Global Movie Emperor

"So have you ever had auditory hallucinations, visual hallucinations, etc.? Have you ever had a headache? Or lost your memory at a specific time?"

"Visual hallucinations and auditory hallucinations existed before. Many times I couldn't tell whether I was me or the person I was imitating. I never had any headaches. But the first time I noticed something was wrong was in the summer of the year before last. On the way, I felt very sleepy, but when I woke up I realized that I didn’t remember anything for eight minutes.”

Lin Yuezhu picked up a pen and took notes in a new notebook. What Lu Ze had revealed so far was actually a bit complicated. In fact, Lin Yuezhu's main focus was not on Lu Ze's answer, but on whether the language during the answer was fluent.

Usually patients with mental illness have gaps in their thinking. When asking questions, they may focus on a certain paragraph in the entire sentence.

For example, can a lame pigeon fly? Normal people usually answer yes or no, while people with broken thinking may only focus on why pigeons are lame.

But Lu Ze did not show such a sense of disconnection. His answers were particularly fluent, his thinking was very quick, and his memory was very good. This was not in line with the usual clinical manifestations of patients with mental illness.

However, Lu Ze also experienced memory loss, visual and auditory hallucinations, and even doubts about his self-understanding. The cognitive impairment that affected his life was already serious.

"So, do you know this person?"

Lin Yuezhu turned the monitor around and pointed it at Lu Ze. Lu Ze raised his head and glanced up. Lin Yuezhu found that Lu Ze's hands were suddenly clenched very tightly and forcefully, so he turned back to the monitor and waited for Lu Ze's answer.

"know."

"who?"

"I."

"you?"

"No, he is a character who looks like me. I have assumed the role of him and imagined that I was him. I understand all the movements, mentality, thinking, and language."

"Then who are you based on and imitating?"

"I."

He had a headache. He did have a headache. Lin Yuezhu was a little confused about the connection between the "I" Lu Ze mentioned and the "I". After all, his mind and work did not allow him to fantasize, let alone believe that there was a system that could Create an old Lu Ze and let Lu Ze imitate.

"So you took the initiative to create him? Instead of passively accepting it?"

"I took the initiative to imitate...so it should be considered an initiative."

The two talked a lot. Lin Yuezhu asked questions in a logical manner and occasionally answered things that Lu Ze didn't understand. Nearly an hour had passed in this back and forth chat.

But the more they talked, Lin Yuezhu felt that Lu Ze's problem became more difficult. He found that Lu Ze's condition was different from all the patients he had seen, and was even quite different from normal patients.

The two chatted at a slower and slower pace. Lu Ze answered quite quickly, but Lin Yuezhu's speed in asking questions slowed down. When he asked the question again, he found that Lu Ze had fallen asleep leaning on the back of the chair.

Shen Jinghan gently stroked Lu Ze's hair, but her eyes showed her heartache for Lu Ze. After the divorce, her daughter was raised by the child's father in the imperial capital. It is easy for her heart to change as she gets older. So soft, she naturally shared the extra elders' love or maternal love with Lu Ze. Although they only got together for three years and had very little contact time during this period, it did not mean that she did not care. Lu Ze.

The conversation between the two made Shen Jinghan extremely worried. Lin Yuezhu slowly opened Lu Ze's heart and showed Lu Ze's life and thoughts in front of the two of them. She always liked children who worked hard, but Lu Ze worked so hard that he was sick. His professional attitude can give people the cold feeling of falling into an ice hole. If he doesn't tell, no one will know what he has done behind the scenes.

He was carrying something on his back. Shen Jinghan knew this. This was also the reason why Lu Ze worked so hard. But when he could already easily carry the burden, he still worked so hard. This was a kind of self-inflicted oppression on himself. , so it is actually a matter of time before he has problems.

"So Dr. Lin, how is his condition?"

Hearing Shen Jinghan's question, Lin Yuezhu frowned and looked at the notes recorded in the notebook. His brain was working rapidly. He sighed and looked at Lu Ze with emotions towards this man who was fifteen years younger than him. Admire, no one can help but admire those who work hard, and so does he.

"To be honest, Mr. Lu is the hardest-working person I have ever seen, but as you can see, the problem lies in the effort. Things are much more complicated than I thought. Based on my nearly twenty years of clinical experience, If you don’t understand, I’ll tell you slowly.”

"At first, I thought Mr. Lu was suffering from schizophrenia. In order to imitate the character, he must have spent a certain amount of time understanding and making up the person's life. After the simulation, he would fragment this information and store it in his own brain. Then at a certain period of time, he was influenced by the outside world, which caused this simulated character to appear, causing Mr. Lu to have doubts about his own cognition, that is, he did not know who he was."

"The first thing that can be determined is that this person..."

He turned the monitor again and pointed at the elderly Lu Ze, and kept drawing circles with his fingers on the elderly Lu Ze so that Shen Jinghan could see it.

"Because of Mr. Lu's profession, he has a positive role in promoting Mr. Lu. This is obviously different from the multiple personality of schizophrenia. Why is a disease a disease? Diseases can only make people develop in a bad direction. , if Mr. Lu has multiple personalities, then the personality must be negative and will not be beneficial to Mr. Lu in any aspect, but this old man, at least he will be helpful to Lu Ze’s career."

