Days after Breaking up with My Ex

Lin Ya's words made me feel ashamed and bitter!

"I know that no matter how much I try to persuade you to be with Ding Ge, you can't agree. Unless you pay off the debts you owe, unless you change your current state, as long as this does not change, you do not want Ding Ge to suffer with you no matter what.

So, I didn't try my best to persuade you to be with Ding Ge. Instead, I turned to help you. I did so much for the benefit of the pond. I don't need to say that Old Gao will definitely pay you a higher salary.

Especially if this investment succeeds, you and Old Gao are not just running a pond, understand? Your profits will be more than doubled. You are doing business. I know Old Gao will not treat you badly, so your debt may be paid off in a short time. This is very possible, you understand?

So, I really don't understand why you're doing this?

Why? "

Lin Ya's eyes sparkled and he bit his lips and stared at me.

Although Old Gao decided to sell the pond without consulting me at all, and I didn't make any decisions in it, I wasn't angry at Lin Ya's words, I just felt particularly guilty.

In fact, I always remember what Lin Ya did. I know in my heart that she wanted to help me, but I didn't think that she did it to break my heart and let Ding Ge be with me.

I have to say, she did too much for me.

In this matter, I have always been the one who wronged her!

Therefore, even if she wronged me, I did not defend myself, nor did I feel wronged. Just like the medical malpractice, it wasn't my fault, but I was responsible. I didn't sell the pond this time, so I'm still responsible.

I even thought that if Lin Ya could make her feel better by yelling at me like that, let her yell.

Lin Ya sighed deeply and sat down in the chair with a tired face, but she kept staring at me.

I was silent and didn't know what to say. All I could say was'sorry', but I didn't want to say those three words.

Because saying' I'm sorry'means that you hurt the other person. I once hurt Ding Ge, but now, I hurt Lin Ya.

It can be said that I really wasted her kindness!

Lin Ya seemed to be waiting for me to say something, but I gritted my teeth and didn't explain anything.

The pond was sold, and there was no point in saying anything else.

"You really let me down. You really let me down." Lin Ya told me twice in a row that he was especially disappointed in me, and my mood sank to the bottom.

Before I came, I could imagine that lin ya would be very angry, but I didn't expect her to be so angry!

"Girl." I called out softly, hoping that she would calm down.

However, Lin Ya was still very excited. She looked at me coldly, her eyes filled with despair. She pointed to the door and said to me, "You go."

"Girl..." I shouted again.

"You go, I don't want to see you!" Lin Ya shouted excitedly again.

I pursed my lips and couldn't even explain myself, and I was afraid she wouldn't listen to my explanation.

She sighed in her heart. Now that Lin Ya is too angry, I'll come back to her when she gets a little more angry. Anyway, now that she sees me, I'll leave first.

So, I left, and when I opened the door, I couldn't help but look at Lin Ya again.

However, she only looked at me and gritted her teeth, "Xing Yun, I despise you!"

I still didn't say anything, so I gently closed the door and left.

...

Without a job, he had to temporarily relax at home.

After finishing the work in the pond, he suddenly went back from a stable and full state to his former leisurely life and was not used to it for a while. However, he also wanted to take advantage of this opportunity to take a good rest for a few days, so he was not in a hurry to go out looking for a job.

However, Guzheng soon found out that I didn't have a job.

There's no way. Who made us so close?

She would have known sooner if anything had happened.

When she found out, she took the initiative to find me and talked about the previous topic again.

"Xing Yun, I told you to resign and I'll find you a better job. You're not going to do it, but now that you're out of work, are you going to reject me?" Guzheng said to me with a smile, his mouth slightly curled up.

I smiled bitterly. I guessed that Guzheng would come to me again, but even though I had no job, I never considered Guzheng's proposal.

"Why?" Guzheng asked confusedly, "You're out of work. What's so hard for you now?"

"I'm not in a difficult position. I just don't want to go."

"Then why?" Guzheng asked reluctantly, "Do you want to stay at home and not work?"

"Of course not." I must work!

Guzheng looked at me angrily and said, "Then why did you reject me? I can give you a good job. If you don't want to be taken care of, I can let you be the manager. I promise."

