I am reborn and just want to concentrate on my studies

Luo Bing's expression was very calm at this time, and he walked over slowly... He was clearly very anxious when he got off the car just now.

Yi Yang looked Luo Bing up and down and said, "Don't you want to ask me something?"

Luo Bing said: "When I see you, I know everything is fine."

"Oh, do you trust me or Chi Xiaohuan?" Yi Yang shook his head and then took a step back to the side. Chi Xiaohuan had nowhere to hide.

Chi Xiaohuan had nowhere to put his hands, his fingers were crossed and hanging in front of him, his eyes looking at them in a daze.

Luo Bing walked up to the three of them.

Yi Yang turned to Wang Sangning and said, "Let's go buy something."

Wang Sangning understood, nodded with a smile, pointed to a small supermarket not far away, and said, "Let's go over there."

Chi Xiaohuan suddenly said in a panic: "You guys..."

Yi Yang said: "Be right back. You and Luo Bing can wait here."

Luo Bing said very calmly: "Well, leave early and come back early."

After Yi Yang and Wang Sangning walked away slowly, Luo Bing looked around and noticed a step beside the flower bed on the roadside, so he said, "Let's go sit there."

Chi Xiaohuan bit his lip and nodded gently.

The two sat down on the steps next to the flower bed, more than ten centimeters apart.

The soft moonlight mixes with the cold street lights of the city. The cars in the distance turn into flickering light spots at the end of the field of vision, while the bright buildings are tall and short, facing the mysterious darkness. The middle extension went.

For a long time, neither of them spoke.

Chi Xiaohuan felt a little embarrassed and secretly turned around to take a look at Luo Bing's profile, only to see him looking calmly into the distance, the breeze gently blowing his bangs, and his clear and deep eyes under his transparent glasses.

The air was frozen.

This atmosphere made Chi Xiaohuan uncomfortable, and she felt that she should say something.

Chi Xiaohuan looked up at the direction Yi Yang and Wang Sangning were leaving, and smiled: "What are they going to buy? It takes so long... Isn't that Wang Sangning Yi Yang's girlfriend? But that's right. It's so strange. You should be able to feel it. Deng Wenxiao should like Yi Yang... Yi Yang has a very good relationship with Wang Sangning, and then Deng Wenxiao has a very good relationship with Wang Sangning... I want both. Dizzy, ha..."

"Yes." Luo Bingping looked forward, not sure if he heard Chi Xiaohuan's words, but calmly replied with one word.

"But you don't seem to like gossip very much... I will definitely ask Deng Wenxiao next time..."

"Chi Xiaohuan." Luo Bing still didn't look at Chi Xiaohuan, but suddenly interrupted her.

"Huh?" Chi Xiaohuan was slightly startled.

At the end of Luo Bing's field of vision, a couple was crossing a traffic light arm in arm. He looked at this scene in silence and suddenly said: "Let's hold hands."

Chi Xiaohuan was stunned, and woke up half a second later, his eyes widened: "Ah...ah? Ah!"

Luo Bing turned around and looked at Chi Xiaohuan, with a blush on his face. He whispered again: "Let's... hold hands."

Chi Xiaohuan's face began to heat up, and she stood up from the steps, took a step back, looked at Luo Bing in disbelief, and stammered: "I...you...I...what do you mean?"

Luo Bing turned his gaze to the distance, looking at the light and shadow outline of the city. The expression on his face calmed down a little, and he said, "That's what you understand."

Chi Xiaohuan could clearly feel her heart beating violently for several times, and her breathing began to become rapid. It turned out that it was true, emotions can really change the body. She buried her head a little low and looked at herself shoes and said: "I...I..."

Luo Bing didn't look at Chi Xiaohuan and smiled a little disappointedly: "If you don't want to... forget it."

Chi Xiaohuan hurriedly raised his head and said, "I didn't say I didn't want to...but..."

Luo Bing then turned his face: "But?"

Chi Xiaohuan bit her lip, took a deep breath, and then mustered up the courage to look up: "But why?"

Luo Bing was stunned: "Why?"

