Falling into the Abyss

Ethan wandered between the lingering cold and the ambiguous pain in his body between half asleep and half awake. His consciousness is sometimes awake and sometimes fuzzy, and the images are entangled in disorder, making him unable to distinguish which are hallucinations and which are memories.

A boundless loneliness and helplessness made him want to curl up, but his hands and feet were constrained by cold chains. The uproar made his groggy mind startled and he woke up. There was dead silence in this dimly lit crypt, but Ethan’s perception seemed to be much stronger than before. My mild myopia was also cured, and he could even see the strange and complicated things on the ceiling. The angle and the curve are approximately two overlapping five-pointed star symbols.

The symbol reveals a deep darkness and evil, coldly looking down at Ethan from a height. He felt that the symbol seemed familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere.

He smelled the familiar faint bitter sandalwood smell in the air, and heard the inaudible heartbeat. There are only two people left here, he and Tanithel.

He turned his head slightly and saw the pale priest sitting on the armchair beside him with his eyes closed. His heart was filled with sorrow and...disappointment.

He finally knew why the priest approached him.

I keep telling myself that I don’t care. I always think that even if it’s used, it’s okay. Hope is better than nothing. But when he knew that Tanithel was just a beautiful trap arranged in his life, he knew that the priest had always helped him to protect him, probably to bring him to Eve and help him to enter adulthood. When the time changed and then they performed some of their sacrificing rituals, his heart that had already turned black still felt a sharp pain.

Whether he was born to live for only one purpose, whether his efforts to live for better or worse are meaningless. The people around him were arranged by an unmatched force, leading him to a unique ending.

Accept the core of the universe...

Ethan doesn’t understand what the black man always wants him to accept, but he can vaguely feel that once he accepts it, I’m afraid he will lose even the last thing he has-the last bit of mind as a human being. .

No one cares if Ethan will disappear from now on, no one even knows that he has existed.

It really is... a meaningless life.

Ethan tried to open his mouth, and there were some things he knew he shouldn't ask because the answer would not be good, but he still wanted to ask clearly.

"Why... Choose me?" Ethan's voice was weak and dry, as if every word he said would exhaust his strength.

Tanithel slowly opened his eyes, the dim candlelight leaped in the silver-gray eyes, looking a little tired, "Because this is my task...find the chosen one, and then protect he."

"Then it's your job to sleep with me?" Ethan laughed. It was a mockery, but it sounded a little depressed.

Tanithel felt a dull and dry pain spread slowly in his heart, as if someone was wrapping his heart with a thin rusty wire, and then slowly tightening it. He wasn't sure if it was his own feeling or the feeling Ethan conveyed to him. The memory of meeting the man in front of him for the first time came to mind. In the icy light of the human spacecraft, a group of dark inhumans were in front of them. In fact, he first noticed Samuel, and then he saw Ethan who was talking to Samus. At that time, he didn't know that he would have a relationship with that seemingly unremarkable man in the future. what relationship.

Unable to wait for the priest's answer, Ethan stared at him unwillingly, and continued to ask, "Don't you think you owe me an explanation? You came to the earth from the very beginning to find me?"

"No... At first I didn't know who I was looking for." Tanithel closed his eyes lightly, and his consciousness drifted into the distant memory.

"My father got that kind of strange disease, no one can save him. If he wants to save him, the only hope is the Egg of the God of Order. But the egg of God of Order can only be touched by the priest, and it cannot be used for anything. The act of disrupting order and reversing life and death, because Xu Shen believes that such behavior will weaken Xu’s power and arouse Xu’s anger. I have no choice but to become a priest myself and learn how to control Xu God’s egg in the shortest possible time. Then took the opportunity to bring it out to save my father.

But you know, I did not succeed. It was too late, he was too close to death, and the Egg of Prologue couldn't bring the completely chaotic system in his body back into order. He was shriveled like a skeleton at the time, all the hair on his body had fallen out, his skin shrank as if soaked in water, his eyes were cloudy and yellow, and his third eye was completely invisible. He breathed so hard, it was as painful as every breath, but as precious as the last breath. He was very scared, although he was speechless, but I could feel how strong his fear was.