"I will explain to you the manifestations of dissociation disorder. For example, when we were children, we all fantasized about having a brother, sister, or playmate. When the needs reach their peak, some children will really think that they have a brother, a sister, or a playmate. There is someone you need. As the old saying goes, it is hysteria, or evil. Dissociation disorder is about projecting your needs on yourself and expressing them in a performance. Mr. Lu's problem also lies in interpretation, but he Different from normal dissociation disorder, he does not have a big need for this personality. It is only the needs of the script, or the needs of the audience, that he will need it."

"So, Dr. Lin, what you are saying is that if you want treatment, you have to stop having needs for these personalities, that is, stop acting?"

Shen Jinghan's understanding was actually somewhat correct. Lin Yuezhu picked up the tea cup and drank some water. He stretched out his right hand with a ballpoint pen between his index finger and thumb, waved his hand, let out a sigh of relief, and continued.

"No, please listen to me first. The difference between multiple personality and dissociative disorder lies in the subject's recognition of the sub-personality. Dissociative disorder is proactive and inclusive because of needs. Just like acting, he needs to act What, the personality will come out to help him act, will Mr. Lu still hate his acting skills? But the problem is that his attitude towards the sub-personality is disgusting and fearful. This is close to multiple personalities. Only towards himself Only harmful things will arouse the subject's instinctive disgust, and this old man, Mr. Lu, showed considerable hatred."

"The other thing is the connection between the main and secondary personalities. Usually the onset of dissociative disorder is smooth and seamless, just like acting. It requires you to cry. Just cry when you want to, and just use it. This is tolerance. The effects brought about by sex, and multiple personalities are malignant and the main body is not tolerant, so there are usually gaps in the onset. Usually when the sub-personality dominates the body, the main body needs to go to sleep. When the sub-personality is tired from performing, it will still sleep way to leave..."

After saying this, Lin Yuezhu glanced at Lu Ze who was sleeping. Seeing that his breathing was steady and strong, he felt relieved and started talking to Shen Jinghan again.

"So does he have dissociative disorder or multiple personalities?"

If Lu Ze is sick, he must be sick. Now that Shen Jinghan has heard Lin Yuezhu say so much, he seems to know what kind of disease Lu Ze has.

After talking a bit too much, Lin Yuezhu didn't answer Shen Jinghan's question. He took a sip of tea, smiled bitterly and shook his head.

"This is where it becomes complicated. Because Mr. Lu's performance has something in common with the clinical manifestations of the two diseases, I can't make a conclusion now. Moreover, Mr. Lu repeatedly mentioned "I", but the difference between the two diseases is Personalities will not be called "I" by the subject, they are all "he", because people only live one life and only experience one kind of life. This is the first time I have seen this situation. It is impossible for these personalities to be Mr. Lu reincarnation?"

Shen Jinghan became more and more confused the more she listened. She was undoubtedly an authority on issues in her field, but for psychological counseling, no matter how many artists she accompanied to see a doctor, it was like listening to a book from heaven.

"Mr. Lin, how should Lu Ze be treated now?"

"Now...because there is no way to make a conclusion about the condition, we can only carry out conservative drug treatment. We don't have prescription drugs here. You still need to go to the hospital to buy them. Take them according to the dosage I gave you first, and observe for a few weeks. Time, if it gets better, just wait a few weeks before coming to me. If you still have the disease and it lasts for so long and doesn’t end until dawn, then you have to come to me immediately. I will continue to follow up with Mr. Lu. We will continue to study Mr. Lu’s condition..."

"No need to study, you won't understand."

Hearing the sound, the two of them turned around and found that Lu Ze was already awake. He pressed his forehead with both hands, smoothed his scattered hair to the back of his head, showed a gentle smile, and took it from the table regardless of their stiff bodies. Lin Yuezhu prescribed the medicine for herself, then picked up the water-based pen and turned it around in her hand.

"Only risperidone was prescribed... Is it a single drug test? Yes, it is possible, but I think the dose is a bit small, or the drug structure of combined aripiprazole, don't worry, I don't have either of these two drugs Drug Rash and Adverse Reactions.”

Lin Yuezhu was shocked just now, but after all, he had seen many patients with multiple personalities. He reacted instantly, relaxed his body, and leaned on the back of the chair, showing that he was not on guard against Lu Ze.

"Excuse me, are you..."

"Me? Of course it's Lu Ze, what else?"

Lu Ze leaned back on the chair, also very relaxed. He picked up the tea cup and took a sip. The sweet taste of the black tea bloomed on the tip of his tongue. He nodded with satisfaction.

"But I remember that Mr. Lu doesn't have any medical knowledge, and it's also an unpopular subject like psychology and psychiatry."

"Actually, I'm not a professional psychiatrist. I just taught myself psychological research. Naturally, my professional level is not as good as yours. But I am indeed Lu Ze. Well...or you can call me..."

"Doctor Lu."

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