"You...your goal is to go to an Ivy League university, right?"

"Um."

"I can't keep up with you, although...although I try very hard, I just can't keep up. I think that a 985 school in China is my limit. I can't keep up with you..." Chi Xiaohuan sucked He sniffed, tried his best to smile, and whispered: "Although...I...like you..."

Although, even though he could feel Chi Xiaohuan's thoughts, Luo Bing's heart still trembled inexplicably when he heard her say it herself.

"I like you..." Chi Xiaohuan buried his head, "Although I like you, when I heard you say you wanted to go to the University of California today, I suddenly felt... impossible."

After Luo Bing listened, he was silent for a long time.

This is a lively city. The sound of cars on the highway and the hustle and bustle coming from all directions in the city further made Chi Xiaohuan even less able to hear Luo Bing's voice.

She raised her head and glanced at Luo Bing, and found that he had indeed not spoken. She smiled bitterly, then cheered up and said, "Thank you for your hard work, Yi Yang was just joking... I didn't expect you to really come... …We will still be friends from now on, right? Hee, actually, after thinking about it, it’s pretty good to keep this relationship forever.”

"Actually, Yi Yang is right. At our age, falling in love will definitely affect our studies... I mean..." Her voice became smaller and smaller, and she said a few words incoherently. He couldn't go on any longer and covered his face in pain.

The next moment, I felt a hot touch on the back of my hand.

She reacted immediately. The first thought was that Luo Bing squeezed her hand. The second thought was...his hand was so hot.

Luo Bing squeezed her hand and slowly put it down, saying, "I understand."

Chi Xiaohuan looked into Luo Bing's eyes and told herself rationally that she should break free at this time, but her body seemed to have been drained of strength, and she felt an electric shock all over her body, and she closed her eyes and forget it. ,do not care……

Enjoy the experience of this moment.

Occasionally, pedestrians passed by the two of them without disturbing them, but pretended to glance at them casually.

After a while, Chi Xiaohuan took a deep breath and opened his eyes. After hesitating for a moment, he whispered: "I...I can't delay you. I don't have the courage. I don't have the courage for myself."

Luo Bing slowly exhaled and said, "I understand, I understand."

Chi Xiaohuan's eyes suddenly turned red, and she said with a little cry: "You...you know, you hate it, this is not the answer I want to hear, but if you tell me the answer I want to hear, I will still Painful, sorry, I don’t know what to do…”

"I know, if I say that I am willing to give up studying abroad for you, this is the answer you want to hear, but then you will feel that you have delayed me, so it will be painful. I know, I know..." Luo Bing slowly said explain.

"Then you..." Chi Xiaohuan looked at Luo Bing cautiously, with a little expectation in his eyes, but this little expectation was surrounded by anxiety.

She didn't know what to do, and she hoped the boy in front of her could tell her what to do.

Luo Bing smiled, pulled Chi Xiaohuan and sat down again, looking at the cars going by, his eyes fluctuating, and his memories were like water.

"In junior high school, I grew very slowly and was short. No girls liked me. It was important for me to study various competitions and read books that were not meant for people of my age group. Makes me feel fulfilled and happy.”

"Everyone thinks that I am a person who is not interested in anything except concentrating on studying. I also enjoy learning when I study."

"Actually, no, learning has its own fun. But apart from learning itself, every time I solve a difficult competition question, read a difficult book, or win a valuable award, these things will Bringing praise from parents and praise from teachers, these things are also important.”

"I have never shown that I am interested in things that may sound flashy, such as honor and a sense of achievement, but I must admit that half of the motivation for my efforts is indeed for these."

"Letting others feel my sense of accomplishment is what makes me most happy. It still hasn't changed today, and it won't change in the future."

"But for a long time, I had so many senses of accomplishment that I couldn't share with others." Luo Bing thought about it and said with a smile, "It was like this before I became friends with Yi Yang."