Can you imagine? The existence that had always been so powerful in his life was so helpless at that time. No one, no **** can help him.

So I thought, if Prologue doesn’t help me, what about Entropy?

At that time I knew very little about the **** of entropy. After all, it was a representative of death and chaos, and I couldn't avoid it. But when people are desperate, they really do everything.

I found a manuscript among all the ancient manuscripts in the temple's collection, which recorded the method of consciousness communication with the fuxing chaos Nyaratotip. Some decomposing animal corpses, some dirty corpse fluid, poisonous insects and the like are used, and of course my own blood. I smashed everything and drew the SigilofGateway in my father's room, which is the kind of emblem that you see now carved on the roof.

When I opened the third eye, I saw it.

Among the mountains outside the window, in a silent death forest, the ugly and terrifying giant stood in the valley. Its face has only a blood-red tentacles, tumbling around the clouds in the sky. It is so huge, I am afraid that the entire city of Xi Luoan can be seen clearly, but... it seems that only I can see it. Because, I didn't hear any screams of fear.

It clearly has no face, but I know that he is watching me through the transparent window across the mountains and through the transparent window.

Then it came over, wherever it passed, the trees broke and the vegetation withered, and all the animals had escaped, and a terrifying whine echoed in the wind. I watched it easily cross the mountains and come to my castle. I could only see part of his face, the disgusting red color filled the entire window. I was so frightened that I collapsed on the ground, unable to move.

It knows my name, and it knows why I call it. It said that it can help me, help me temporarily save my father's body and the last bit of life to prevent him from continuing to corrupt, but it comes at a price. "

Ethan's dry lips opened slightly and trembled a few times, "The price... is to find the sacrifice?"

Tanithel nodded, "He said, he wants me to find the chosen one. Because only the chosen one can regenerate the nucleus of the universe, Asathus, in this universe, so that I can truly let my father, and even my father, I’ve died and the other father who gave birth to me is reunited. He said that by then the boundary between life and death will be blurred, and all those who have been lost can be reunited together. He didn’t tell me who the chosen one was, he just said let me After thirteen years, go to the dirtiest and chaotic place on earth to find that special person, protect him, and ensure that he can smoothly accept all upcoming arrangements.

I initially thought that man was Samuel. Because I initially thought that person would give birth to Asathos in the form of a mother, so that person must be a strong person with a strong will. This is why I will appear on the cargo warehouse to help you on the spaceship. Until...until I noticed your green eyes that are different from ordinary people, and I realized that it is a symbol of the lineage of the Celestial Star. "

Ethan felt his heartache inexplicably worsened, and there seemed to be something stuck in his throat.

Eyes, just because of his eyes.

Otherwise, he probably wouldn't even look at himself.

Ethan suddenly felt that he was stupid, even thinking that Tanithel had come to Earth specially for him.

"In the past thirteen years, I have been collecting ancient books and manuscripts about the God of Entropy. I already know that the Celestial Man was originally a descendant of Asathos, so he had green eyes similar to him. Therefore, the person chosen by God seems more likely. He is a man from the sky. As for the rebirth of the gods, it does not necessarily require the way of birth that our universe thinks, so it is possible not to Omega. And you are beyond the perception of ordinary people when facing the goddess, and finally you are amazing The leap made me more convinced that you might be the one I need to find."

After saying too much at once, Tanithel seemed very tired. But he managed to stand up, came to Ethan, and looked at him with a complex and pitying expression. The eyes are facing each other, but it is no longer warm.

Ethan suddenly felt colder around him. On this unfamiliar planet, he is only left with himself.

"So, this is not your father's tomb, but my tomb, is it?"

Tanithel shook his head, gently placed his hand on his forehead, and slowly opened his eyes on his forehead.

Ethan saw that on the ceiling, behind the emblem of the door, the rock seemed to have turned into glass. Through the vague afterimage, an Eve can be seen facing down. He closed his three eyes tightly, his skin was dry, and his hands were long and thin, and he looked like a corpse. But if you look closely, you will find that his hair is very long, piled up around him to form a mess of dark shadows, nails are also very long, and his claws are curled up, as if they are still growing after death.

