Eternal Burning

Good night. I said, see you tomorrow.

In the eyes of an extreme pessimist like Schopenhauer, happiness and joy are like a mirage that can only be seen from a distance. Once you get close, everything will dissipate.

I once had a similar idea, but my happiness and happiness are the stars in the sky. Although they are not illusory, they are just as far away for me, too difficult and too difficult to have.

And now, a star came to me by itself, so dazzling, so warm, so fascinated. Only then did I realize that my pessimism can only be called Schrödinger's pessimism. Perhaps there has never been any pessimism that lasts forever in this world, but it's just... that star that never met my own.

Chapter 65 Because I want to know more about your world

After Shang Muxiao dropped out of school, he didn't have nothing to do, but quickly threw himself into the team's daily training.

During the day when I go to class, he goes to practice and sometimes comes home later than me.

It was also through Shang Muxiao’s explanation that I learned that professional motorcycle teams also have youth training camps.” Young children have been trained in youth training camps since childhood, and they think day and night about how to achieve better results and how to The fastest lap times, and eventually become the team's official contract team members, is only rare.

He has not participated in the youth training camp, and was directly invited by the team manager to join the team. It is an airborne. It is impossible for other people in the team to have no criticism. Therefore, he also needs to work harder than others to maintain a better state. Convince the crowd with strength.

This is someone who has a dream. Shang Muxiao picked up a freshly opened pack of tissue paper on the coffee table and shook its full belly.

This is someone who can make dreams come true. He gently pulled out the tissue at the front, and intuitively demonstrated what it means for thousands of people to cross a single-plank bridge.

After reconciliation, because he lived close by, he brought his dog to eat almost every day. After eating, I will sit on the sofa for a while, chat, and then get up and go back when it is late enough.

Staring at the pack of tissues, I couldn't help thinking of something from my childhood.

I also went to the youth training camp, the youth training camp of Qingwan University.

Qingwan University has a summer camp for middle school students every summer. Students who sign up for the summer camp need to pre-select the subjects they are interested in, and then participate in the activities and inspections organized by the school. At the end of the summer camp, the top three students in the summer camp will be exempted from the self-enrollment preliminary examination and directly enter the re-examination examination. At the beginning, I participated in the philosophy summer camp, was rated as an excellent student, and was finally admitted to Qingwan University, which was exempted from the preliminary examination and interview.

Why choose philosophy? Shang Muxiao patiently listened to me and asked.

An unknown variety show was playing on the TV, and the voice was very soft, acting as a background sound.

The temperature in May is just right, neither too cold nor too hot, it is very suitable to drink a little sweet and refreshing semi-sweet white before going to bed.

I raised my wine glass, took a sip of the wine with the scent of plums and green apples, recalled it for a while, and explained: Because...the registration fee for the Philosophy Summer Camp is the cheapest.

Shang Muxiao was teasing the dog with a tissue, but when he heard the words, his face was stunned, but the egg threw him at the right moment, biting the tissue, shaking his head and tearing it to pieces. When it was over, he looked at Shang Muxiao happily, and his mouth made an excited haha sound, as if to say, Is there any more? I want to play!

Shang Muxiao licked its dog's head, licked both of its ears back, revealing a round and full head, and then pulled a tissue over its head. The puppy's tail immediately swung like a whirlwind, chasing the tissue and spinning around on the sofa.

I also went to summer camps when I was a kid, but it was an equestrian summer camp. At that time, my sister hoped that I could make more friends through the summer camp, but not only did I fail to make friends, but I became the most annoying child in the summer camp. Shang Muxiao didn't care anymore, leaned his body leaning on my shoulders, looked at the TV screen in front of him and said slowly, I think they are childish and ridiculous, they think I am moody, and no one looks down on anyone. I only go to that summer camp. I have never been there again, and the equestrian skills after that... are taught to me by my sister herself.

That must not be a pleasant memory.

I patted his head with my backhand and comforted him, It doesn't matter, even if you don't go to summer camp, your equestrian skills are very good.

I knew you thought I was amazing, and you kept looking at me that day. He laughed, and after a while, his voice gradually became lower. If I keep learning, maybe I will be really good. Unfortunately...my favorite horse died. Then I became obsessed with motorcycles. , run faster and more exciting than a horse, and still not die.

He didn't say much about the horse's death. If it weren't for the mention of Mr. Li from the racecourse before, it would be hard for me to know what a sad story it was from his brief sentence. It even directly changed his preferences.

Shang Muxiao sees that everything he does depends on his own happiness, and he often makes his teeth itch with hatred. He looks like a spoiled young master, but in fact, after a long time, he will find out that he is just using a tough appearance to pretend that he likes to act like a spoiled child. And sensitive nature.