It's not that I don't believe Guzheng. If she says she can make me a manager, I think she can. I once heard my aunt talk about their family. Guzheng's father runs a company, so Guzheng still has the right.

I opened my hands and didn't know how to explain it to Guzheng. After thinking for a while, I said, "Don't you think that if I accepted your job, it would be even more impossible for us to be together?"

Guzheng was stunned for a moment, but then said firmly, "I would rather you accept it, because then I would feel that we are closer. Otherwise, I really don't know where your cloud is going."

Guzheng was in a bad mood, and I couldn't help but soften my heart, but I really couldn't agree to her.

Guzheng glared at me and said, "You can try it first. If you really can't do it, you don't like me and I won't force you. You can go anywhere you want. I won't stop you."

I sighed. I didn't expect Guzheng to be so stubborn. I really didn't know how to refuse. It seemed like I was too cruel and inhumane.

However, I have to refuse. I'm a little confused. What should I do?

Can I really only hurt one girl and then another?

I looked at Guzheng and saw her waiting for me. I sighed and said, "Guzheng, do you think this is okay? Your one-year deadline, if we are really together, I will accept the job you gave me. Do you think it's okay?"

Guzheng stared at me as if he wanted to see what was in my heart. I saw a bright flash in her eyes. Maybe my words gave Guzheng hope. She finally nodded and didn't force me anymore.

At this point, the matter came to an end and Guzheng did not mention it again.

And then I accidentally got a call from Ding Ge!

The silent heart seemed to never be able to resist Ding Ge. Her every move still made me worried. A phone call and a text message made my heart beat.

I don't know why she's looking for me.

I answered the phone, but I didn't know what to say. This time, Ding Ge's voice came quickly.

"Xing Yun, did you fight with the girl?"

I think it was mostly because Lin Ya was upset and went to Ding Ge's place to find comfort, but I don't know what Lin Ya said to Ding Ge.

The last time I had a fight with Lin Ya, this time, we really didn't. It was just that Lin Ya was angry with me.

For a moment, I didn't know what to say. Ding Ge said again, "Yesterday, the girl came to me and cried for me. I asked her not to tell me anything but to scold you. What did you do to her?"

Scold me? If it makes her feel better, scold her.

I didn't expect Lin Ya to run to Ding Ge and cry! She has always been a very strong girl, even when it was so difficult back then, I rarely saw her cry. She just held on silently, but this time she actually cried?

I suddenly felt a strong sadness.

"What's wrong with you?" Ding Ge's voice softened.

"Nothing. We're both fine." I took a deep breath.

"Really?"

"Of course, don't you know about us? A few days of fighting will be fine." I said with a bitter smile.

"All right then." Dinger paused and asked, "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine."

After hanging up the phone, I took a few deep breaths.

For some unknown reason, I suddenly felt an unprecedented tiredness, which was even more tiring than the busiest days of the fishing competition in the pond. It was physical tiredness, and I could still resist it, but now I feel very tired in my heart, making me unable to resist it.

I felt a strange pain in my heart, and all those complicated emotions seemed to gather together, launching a fierce attack on my heart.

A strong impulse surged from the bottom of his heart, as if he had fled Pucheng alone and didn't want to stay here anymore!

Although there are many memories of my friends and loved ones here, I really don't want to stay here for a minute. This city is like a big mountain that makes me breathless.

Old Gao's pond was dry, he broke up with Ding Ge, and Lin Ya was so angry with me...

I was extremely confused!

I clenched my fists and asked myself in pain, where am I supposed to go?

Not long after hanging up on Ding Ge, my mother suddenly called me.

I think it's probably my mother who wants me to go on a blind date again. When she answered the phone, my mother said excitedly, "Xing Yun, hurry home!"

When I heard my mother's voice, I was very anxious. I put away my messy mood and asked doubtfully, "What's wrong, mom?"

"Come back first. We'll talk about it when we get back." My mother urged again, "Throw away the ones you have and come back quickly."

My mother didn't look like she was joking, and I couldn't help but feel that something was wrong. I didn't say anything on the phone, which made me worried, but what happened?

I would rather have my own accident than my parents'!

So after hanging up the phone, I changed my clothes and went straight out, then took a bus to my hometown.