Eternal Burning

It's the end of the term, and everyone is very busy. It would be too bad if everyone's work was delayed because of me...

After falling asleep intermittently, I vaguely heard the sound of someone opening the door outside.

I struggled to wake up, but my body was soft and wet, and I didn't even have the strength to get up and turn on the light. Listening carefully again, the sound outside is gone, and I don't know if it's a dream or a hallucination.

My eyelids were heavy, I closed my eyes, and gradually fell asleep again. Suddenly, a cold wind rushed into the bedroom, I shivered, opened my eyes, and found a vague tall figure standing outside the door.

Teacher, did you go to bed at nine o'clock? It's too early.

The lights in the room suddenly turned on along with Shang Muxiao's voice, which made me feel very uncomfortable, so I frowned and buried my face in the quilt.

Today, I'm so tired today... I said in a hoarse voice.

Shang Muxiao was silent for a moment, walked to the side of the room, and squeezed his hand in through the gap.

His hands were cold outside, and they would feel a little cold at ordinary times, but today was just right, so people couldn't help but stick them to cool down the brain that was about to burn out.

Across the quilt, I seemed to hear Shang Muxiao's tut. I trembled subconsciously and didn't dare to rub against it.

you have a fever, you know? The comfortable temperature on his forehead left, and in the next instant, the quilt was pulled away forcibly.

I squinted my eyes, slowly got used to the light, stroked my forehead and said: I know, it's just a low-grade fever, I'll be fine after a sleep, no big problem.

Shang Muxiao looked at me for a while, then turned to leave, and came back after a few minutes, holding a cup of warm water in his hand.

He helped me up and gave me water. I took two sips and didn't want to drink any more, so I turned my face away.

Your lips are like this, and you are sweating so much, why don't you drink more? He brushed my forehead hair, and his fingertips left a trace of Su Ma on my side face.

I suppressed the urge to tremble and shook my head: No, I'm not thirsty.

Not being thirsty is a lie, but the thought that I might not have the strength to relieve myself by myself makes me rather gān.

Why do you have a fever all of a sudden? Shang Muxiao rubbed the end of my eyes and said thoughtfully, it was fine yesterday.

I froze, lowered my eyes, tightened my fingertips slightly, grabbed the quilt, and didn't know how to speak.

I can frankly admit in front of everyone that I have no sexual function, but I can't say to Shang Muxiao without any hesitation: Because you hurt me.

Terrible. After reason no longer dominates the body, every minute becomes uncontrollable.

Has the matter with your sister been resolved? I digress.

Oh, she changed the light bulb herself and sprained her foot from a fall from a ladder. Shang Muxiao said, I accompany her to the hospital for an examination, and there is no serious problem at all.

It was really dangerous. Fortunately, I didn't fall on my head, and my foot was just sprained. It was a fortune among misfortunes.

It's fine. I lay down again, probably because of the water, I felt less uncomfortable, and I couldn't sleep for a while, so I wanted to talk to Shang Muxiao.

She also has a boyfriend anyway, but instead of looking for a boyfriend when she was injured, she found me instead. I asked her surnamed Yang why she didn't accompany her, and she said she didn't want the other person to worry. Shang Muxiao snorted coldly, what's the use of him?

Yang Haiyang should still be working in the store at the moment. His convenience store is inseparable from people 24 hours a day. With him, there are three store clerks on shifts. Shang Yunrou asked her brother for help at the first time. Maybe she didn't want to disturb her boyfriend's work. Bar.

I don't want to speak out for Yang Haiyang openly, so I said, You're fine anyway.

Who said I didn't... His raised voice suddenly stopped, as if he finally understood something, and suddenly realized, ah, is it because of me?

The topic changed so quickly that I couldn't keep up with his thoughts.

He didn't need my answer either, so he continued the conversation himself: Did you have a fever because I hurt you yesterday?

His expression was puzzled with a little shock, as if he couldn't believe that a man could be so vulnerable.

I was stunned for a moment, my lips twitched twice, and I staggered my eyes and said, No...

Shang Muxiao squeezed my chin and forced me to face him.

Teacher, you don't lie at all.

I felt a little embarrassed after the lie was exposed, and said with a guilty conscience: It's alright, just get some sleep.

I don't want him to think I'm troublesome. It's an untouchable glass doll. After all, I'm already very troublesome, and if I get into trouble again, probably few people can stand it.

Have you ever been on medication?

Shang Muxiao was not satisfied with my answer, and frowned to lift my quilt. I naturally refused to let him lift it and started a battle with him. In the end, because of lack of physical strength, I was out of breath and defeated.

Yesterday everything happened in the dark, and I could still fool myself and tell myself he didn't see anything.

The lights are so bright now that you can see clearly as long as you are not blind

Chu Chu, no matter how bad I am to deceive myself, I have no choice but to bury my face in the pillow, grab the palm of my hand with both hands, and tremble in shame.