From a Porter to an S-Class Healer

Episode 47. The truth I didn’t want to believe (Edit)

Episode 47. The truth I didn’t want to believe

Kang Ga-young swallowed her saliva. My heart is pounding as if I drank high-caffeine coffee. In fact, it was half a gamble.

If anyone sees it, they might point their finger at it for a sudden eruption. Of course, this was not his style.

He had to take the ball slowly and put it in his hands in the most perfect form. The dialogue I had prepared up until now was very poor.

Currently, Kang Ga-young is in a state of being driven to a dead end to the point that her rational thinking is clouded. The opportunity to meet him was scarce.

In this dungeon, Pania and Lee Seo-joon’s activities made it difficult to demand contact with him. So, I had to make a small relationship with him as soon as possible.

It’s not that I didn’t think about the possibility of rejection. The only thing I believe in is the outward appearance.

It’s hard to say for himself, but his appearance was outstanding even in the surrounding countries. Even in his early dreams, didn’t he always tell himself that he was pretty?

It didn’t really happen. Just do it.

How many times have you cried to yourself? How much coffee did you drink to keep you from falling asleep?

He even stabbed his thigh with something sharp to wake him up. But how do you not know? that the dream was once a reality.

His face I wanted to see at least once.

okay. I want it so crazy

The man in front of him looked so healthy and lively. But, of course, he wouldn’t have any feelings for himself.

This man will not even know about his abhorrent faults of the distant past. The past doesn’t exist, so the favorability is not negative. If so, you have a good chance of winning.

I knew very well that I didn’t deserve it. Even though it was disgusting, his desire for him could not be quenched. Like a basic human need, it was like Kang Ga-young’s absolute destiny.

Seo-Jun Lee, his expression hardened as if he was bewildered. I think my heart would stop at that sight.

The breath he exhaled reminded me of the terrible end of the man I had seen in my dreams. Close your eyes slightly and then open them.

stay alive

relief and joy.

Lee Seo-joon exhaled slowly and opened his mouth. Moist sweat dripped from the palms holding the gown.

look at me

The older brother who liked me before I did anything wrong.

I want to go back to the days when we were in love.

“sorry. Kang Ga-young Hunter, that seems difficult.”

“… oh Am I in too much of a hurry?”

He bowed his head as if sorry, and closed his eyes in half. Because you always liked this smile.

“It’s not that I have no interest in Hunter Kang Ga-young.”

“… It can be. However”

Seo-joon Lee opened the lid of the drink on the table and drank it gully. He waits like a gentle sheep, staring at his moving sexy throat. It was like a criminal waiting for the judge’s verdict.

“Hunter Kang Ga-young.”

“… yes.”

“It is inconvenient for you to come to me for a business like this in the future.”

“sorry. but… .”

what to say I had to win his heart as much as possible. even by acting.

Kang Ga-young’s shoulders shook slightly. He slowly wiped away his hot tears with the back of his hand.

“Ugh. Sorry, sorry. But I’m serious.”

There is a saying that a woman’s weapon is tears. He was always embarrassed and sorry when I cried.

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Now, I was afraid to see Lee Seo-joon’s expression. His arms and hands were visible beneath his indifferent face. I want to hug him just once. Not the cold temperature, but the warm embrace where life lives and breathes.

His touch and small actions were enough to make him excited. you can play with me So please.

“I can’t. It’s already over.”

The man looked at him with sad eyes. It adds words as if recalling the distant past.

“I can’t explain it, but I’m sorry. But our end will never be good.”

… our end?

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No way.

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Not.

But instinctively I realized it. Because I already knew everything about Lee Seo-joon through a dream.

A somewhat sad expression and a slightly trembling voice. A stiff shoulder and a friendly voice, but the tone and content that draws a line.

There is no denying that ‘I know something’.

Kang Ga-young’s eyes were colored with surprise and despair. Chances are zero, no. negative My teeth are trembling, but I don’t know what to say.

“… I think you’re already drunk. I think it would be good for you to die now.”

“Seojun, do you remember me?”

“… … .”

Kang Ga-young trembled and stood up. My eyes couldn’t keep up with my aching heart, so even tears didn’t flow.

“Sorry. I was all wrong. Brother, it’s all me… .”

It was difficult to breathe. Frustrated, he got off the sofa and broke his knees. Then, Seo-Jun Lee’s warm hand grabbed his shoulder.

“Hunter Kang Ga-young, don’t do this. Come on, get up.”

“Please don’t do this. save me some Every day is hell.”

I feel like I’m choking on his dry eyes. The double heart of wanting to hide and the need to endure here shook her whole body.

The title is still ‘Kang Ga-young Hunter’, not ‘Ga-young’.

“If you really think of me, please leave.”

“… Sorry for interrupting your break.”

Any more will backfire. I had no choice but to leave Lee Seo-joon’s room with footsteps that did not fall.

Even though Kang Ga-young knew everything, she couldn’t let him go. I don’t want to see his warm eyes again. Somehow, he had to have a place in his mind.

