Eighth Crown

The existence of the [two ceremonies] is not even known to the two ceremonies themselves.

However, the fact that the two rituals can connect the roots to give birth to the personality of [two rituals] actually means that she is indeed the perfect dual personality that the Liangyi family has been expecting for generations.

But conversely, if there is a perfect dual personality, there must be an imperfect dual personality.

Before the two ceremonies, the Liangyi family had never produced a personality that could connect to the root. From this point of view, perhaps the previous Liangyi family never had a perfect dual personality.

This kind of dual personality is actually like magic. It is essentially walking on thin ice, which is no different from walking a tightrope. Once you go wrong, your personality and brain are prone to problems.

The grandfather of the two ceremonies is a typical example.

Although you can't see it when you are young, with the increase of age, you have experienced more and more things, and the boundary between personality and personality has become more and more ambiguous. 's fault.

In the end, he went crazy.

This is the biggest disadvantage of dual personality.

The past patriarchs of the Liangyi family, excluding those who died halfway, mostly ended up with a mental breakdown, falling into the same symptoms as neurosis, and then sadly passed away.

The grandfather of the two ceremonies is the same. In the last few years of his life, he has been in a daze, and his personality and consciousness have hardly appeared normally.

Only when he was about to die, when the light returned, did he wake up and leave a motto for the two rituals.

That is what the two ceremonies said, "In this life, you can only kill one person. Once you kill this person, you can't go back." This sentence.

This sentence was deeply engraved in the hearts of the two ceremonies.

That's why she hesitated when killing someone, even in the face of someone like Shirakawa-san, she would become unable to act decisively.

That's not because she attaches great importance to the value of life, but because she has such a hurdle in her heart, and she subconsciously worries that she will follow in the footsteps of her grandfather. She cannot overcome this hurdle, so she can't decisively swing the knife.

Once you kill someone, your heart is aroused by the urge to kill, and you become a veritable murderer, then everything will be irreversible.

That's why she asked Liu Xia such questions as "what does it feel like to kill someone?"

Liu Xia mostly learned about the information about the dual personality part from the head of Liangyi. He had already done his homework and was ready to answer her questions.

"I want to give you life in advance, I don't have any feelings for killing people."

On the way to the city center, Liu Xia spoke indifferently.

"Most people will have a strong sense of guilt after killing people, and a small number of people will have pleasures such as pleasure, but I am different from them. I don't have any feelings, no guilt or pleasure."

So he can kill people without any scruples, never thinking about the relatives and difficulties the other party has, which are worthless in his eyes.

Of course, the premise of his killing is that the other party provokes him and is considered an enemy by him, and he will not do meaningless killings.

"If the Liangyi family has dual personalities, killing people should be able to vent their inner contradictions, transfer the contradictions in their hearts to people-to-people contradictions, and ease their inner hearts by killing people."

For example, the existence of Liu Xia caused a conflict between the two personalities of the two rituals.

The two rituals of the main character are mostly repelling and annoying to him, but the two rituals of the sub-personality are actually quite fond of him.

Under such mutual denial, there will be conflicts between her and Zhi, and the self-contradiction is the most difficult to resolve. Therefore, she will have the urge to kill Liu Xia in her heart, so as to resolve herself and herself. Another conflict between themselves.

The contradiction and repression between the two personalities is the reason why the dual personalities will gradually collapse.

This is inevitable.

Because the dual personalities of the Liangyi family represent affirmation on the one hand, and negation on the other, they seem to be distinct from each other, but drawing a dividing line among the chaotic personalities is essentially similar to blocking but not sparse behavior. Something went wrong.

And once an accident occurs, it means killing people. After tasting the sweetness of the soothing contradictions, this gate cannot be closed, and eventually it will inevitably lead to chaos.

Of course, this is actually just Liu Xia's own inference, and it may not fully conform to the entire situation of the dual personalities of the Liangyi family in the past dynasties.

"Is that so?"

The two rituals were somewhat lost in thought.

After all, he showed a great side to her in front of her, so she still had some trust in the answer he gave.

"Your attitude is enviable."

She glanced at Liu Xia, looked at his face without the slightest wave, tilted her head, and made a black hair fall to her ear.

"If I had your mentality, I wouldn't have such troubles."

If she can feel nothing from killing like Liu Xia, then even if she can't ease the contradiction between herself, she doesn't have to worry about whether to kill or not, at least she will be very straightforward when it is time to start.

"..."

When Liu Xia heard the words, she paused slightly.

"Instead, I envy your mentality. At least you can sense the depression in your heart, but I can't feel anything."

People are envious of what they don't have.

While the two ceremonies envied Liu Xia's inner peace, Liu Xia was also envious of the ups and downs in her heart.

"?"

The two ceremonies looked at him with some puzzlement.

But Liu Xia didn't seem to want to say more, so she didn't ask questions, and she didn't like to meddle in other people's business.

While the two were talking to each other, the liveliness and noise of the city ahead were already visible to the naked eye.

"Turn the subject back."

When the two stepped into the city one after another, Liu Xia spoke again, "From the conclusion, your murderous impulse will definitely appear. This is the inevitable result of the dual personalities of the Liangyi family."

The two rituals were stagnant, and their faces sank slightly.

Like the heads of the Liangyi Patriarchs of all dynasties, the dual personalities of each generation will have the urge to kill, because this is a conflict between the two personalities, and the two rituals are no exception.

However, with the existence of [two rituals], it is impossible for the two rituals to follow in her grandfather's footsteps.

"However, there is not necessarily no way to solve and avoid it."

But just when the hearts of the two ceremonies sank, Liu Xia spoke again, so that the two ceremonies couldn't help but cast their eyes, and listened to his suggestion with a focused expression.

"The reason why you have the urge to kill is in the final analysis because of the conflict between you and Ori, which led to the birth of self-denial."

"If that's the case, then look for the intersection of the two personalities. In other words, find the person who can affirm you and Orito. As long as you and Orito affirm, this impulse will naturally be relieved. ."