Ethan closed his eyes abruptly, not wanting to see such a terrible sight anymore. Tanithel slowly moved his hand away, "See?"

"He is still alive?"

"It's not alive, it's not dead. It's more like... falling asleep."

"Being like this... it's better to die!"

"But he doesn't want to die. I promised that he will save him no matter what the price." Tanithel's voice was numb. He was too young when he agreed to ambush at the time. In front of the terrifying devil and the pressure of his father's imminent death, he agreed to everything so quickly. In fact, after so many years, he has wondered countless times whether his choice was right, and whether it would be better to let his father die if he let go.

But he had already made a deal with the devil, and at this time he broke the contract, waiting for him with a more terrifying ending than death.

No one dared to fool the **** of fraud, and since they have embarked on this path, they cannot look back.

"Sorry……"

"Ha ha ha..." Ethan didn't know how badly he laughed, it was uglier than crying. He opened a pair of hollow eyes and tried to say in a calm voice, "Think about it, you have nothing to apologize to me. Whether it is infected on the Red Earth, trapped in the Second Universe, or on Faun Mutation, in fact, is not dominated by you, you are just protecting me... make sure that I can finally come to Eve Star. And, you made it clear from the beginning that we are just using the relationship. It’s me Myself..."

I know that you are a fire, or I want to chase the only beam of light and jump in.

Tanithel felt a pain again.

Ethan did not finish speaking, but it made him feel even more uncomfortable. He remembered that on the Faun star, this fool took the initiative to rush towards the earth army in order to protect him; remembered the way he peeped at himself on the red earth but didn’t want to be discovered; remembered when he kissed him. He blushed and panicked; remembering how he was in the dark cave, reaching out to him in those filthy and evil tentacles, looking at him with incredibly trusting and eager eyes; remembering that when he was lingering together, he could not see everything The alluring look of...

Unconsciously, the priest seemed to care more than he thought about this seemingly trivial man, but he made amazing deeds at a critical moment. He gradually fell in love with his gentle, careful smile.

However, he kept ignoring the hesitation in his heart, and he brought the opponent to Eve Star, forcing him to face his greatest fear.

Ethan strenuously raised his bound hand and grabbed the priest's cuff, "What will happen to me...?"

"The priests will follow the methods recorded in the several manuscripts we have collected to open the spiritual channel between you and Azatus. Then the huge consciousness of the cosmic core will enter your mind, and you will become his The puppet has become the incarnation of Asathos who can move freely in the Prologue universe."

"So... what about me?" Ethan asked not exactly, but Tanithel knew what he meant.

The priest's expression finally showed a trace of panic and pain, "I don't know..."

The will of the core of the universe, I am afraid that no spirit can bear it? It is also possible that it will be wiped out.

But Ethan is the son of Nyarlatotepu, maybe he can survive, maybe he will share the same body with Asathos, maybe their spirits will merge together and become a new Ethan .

Everything is possible, but Tanithel is inexplicably scared.

He thought he had waited so long and finally waited until this day, but looking at the desperate Bi Tong in front of him, he suddenly regretted it.

The author has something to say:

In the past two days, I was in a bad mood. Weibo was inexplicably blocked. I saw on my phone that someone reported me one by one to promote my own text and Weibo introducing the prototypes of Ethan and Tanisel, and even a few of mine. I’ve reported all the selfies (until now I don’t know what I can report on my selfies? They are covered tightly?). The comrades who have followed my Weibo should know how low-key I am usually, because any sensitive information, pornographic information, has not been blocked, and Sina has not given any explanation. I searched the Internet, and it seems that many people have been inexplicably named like me, and they never come back.

The classmates said that it might be because of the same-sex subject matter. I don't understand it very well. Is it because of this? After all, there are so many essays written in Danmei, shouldn't they all be sealed? And in 2017, is it still necessary to engage in sexual discrimination? To be honest, I feel a little scary, but I don’t know what I’ve done and I feel that I’m being targeted.

I only hate that I am not a famous author. If something like this happens, I can only swallow in my stomach. If you don’t want to return your account, you might consider switching to Lehu or some other website. There is one QQ group, and I don’t know if it can be posted in Jinjiang. In short, I would like to apologize to everyone who followed me and couldn't find me anymore.