Eternal Burning

Beiyan's eyes lit up, and he cheered softly: Thank you, brother!

He was sitting cross-legged on the ground, but now he put the potato chips aside, clapped his hands, made fists with both hands, and gently went up his calf, knocking my leg up.

what are you doing? I looked at him funny.

Give you a massage. Beiyan Road, massage more, and your legs will get better. I've been practicing for a long time, and you don't come back, and I can't do it. But I keep giving my classmates a massage, and they all say it's comfortable.

Even if you press me, I can't feel it.

Who told you that? ' I asked him with a smile.

Mom. Bei Yan raised his face, with a flattering smile on his red apple-like face.

I moved in my heart and continued to ask him: Mom said, will my legs get better with more massage?

Beiyan nodded first, then shook his head after a while, and said, She didn't say that your legs will get better with more massage, that's what I think. She just said that you won't get married and you won't have children, so I have to know how to take care of you and when they're gone, you'll be my responsibility. I want to give you more massages, take you to the sun, and bathe you every day...

When he said this, I grabbed his arm and forced him to stop.

elder brother? He looked at me suspiciously, what's wrong with you?

He is still too young, he has no idea what he said, what he was instilled, and there is no way to refuse this huge responsibility.

I restrained my expression and said in a serious tone: I am not your responsibility.

He seemed to be frightened, and withdrew his hand, looking at my timid expression.

I don't know how to explain all this to him, so I can only try my best to calm down and say: I can take care of myself, you just need to live for yourself, you know?

He seemed to understand, but under my eyes, he finally nodded.

After the meal, the atmosphere was still warm, Shen Luoyu took Bei Yan and went downstairs with my father to set off fireworks.

It's so beautiful. My aunt took out her phone and took pictures of the fireworks in the night sky.

This snowy night can be regarded as a rare family joy for our family for many years.

Halfway through, my aunt went to wash the fruit, and only my mother and I were left by the window.

Looking at Beiyan's cheerful figure downstairs, I thought about it, and then said: I don't need Beiyan to take care of me, I can take care of myself now, and I can take care of myself in the future, you don't have to worry about it for me. He is your child, not your tool, don't feed him unnecessary thoughts.

There was no sound beside her for a long time, and just when I thought that the other party might not have heard me clearly, she sighed deeply.

I know you want to be strong, but when you get old, who else can you rely on without him? I don't do pretty things, and your aunt can't talk, but I definitely do what a mother is supposed to do. I raised you and cultivated you to be talented. Even if you think all this is my vanity and my selfishness, don't you benefit from it? I don't even know what you're blaming us for.

I turned my head to look at the kitchen, afraid of arguing with her here. At the same time, she was very tired, and she didn't understand what I meant at all.

When we talk with ducks, we will never be able to talk together.

I don't mean to blame you. I might have had a good fight with them before that, but now I'm so tired, all the stuff piles up and I'm exhausted. I'm so thankful for you guys who raised me up and nurtured me, but You do this because you are my parents, and you are responsible to me. But Beiyan does not, Beiyan does not need to be responsible for me, pay for me.

Mother Suya's face was expressionless, she said with a cold face, wrapping her arms, It's all up to you, and it's up to him. Count him unlucky, who let him cast into our house.

All of a sudden, I held my breath in my chest, unable to swallow or spit out, and I was choked with panic.

She made a lot of sense with me, showing that there was more to be said. Now she's blaming it all on destiny, what can I say? This is simply a misunderstanding.

Then I will not be a member of this family, and cut off relations with me. I couldn't stay for a moment, my head exploded, it hurt so bad.

I quickly drove out the door. My aunt happened to come out of the kitchen carrying fruit, and she was surprised when I saw that I was leaving.

Why are you leaving so soon?

There is something temporarily... I pushed open the door, smiled reluctantly at her and said, I will see you next time.

Auntie glanced at the window and whispered: Did you quarrel with your mother again?

I smiled and waved goodbye to her.

I went straight out of the underground parking garage and didn't meet Shen Luoyu and the others, let alone say goodbye.

After I got home, Shen Luoyu called and asked me what was going on.

I probably talked to her, and she gasped hard, with a tone of voice that she wasn't sure how to stand.

I understand what Auntie means, and I also understand what you think. Why didn't you tell her about your relationship? You said she might be relieved.

I was silent for a moment and said: We broke up.