After I Died, the Scum Gong’s Grief was Too Much for Him to Live

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In the old residential building, the staircase was in very poor condition.

There were several floors where the sound-controlled lights were broken and never repaired. He Chengyang went upstairs in the dark and tripped over miscellaneous debris.

He cursed out loud, “Fuck!”

He Chengyang always wondered how Xu Zhun could live in such a place.

The environment was poor, the security inexistent and the houses were even worse, these kinds of places were simply uninhabitable.

But little did he know that this was the best house Xu Zhun could afford to live in.

Xu Zhun lived on the top floor. He Chengyang went upstairs and took out the key to open the iron door.

He took off his shoes and subconsciously went to put on the slippers laid out on the floor mat before realizing there was nothing there.

He Chengyang’s eyebrows furrowed and his eyes darkened.

He turned on the light in the living room and noticed that Xu Zhun did not leave the slippers out for him today.

He Chengyang coldly laughed out loud, Xu Jun was really being quite realistic!

A small one-bedroom apartment, the house has seen quite the number of years pass but has been transformed by Xu Zhun to become clean, warm and welcoming.

Xu Zhun does not have many of the bad habits a man who lives alone usually possesses. He is particularly clean and even if the furnishings in his home are very old, he still tidies up and keeps it very well organized.

Every item is well arranged and there is not a hint of clutter in sight.

He Chengyang’s resentment disappeared miraculously when he entered the cozy home.

He bent down to get his slippers out of the shoe cupboard and changed into them before walking towards the bedroom.

The bedroom is dimly lit and the bulge in the bed can vaguely be seen.

Today’s episode of illness was so disturbing that Xu Zhun went to bed right after he ate his noodles.

He Chengyang walked to the bedside and looked at the man who was immersed in sleep, the fire in his body burning hotter and hotter.

He took off his clothes and rolled onto the bed, pinning Xu Zhun underneath him.

He Chengyang’s disturbance woke Xu Zhun from his sleep and before he could even fully recollect himself, he was kissed by the man.

The man’s searing kiss was passionate and dominant, without any emotion to speak of, but simply to vent out his desire.

“Don’t ……” Xu Zhun was too weak and the doctor said he couldn’t engage in too strenuous exercises: “I don’t want to today.”

This was the first time Xu Zhun refused him, and He Chengyang’s face was unusually ugly as he sneered and taunted, “I can’t even touch you without paying you!”

Xu Zhun didn’t want to argue with He Chengyang, because he never won. It was even more difficult for him after he pissed off He Chengyang.

He hung his head and didn’t utter a single word.

This silent attitude still angered He Chengyang, who took out a thick wad of banknotes from his wallet and slammed it down on Xu Zhun’s face, “Don’t you want money? Here’s your money!”

The money hit his face lightly but it cut Xu Zhun’s heart like a knife, and he said with trembling lips, “I’m not for sale.”

“Have you taken a look at yourself? No one would want you even if you were up for sale. I’m willing to touch you only because I’m taking pity on you.”

He Chengyang’s mouth spoke mockingly, but his eager movements betrayed his inmost intentions.

He couldn’t even look at all the beautiful young women in the entertainment industry, and yet he wanted Xu Zhun.

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Xu Zhun is 1.78 (5’8″) meters tall, but he is particularly thin. After falling ill, he did not have much strength in his body. Compared to the tall and powerful He Cheng Yang, he had no strength to resist.

He Chengyang easily overpowered him, put him in a particularly humiliating position and rushed in regardless.

Xu Zhun’s eyes were red at the corners from his tossing and a sorrowful wail escaped from his throat.

He Chengyang liked to hear him scream like this in bed, it gave him a feeling of conquest and filled his body with inexhaustible strength.

Tossing and turning in bed until the early hours of the morning, He Chengyang was finally content enough to let go of the person beneath him.

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Xu Zhun’s face was pale, and the pain spreading from his heart almost made him die on the spot.

The physical pain was nothing; it was He Chengyang’s insults and humiliating words that was the most damaging blade, stabbing him all over his body.

Even so, he did not have the courage to say goodbye.

In this world, all he has is He Chengyang.

A little tenderness and warmth is enough for him to be as desperate as a moth attracted to a flame.

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This chapter contains a brief part where He Chengyang forces himself on Xu Zhun even though he refused it. It really starts after the ******* and you can scroll down a little until the second ******* to skip it and continue reading the chapter. You’ve probably read the tags of this story and know that He Chengyang… is well, a scum lol but I feel like it’s safer to leave a warning anyways!