⁕⁕⁕

dump.

I sat blankly on the bed. It was a dusty possibility, but now I can’t deny it.

I think Kang Ga-young would have gone back in time in the same way.

Since when?!

It won’t be from the beginning. If it were, you would have come to me from the first day.

“What should I do now?”

He raised his arm and placed it on his forehead. I remembered the back figure of Kang Ga-young walking helplessly with her eyes closed.

Ding Dong.

The doorbell rings again. Have you ever come back?

I wondered if I could just pretend to sleep, but my head got complicated and it was hard to decide. When I opened the door with my slippers on, there was Yoo Chae-eun in a simple outfit.

Why is it that I feel as if I have been waiting for you? Of course it’s just a coincidence.

“oh?! Seojun, I think you just finished showering. I’m sorry.”

“… no. Look. My hair was dry too.”

Why did you come at this midnight hour? Actually, I was really glad that someone came to me before my hair got complicated.

“There is a story that my brother asked me to tell Seojun. Well. Somehow, I came as the representative.”

I don’t know who came as the representative, but I got out of the door first.

“Come in at once.”

“Then excuse me.”

Yoo Chae-eun came in and checked my room. Then he asked me if I had found a drink on the table.

“Someone must have come.”

“yes. Hunter Kang Ga-young went.”

“ah. If it’s okay with you, may I ask why?”

“… … .”

I shrugged without saying a word. Then, as if not to ask any more, she sat down on the sofa Kang Ga-young had used.

“Kang Ga-young Hunter is pretty. I have a bad relationship with Pania, though. Seo-joon doesn’t have to be bound by it. You don’t even have to look at us.”

Yoo Chae-eun’s anxious pupils shook. The truth was clearly visible on her face. I replied with a smile.

“I’m saying this in case of misunderstanding, but Kang Ga-young Hunter and I have nothing to do with each other. And I’m also a member of Pania, so it’s sad to hear that.”

“… uh?! that. Yes. Sorry for making you sad. It’s nothing, but you’re here at a time like this. Kang Ga-young Hunter is also really annoying!”

“… … .”

“Well, we are in the same guild, clearing several dungeons together and… .”

“Look. Don’t worry because I don’t think it’s a nuisance. Chae-eun.”

At that moment, Yoo Chae-eun’s characteristic bright smile was seen again. Even though it was late, the well-set short hair caught my attention.

“By the way, what’s really going on at this hour?”

“ah. look at my mind Look at this.”

Yoo Chae-eun showed me an electronic device. What you can see on the wide screen is the place where the sacrifice was made during the last raid and the altar taken this time.

Both are listed with similar forms and similar characters. There were also reports that dungeons with this type of altar were found in various parts of the world.

When Yoo Chae-eun’s long finger touches the screen a few times, surprising long texts appear. A single sentence interpreted by the collective intelligence of renowned professors and researchers.

“Will the ‘evil spirit’ come?”

“yes. Right. Maybe it has something to do with the recent increase in the number of undead monsters.”

“Where did you get that information?”

“… Information provided by the Cheonsu side.”

Yoo Chae-eun replied shyly. In the Cheonsu group, various by-products and monster corpses from dungeons are tested and researched. Therefore, the gap in the available information will be considerable.

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No need to be ashamed. What is the difference between capital and manpower?

“Thank you for letting me know.”

“no. It’s natural. Seojun, did something happen? I’ll do my best to help… .”

“I am tired. I want to rest.”

Yoo Chae-eun looked at me with poopy eyes. After a brief eye contact, he responds softly.

“… then. I’ll go back. Sleep well.”

“Me too, Chae-eun. Get some rest.”

To be honest, I’m tired right now. After greeting Yoo Chae-eun, she laid back on the bed. Not only Kang Ga-young, but also strange things make me worry.

It was really complicated in my head.

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We went back to New Seoul the next day. Laying on the private plane, he continued to roll his head while wearing an eye patch.

Well, I couldn’t come up with a good solution.

Maybe I should just do my job and live quietly. Above all, the relationship with Kang Ga-young ended.

It doesn’t matter that she has memories before her return. Whatever the process, we made it to the end.

If someone asks me if I don’t even resent Kang Ga-young, I’d say yes.

Because of her, I felt many emotions, including affection and loneliness. Due to the artificially created painful situations, it was painful and difficult enough.

But not now.

So I’m no longer swayed

“Ha ha! But do you think our house is the best?”

“If you look closely at the exercise machines, the ones we have are more up to date.”

When Mapil-doo said with a smile, Yoo Jae-hyun answered with a smile. Yoo Chae-eun looked at me as if worried. When you smile brightly, then you feel relieved.

“You can’t dry it anyway?! I take the elevator first.”

Soo-jung Lee walked forward. Then, while pressing the ‘open button’, he looked at us and shouted.

“what? Aren’t you coming in?!”

“all?! You have a sense.”

Knock-!

I got on the elevator held by Sujeong Lee first. A slightly raised tail of the mouth can be seen between the red hairs.

are you okay. now.

Because there are people around.