it wasn’t an auditory hallucination, how could he hear He Chengyang say that he liked him?

That was impossible!

He Chengyang obviously had someone he likes!

Xu Zhun withdrew his hands abruptly, took a step back, and looked at the man in front of him with alarm.

He Chengyang stared at him with deep black eyes, and the gentleness in his eyebrows made Xu Zhun feel unbelievable.

“You…how could you like me? Don’t you already have someone that you like?”

Isn’t the boy named Xiao Shuo the one you like?

He Chengyang’s eyes flashed with a tangled look after hearing Xu Zhun mentioning Lin Shuo.

Yes! He obviously likes Lin Shuo, why waste time on Xu Zhun?

He Chengyang suppressed the strange feeling in his heart and found a reasonable reason for himself: men have a desire to conquer, and Xu Zhun just provoked his desire to conquer. It shouldn’t take long to chase Xu Zhun down, and after he would just leave after playing enough.

Lin Shuo certainly didn’t know about this matter!

Even if he knew, Xu Zhun was an insignificant person, and wasn’t worth Lin Shuo fighting with him(XZ).

“Xiao Zhun, that was before. Now I like you!”

He Chengyang felt that he hadn’t lied, and he actually likes Xu Zhun now.

He liked the way he blushed in bed, and the way he concentrates when making egg noodles.

This person was mediocre, but it felt comfortable exercising1 with him, and he cooks well.

It was normal to like him!

Man! How could Xu Zhun be so bothersome!

Xu Zhun took a step back. He didn’t believe it!

He didn’t dare believe He Chengyang so easily.

Jumping into a fire pit once, it could be said that he was unclear, but if he jumped twice, then he was cheap!2meaning, although the first time he fell for He Chengyang’s tricks could be said to be a mistake, if he did it a second time, then he would be a fool. But more than a fool, cheap means that he is easy.

“He Chengyang, don’t fool me! How can you like me?”

If He Chengyang didn’t believe him, if he liked someone, how could He Chengyang scold him for being cheap, and be willing to let people insult him(XZ).

“Don’t come to me again!”

Xu Zhun turned around and ran across the road to get into a taxi that was waiting for passengers on the side of the road.

When He Chengyang finally reacted, Xu Zhun had disappeared without a trace.

Damn!

He Chengyang exploded and kicked the street lamp next to him.

He clenched his fists, eyes bloodshot.

Xu Zhun didn’t even take the bait!

Heh! Interesting!

The refusal of Xu Zhun aroused He Chengyang’s desire to conquer.

He started courting him, not only sending flowers everyday. But also blocking Xu Zhun downstairs at his company.

“Xiao Zhun, shall we have dinner together tonight?”

“Xiao Zhun, if you don’t want to eat in a restaurant, how about we go home to eat?”

“Xiao Zhun, the egg noodles you make are so delicious, make me another bowl.”

“Xiao Zhun…”

Xu Zhun couldn’t bear it, and said coldly, “He Chengyang, don’t bother me anymore. I don’t want to be nice to you!”

“Why? Is it because I didn’t do well enough? How can I change?”

He Chengyang didn’t drive, instead he followed Xu Zhun step by step, chasing him, and asked, “Then say, what has to happen for you to be with me?”

Xu Zhun’s attitude was firm, “I am not worthy of you. You are the shiny Young Master He, and I am just a common person, we are not suitable.”

After chasing for several days, not even oil and salt were allowed to enter.3

He Chengyang lost his patience. He blocked Xu Zhun’s path, grabbed the other’s shoulders with his hands, and pushed him onto the billboard on the side of the road, looking at him with condescending eyes. “Why is it inappropriate? We were together before, wasn’t it very good?”

Xu Zhun looked over his head. “That was before.”

I loved you before, so you could hurt me without scruples.

Now I don’t want to love you. Even if you say you like me, I can’t believe it.

“Xu Zhun, don’t push me away anymore!” He Chengyang squeezed the other’s chin and forced Xu Zhun to look at him, “I used to be wrong, and I apologize to you. I admit that I had lost my sense of how to speak and act. I have never been in love before, don’t you know how to deal with feelings? Even criminals get a chance to reform, why can’t you give me a chance? Can’t we get together and get along?”

Xu Zhun’s eyes flashed with a look of struggle. He Chengyang and his words were extremely sincere, and for a moment Xu Zhun was shaken.

But he changed his mind after thinking that his life would be ending soon.

If He Chengyang really likes him, he would be very sad to know that he is terminally ill.

Xu Zhun was reluctant to make him sad.

He pushed away the man in front of him and walked forward with his head down.

This kind of silent attitude again, after trying to confess the last few days, this was all he got. Seeing that not even oil and salt could enter, he was at wit’s end.

However, Jian Chuan said that in this case, the other was deliberately playing hard to get to rouse his appetite, and a strong medicine was needed to stimulate him(XZ).

Darkness flashed through He Chengyang’s eyes, and he quietly took out his mobile phone, sending a message to his assistant, asking him to go through and act according to plan.

Xu Zhun took the subway, so He Chengyang also took the subway. Xu Zhun was walking, so He Chengyang also walked. Seeing that he was almost to arrive at the door of his house, Xu Zhun looked back at the man behind him. “What are you following me for?”

He Chengyang graciously smiled and said, “I’m already downstairs at your house, aren’t you going to invite me in there?”

Xu Zhun remained unmoved. “My house is small, and there is no room for the Big Buddha He Shao4”

“It’s not like I haven’t been there before!” He Chengyang looked at his watch, “It’s almost time for dinner. Please invite me up to eat a bowl of egg noodles.”

Xu Zhun; “There’s no food at home!”

He Chengyang; “Then let’s go to the supermarket to buy it!”

Xu Zhun said coldly: “I don’t want to cook for you!”

He Chengyang cursed in his heart: shameless.

Seeing someone rushing over in the distance, he immediately grabbed Xu Zhun’s arm and enveloped him in his own, “Xiao Zhun, be careful!”

 

1

it’s the exercising with the papapa connotation if you get what I mean

2

meaning, although the first time he fell for He Chengyang’s tricks could be said to be a mistake, if he did it a second time, then he would be a fool. But more than a fool, cheap means that he is easy.

3

nothing he did was effective in moving Xu Zhun’s heart

4

Shao means young master, although I can change it if needed, but then the title would be redundantly long. Either way, Shao and Young Master will be used interchangeably although I will gravitate more to Young Master.