Eternal Burning

When Shang Muxiao saw that I really came out from inside, his long eyebrows were knitted tightly, and he looked as if he was not suffocating to the extreme.

I've been looking for you for a long time, why didn't you answer the phone?

I glanced at my phone, and the night passed. After receiving a large number of blessing text messages, it finally drained the last bit of power and turned off automatically.

out of battery. I held up my phone to show him, I got lost and came here by accident.

His expression is loose, but still not very comfortable: you stay away from him, and I feel sick when I see him.

I lowered my eyes: can we go?

You haven't eaten yet, why don't you leave after eating...

No, send me back now. I interrupted him with a firm tone. Or you can call a car for me and I'll go by myself.

He closed his mouth, said no more, turned and walked straight forward.

I followed him, and walked, to the kitchen.

I stopped, a little anxious, thinking that he was going to force me to stay for dinner again against my wishes.

Now the situation is worse than yesterday, it's snowing outside, I don't have an umbrella, I don't have money, and my phone isn't charged. I can't walk alone.

But I don't want to be at his mercy either, I'm fed up with his arrogance, and I'm fed up with their family.

I turn around and find a direction that looks like a gate and head over.

What are you walking around? There is no garage. Shang Muxiao found my intention behind him, hurriedly grabbed my wheelchair, and shoved the things he took from the refrigerator into my arms.

I looked down and saw a bag of milk and a sandwich wrapped in paper.

Don't like to eat? He looked at me in a daze, thinking it was not my taste.

No. I shook my head and inserted the straw into the milk carton to fill the empty stomach.

On the return journey, because of the heavy snow, Shang Muxiao drove very slowly. After eating the sandwich, I was caught by the warm air in the car. I suddenly felt sleepy and fell into a drowsy sleep amid the bumps.

When I woke up again, the car had entered the parking garage. As the car stopped, I gradually became awake.

Mustard, here we come.

There was a familiar temperature on my face, and I resisted the urge to rub it up and avoided his touch.

Shang Muxiao slowly withdrew his hand, and his eyes were a little hurt: Teacher, are you still mad at me?

Angry? Of course angry. But the main thing is not to be angry, and he may never understand that.

You don't think I should be angry?

But I have already apologized.

Nor could he understand that not all apologies would be accepted.

I nodded and asked: If Shang Yunrou asked you to break up with me, would you do so?

He was startled and stopped by my question.

Why do you ask?

He didn't give an answer right away, but asked about my motives. From the subconscious, he was avoiding making choices. Because he himself knew very well that he could not give me a satisfactory answer.

I sighed lightly and said, Nothing, drop me off.

I'm a little chagrined at why I'm asking such an obvious question.

This question is meaningless and only makes me more unwilling.

Shang Muxiao may also be a little guilty, but after that, he seems to be very well-behaved.

Let's go back.

I got into the elevator, and he stood outside, reassuring me: We're reconciled, right?

I opened my mouth, but couldn't speak, just smiled at him.

He seemed to have received an affirmative answer, with a bright smile on his face, so bright that one could not take his eyes off it.

My reason was not killed by instinct, my reason was killed by Shang Muxiao. I can't let this happen anymore. If it goes on like this, sooner or later... sooner or later, I will be eaten by him without any residue left.

Arabidopsis, are you going to make a decision, move on, or stop here?

To move on, you must have enormous patience, a heart that has been tempered, and endless love. But you may not get good results, just like rehabilitation, you won't get results if you don't work hard.

At this point, your life will return to the way it was, peaceful, lonely, and the same thing every day. Nothing will light up your life anymore, you'll have to endure the gloom forever.

The elevator slowly closed, and I was lost in what to do. It's really hard.

Suddenly, Shang Muxiao strode into the elevator without warning, leaned over to hold my face, and gave me a short and hasty kiss.

After the kiss, he quickly exited the elevator again and waved goodbye to me.

I stared at him blankly, the balance in my heart tilted completely to one side again.

Instinctively holding the banner high, eager to try the difficulties and obstacles ahead. It is like a two-deficient hero who wears simple grass armor and has no self-knowledge. He has no brains and no skills, and he dares to fight dragons with his blood.

Rationality should be above all else.

Because when reason doesn't work, human beings become foolish and foolish and make themselves miserable.

I know, I know

Way. But I also know that no matter how hard I struggle, I can't help.

Maybe he is not mature enough to cherish this relationship, and he is arrogant and domineering, and has a lot of bad things...