Husband Indulges In Hidden Marriage

 Chapter 187 I won’t let myself have that day

However, what Su Fu didn't expect was that Gu Jinglan, who was always as gentle as jade and personable, would actually say these words to Zhao Qiuxu.

And Zhao Qiuxu seems to have lost his self-esteem.

She chased him all the way and came to Gu Jinglan's side in order to humble herself, as low as the dust.

Su Fu couldn't figure out how much she liked Gu Jinglan to let him ruin her again and again.

 Trampled her self-esteem under her feet and crushed her hard.

Zhao Qiuxu looked at the bonfire that was gradually dimming in the distance, "Would you like to go over and sit with me for a while?"

Su Fu didn't say anything, but followed Zhao Qiuxu silently.

There was only a pile of coals left in the bonfire, still burning.

The fire was red, but gradually turned into ashes.

Zhao Qiuxu opened two small mats, handed one to Su Fu, and sat down on the other.

Su Fu was woken up. She couldn't fall asleep anyway, so why not be kind enough to accompany her.

Zhao Qiuxu looked at the pile of red charcoal fire and said, "Little madman, do you have someone you like?"

the person I like?

Soph didn't know, her head was empty and she had no memory of the past at all.

 She doesn’t know if there is anyone she likes.

 At least for now, she doesn’t have anyone she likes.

"No."

Zhao Qiuxu's expected answer, she smiled bitterly, "When you have someone you like in the future, you will understand why I am willing to compromise."

"Even if he tramples your self-esteem under his feet, he won't hesitate?"

 What is this view of love?

Soph really didn’t understand at all. Could it be that her love was obtained by humiliating herself?

Then what’s the meaning of this kind of love?

 It’s better not to!

"Gu Jinglan, I have been in love with him for eight full years... In these eight years, every day and night, I have been looking forward to becoming his bride. We are the right family, and our two families are family friends... But in his eyes, None of it makes any sense.”

Perhaps it was because the night was so beautiful tonight, or maybe it was because she felt extremely depressed and sad tonight, so much so that she told the little lunatic what was on her mind that she had never told anyone.

Su Fu looked a little confused. What is the concept of eight years?

 How many days and nights?

It is unimaginable how Zhao Qiuxu persisted. It takes a lot of perseverance to like someone for eight years, and a heart that is still unwilling to give up despite being riddled with wounds.

“Gu Jinglan always has no shortage of women around him?”

Zhao Qiuxu smiled bitterly, her eyes filled with water, "Yes, even if he never lacks women around him, even if he hangs out with different women. I just like him like a bitch, and I also know that I am very attractive to people like this." I look down upon it, but there is nothing I can do..."

Zhao Qiuxu turned her head, her tearful eyes seemed to be filled with magic under the starry sky, "Little madman, do you believe that when you really fall in love with someone, you will be willing to do it for him unconditionally?" Lowering the bottom line. Even breaking through one's own bottom line and principles again and again..."

Soph chuckled lightly and had her dignity stepped on and crushed under his feet?

 She can't do it.

 It is also never allowed.

 If one day, her love is conditional on her losing her dignity, then she would rather not do it.

 “No, I will never have that day.”

"Why?"

Sufu stood up and looked up at the stars in the sky: "I will not let myself have that day. If the person I love doesn't love me, I would rather not love."

 (End of this chapter)