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Seeing my expression, she slowly let go of me, gently helped me up, and looked at me in shock:"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"I—maybe I was scared out of my mind by you!"

"Stop pretending! You have already been in love and had sex with someone, so you are considered an experienced person. What are you afraid of? Although I'm older than you, I've only been this close to you so far. If I'm not afraid of you, why should I be afraid of you?"

"Sister Nannan! What you just said - it really can't be helped. We grew up together and have the same affection as siblings. This is the most precious family relationship. My feelings for you are full of respect and admiration. They all treat you like a relative"

"alright! You told me so much just to show how pure and noble you are, and you have never had any evil thoughts towards me. My sister knows this and appreciates it. Now I don’t want you to treat me like this anymore. I am not pure in my thoughts. I want to get closer to you. I don’t want to fall in love with anyone else, but I’m not willing to be alone and lonely all the time. Sister treats you as a younger brother and the closest person to you. I just want to taste the feeling and taste of love with you. You just moved out such a big set, what to put it in? It's so easy for you to fall in love with others, but you feel so wronged and uncomfortable when you're with me. In the end, you still don't like me that much at all, you just look down on me, you even hate me. In this case, I don’t want to be such a clingy sister and brother with you anymore. boring! Annoying!"

After Yu Ruonan said that, she turned around and looked away. She was obviously really angry. Her move was more effective and more lethal to me than any bullying or abuse. I have been crushed by her from the inside and surrendered to her. I had no choice but to turn to her obediently, with my head lowered and a grimace on my face:"Sister Nannan! You-don't be angry! I - it's not that I don't like or don't want to, I - I'm really - afraid——"

"What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will eat you?"

"I'm afraid that I will offend my sister, and she will never forgive me in this life!"

"okay! , this time it was my sister who took the initiative and volunteered. Sister believes in you, even if you bully sister, you will not go too far. I feel at ease, sister, and I will never blame you. But if I agree to fall in love with someone else, I also know what the result will be. That way, I feel even more terrifying and worthless!"

"But, I——"

I wanted to say something else, but Yu Ruonan blocked my mouth again. She held my head with trembling hands, her breathing became rapid, and her voice also trembled:"Okay! Stop talking! I know it. If The love between the two of us is that of brother and sister, and we really can no longer be close. But my sister is also very lonely, confused, painful, and unwilling now. She also needs love, but she doesn’t dare to love. She wants to I am good to you. I just want you to be able to hold my sister in your arms like a man and feel sorry for me when I am most lonely and helpless. I know you are afraid that you will bully and offend your sister, but I have already said no. It's your fault. I would rather be bullied and offended by you than take advantage of you for those unrelated men. I believe you. Even if you don't like me that much, you still treat me as a relative from your heart. No matter how much you bully me, it won't be too excessive or despicable. Now that sister has confessed everything to you, do you still want to refuse?"

"No! sister! us——"

I didn't know whether to nod or shake my head. When I was hesitating, she hugged me and kissed me passionately without hesitation. In fact, she was just agitated and passionate, and her passionate kisses were chaotic and hit the mark. I was also caught off guard by her sudden attack, and for a moment I was a little stunned and indifferent.

After the two of us were so excited for a while, she slowly regained her composure, held my head again, and looked at me fiercely.

"What's wrong? There are so many people chasing me and trying to take advantage of me. I finally gave you my first time, but you are still not happy at all? Are you deliberately embarrassing me?"

I seemed to have just woken up from a dream. I knelt down in front of her with a plop, hugged her legs tightly, and felt extremely ashamed and guilty:"I'm sorry! Sister Nannan!"

Yu Ruonan was suddenly confused by my actions and didn't know why:"You - what are you doing?"

"Sister Nannan! sorry! I deceived you! I-I'm a bastard! Damn it! I-I still have something to hide from my sister. I'm sorry sister!"

"Stop it! You--didn't you say that you and that country girl had nothing to do with each other? What else are you hiding from your sister?"

"I have nothing with that country girl, but I——"

"Do you have someone else?"

"me——"

I didn't dare to hide it anymore, so I had to tell her honestly, hesitantly and vaguely about my relationship with Zhang Xiaolian. I keep bowing my head and repenting, waiting for punishment

"You - you are so shameless, nasty, and despicable! You have only been transferred for a few days, and yet you dare to do such a dirty thing behind my back and behind the backs of others."

Yu Ruonan was almost going crazy. She punched and kicked me, and even tore and bit me. Fortunately, she didn't have a knife on her hand, otherwise I would have been torn into pieces by her on the spot. After she vented her anger at me, she became discouraged again. She sat on the ground, silent, staring at the sky stupidly. Looking at her, I could only kneel quietly in front of her, motionless and silent, waiting for her final verdict.

We just stayed silent like this. After a long time, she silently held my face again. Under the dim moonlight, I could still clearly see her face covered with crystal tears. She looked at me, the corners of her mouth trembled slightly, and I couldn't tell whether she was laughing or crying:"snort! No wonder, I said why you suddenly became so pure and noble, it turns out there is something wrong in your heart. Afraid of exposing your dirty soul and hypocritical nature in front of me. That’s fine! In this countryside, having someone care for you so much makes me feel relieved! You are smarter than my sister! Happier than sister! I'm so happy for you!"

"sorry! Sister Nannan! As long as you don’t dislike me, I promise to treat you like my own sister!"

"Stop being disgusting! Shameless! You regard me as your sister, do you also think that I can be abused and humiliated by you like others? It's so despicable, despicable and shameless!"

"Sister Nannan! If I dare to offend you in the slightest, you will kill me!"

"You have offended me and I want to kill you now!"Yu Ruonan said, but suddenly came up and hugged me tightly, venting and choking at the same time:"Why are you so stupid and stupid! Have you forgotten what I told you before? How can you behave like others behind my back? You are being grabbed and entangled, what are you going to do? How do you want me to explain it to your parents? Do you really plan to stay here for the rest of your life?"

"Sister Nannan! Don't, things are not what you think!"

Yu Ruonan suddenly pushed me away and raised her head:"Don't call me sister again, I feel sick hearing this word now!"

"Then - what should I call you?"

"You can call me whatever you want, just don’t call me sister!"

"All right! Then I will call you Nannan from now on!"

"Nan Nan is Nan Nan! Unlucky for me!"

"She's really not that kind of person"

"Then why do people treat you so well? What is it for?"

"People just pity me and feel sorry for me. I'm afraid that I won't be able to bear the loneliness in the countryside and will make mistakes in my confusion. She said she was from here and there would be no trouble or danger. Therefore, she would rather stay with me like this and help me get through this difficult time."

"Do you believe what she said? I'm afraid you'll be sold and you'll be counting the money for me!"

"She loves me and I love her. But we can only sneak around like this for the rest of our lives. i believe her"

"okay! Stop deliberately disgusting me! In this case, I take back everything I said today. From now on, we will be just ordinary revolutionary comrades."

"Sister Nannan——"

"Don't call me sister again!"

"good! Nan Nan! We are comrades-in-arms, neighbors, and partners. After all, we are more familiar and understand each other than others. Whatever difficulties we encounter in the future, we must still take care of each other!"

"fart! I never want to see you again or have anything to do with you in my life!"

After Yu Ruonan finished speaking, she stood up, stared at me carefully, and then left without looking back.