All My Girlfriends Have A System

Chapter 251 rewrite, come again

"My name is Tian Anxin, what's your name?"

"Lin Hao."

"I'm still here tomorrow, I'll wait for you! I still want your toys!"

"I just have this toy, nothing else!"

"I don't care, I'll wait for you here anyway, or I'll tell mom that you bullied me!"

"Okay, I will definitely come tomorrow."

Not long after that, after knowing that Lin Hao was in the orphanage not far away, she often came to visit.

Think about it now.

Lin Hao also understood why she sat alone on the park bench and cried at that time.

That was learned from someone ten years later.

Her father and mother had a big fight that day and divorced.

No one cared about her feelings and quarreled on their own.

So, she ran out crying.

"The three of you are so good, there will be problems in the future!"

Later, what I faced was the teasing of the adults.

Sen Mu's good friend, that is, Lin Lu, happened to want to adopt a child by some kind of opportunity at that time.

And Tian Anxin often ran to Lin Hao's side, and naturally discovered the wonderful little circle of the three of them.

What can the little self know?

He just retorted loudly to himself: "We will always be together!"

"Hahaha, what a cute little guy! Then who do you want to marry in the future?"

"me···"

After hesitating and hawing, he blushed and uttered nonsense again: "I want it all!"

"Hahaha!"

Of course, the childish declaration provoked another burst of laughter from the adults.

"It's impossible for two people, our country stipulates monogamy..."

Afterwards, adults began to popularize legal knowledge, but I got angry and went to play with mud.

On the contrary, the two little girls listened to the adults solemnly telling the cruel facts with piercing eyes.

After that, it was Lin Lu's version.

There is not much difference.

At that time, Lin Xiaosu took her to another orphanage because she was fooled by the dean's aunt, and she was scolded afterward.

The opportunity for Tian Anxin to leave.

It is also clear.

It is because of the sense of distance that is getting farther and farther away.

She and Lin Xiaosu live together, no matter how they really get along, but in her opinion, she has been kicked out of the small circle.

That kind of thinking will continue until someday, probably.

It was when she knew that her life in that house was not going well, and she was even disgusted by others.

It's not that he dislikes it, it's just that he doesn't want to get close to Lin Xiaosu, so he tries every means to create a misunderstanding.

Separate the two people.

Probably because they realized that if they continue to develop like this, sooner or later they and Lin Xiaosu will develop into what they don't want to see.

The misunderstanding was successfully created.

Speaking of Lin Xiaosu is smart, but Lin Hao is not so smart.

He really believed the clumsy rhetoric that his aunt said 'Xiao Su's future is limitless now, and being around him will only drag her down'.

This led to Lin Xiaosu's death later.

It was also at that time that I realized that there was someone who loved me so much and cared about me so much.

wrong.

more than one.

And her, Tian Anxin.

Always be with me when I am depressed all day long.

but myself
But she never realized that she had also reached her limit, whether it was emotional or physical illness.

"I'm worried about you, really worried, but... I really hope you can take a look at me from the corner of your eye."

It's still the usual letter, and I didn't get it until a long time later.

This is what she wanted to say a long time ago, but she didn't want to say it in her own situation.

Probably, what she thought was that one day she would be able to look at her through herself, not through her letter.

The last time he looked for her, it was Sen Mu who slapped himself with red eyes and said: "She is dead, what do you want? Get out! Get out of my sight! I really want to kill you!"

from then on.

The last two most important people are away from themselves.

Then came that failed love affair.

It turned out to be the case.

Is this how Jiang Aoshan met herself?
It's really unfortunate that I fell in love with such a melancholy self who only relies on work to paralyze me to live.

What did you say that you like your serious and sad look.

It's just that the result is doomed to be hurt. At that time, it doesn't matter who I was with or slept with.

I often go to bars with money to hunt for sex in my spare time, and I can't count how many women I have slept with.

It's just a complete abandonment of oneself.

"You just hold onto your past and live in pain! Just keep hurting others unscrupulously like this! Crack!"

I remember being slapped angrily by her at the end, and then being choked up and hugged by her.

Even so, she still wanted to save herself.

"So be it."

But what did you do?
Push her hand away, push her away.

This time I hurt a kind person who shouldn't be involved in such a sad and complicated world with my own will.

With self-blame, guilt, pain, regret, a lot of unwillingness.

Walking indifferently in traffic.

"Boom."

"Host, it looks like you need help."

I remembered.

I am not reborn, but go back to the past.

At the very end, the last string was pulled by the sudden 404 system in my mind.

"I... want to go back to the past, I think... I really want to hug them again, I... wookeke..."

"It's okay, I can help you."

after that.

Lin Hao was reborn.

No, it should be said that it went back to the past.

It was only after going through too many twists and turns and ups and downs that I finally found my original memory.

Get back to who you really are, what you really want.

"Is what the host wants now still the same?"

"No, I want to hug them, I want them to be happy."

"Host, you only have one wish, are you sure you don't want to change it? With this system, even if you say you want to become Doudi, it's very easy."

"No, what I want is what I said, that's enough."

To change means to go back to the moment of being hit by a car and start again.

In any case, it was impossible for Lin Hao to do that.

I've had enough of tombstones.

"Then, as you wish, I should fall into a deep sleep next time. I hope the ashes of the host have not become fossils when I wake up next time."

"Thank you."

"···"

Thank you for having such a mysterious existence that allows me to have them again.

Although the ending is not so good now, Lin Hao is content.

At least they are still there.

Correct.

Lin Hao is absolutely clear that no one was sent away on that flight, even now, that guy must still be watching her somewhere, and he will not leave until she is desperate.

"Brother, why are you still crying?"

"No···"

wake up.

It's still a familiar aroma, and it has a real sense of reality.

Everything is still there.

It's nice not to have to touch the color-lost black and white photos on tombstones anymore.

"I'm the one who should be crying, right? It hurts like hell, and I'm not feeling well at all. Why are you crying the other way, brother? You don't have to turn around to comfort you, brother?"

"No, I just feel very happy now."

Lin Hao put his arms around her tender body as soft as jade, showing a soft smile.

"Xiao Su, let's go and see the forget-me-not we planted together tomorrow, it may have grown into a nice landscape now."

(End of this chapter)