"Valuable appreciation lies in the other person's ability to understand you." Luo Bing revealed his reminiscing eyes and raised the corners of his mouth slightly: "It's like you wrote an ancient poem, but a person who doesn't understand poetry can't understand you. How exquisite the rhyme is, how rigorous the word cards you use are, and how expressive your allusions are. In terms of study, too, sometimes I used ideas that made me very proud. Only those who understand can realize it, and their appreciation can make me feel proud. People are fascinated.”

Chi Xiaohuan bit her lip slightly and listened quietly to Luo Bing. This was Luo Bing's inner world that she had never been exposed to.

The more he talked, the warmer her mood warmed.

"After I entered No. 1 Middle School, there were many great people here. I knew that I would never be as dazzling as before. Well, I still thought about it, but it's always good to prepare for the worst."

"I never thought that I would be noticed in other ways besides my academic ability." Luo Bing glanced at Chi Xiaohuan and said, "So, after making such mental preparations, on the first day of high school, You take the initiative to talk to me, which makes it difficult for me to forget."

Chi Xiaohuan suddenly showed a surprised expression...

She clearly remembered that on the morning of the first day of school, when she first met Luo Bing at the school gate, she took a liking to him with a clean and calm temperament. She took the initiative to strike up a conversation, and then chatted all the way to the classroom. Of course, she was the one doing most of the talking during the whole process. , and it wasn’t until we got to the registration place that we realized we were in the same class.

But at that time, Luo Bing only left one impression on her, and that was aloofness. She did not expect that Luo Bing had already paid attention to her at that time.

Luo Bing continued: "Later, you sat in the front row of me and often asked me questions. Every time, you would praise me with two words of greatness."

"If you usually have any snacks, you will turn around and share them with me."

"Whenever you encounter something interesting, you will be the first to tell me excitedly..."

"Although I often just smile, I want to tell you now that every time I talk to you or interact with you, I feel very comfortable."

"I like simple things, I hate complexity. When I stay with you, I feel very pure and simple. I like this feeling very much..."

Chi Xiaohuan felt her mood getting sweeter and sweeter. She lowered her head and whispered, "I don't even know..."

Luo Bing smiled, "I'm not sure... Actually, although I seem to be very calm, I'm not sure until you tell me personally... Moreover, you often tell me that a certain sports student I confessed to you, and a certain student in a certain class confessed to you, so... I'm actually very nervous."

Luo Bing blushed. Under the city street lights, Chi Xiaohuan felt that he had never been so cute. She said shyly: "I just want to tell you, look, there are many boys who like me, and I want you to pay attention to me. I feel... you never seem to pay attention to me, it's always... I'm always running towards you."

After thinking about it, Chi Xiaohuan added: "And... I thought you were the kind of boy who concentrates on studying and would never fall in love prematurely..."

Luo Bing smiled: "This is a misunderstanding, puppy love or something, I don't care."

His thoughts went back to junior high school. That night, everyone sat around the campfire and talked about their concerns. Under questioning, he told others that he actually had a girl he liked.

He thought that his youth was also hot.

Yi Yang had said more than once that he was boring, and Luo Bing thought to himself, this was not boring, it was just that beneath the calm appearance, there was a wild and restless heart beating violently.

Indeed, he doesn't care about the shackles imposed on himself by those inherent impressions.

He also thought that Yi Yang should learn from me in this regard.

"Thank you for traveling such a long distance for me. If possible, let me walk a certain distance as well." Luo Bing said seriously.

"Please give me some time. I need to prepare for the competition. This time, if nothing happens, I can enter the provincial team. Next is the winter camp... It won't be too long. Before next year, many things will be settled. When I get If you qualify for recommendation, I will work hard with you."

"I will study with you. If you are willing and want to go abroad in the future, I will accompany you to choose a university with beautiful scenery. If you are unwilling, or have not received any of the offers you applied for, then I will accompany you to choose a university. A domestic university.”

Chi Xiaohuan hesitated for a moment, Luo Bing shook his head and did not let her speak, and continued: "Don't take my so-called dream of studying abroad so seriously. To be honest, I have never been to Caltech, and even now I still I don’t know what major I like. My liking for it only comes from some information I saw on the Internet. It is floating in the air and has no foundation. But if I choose a domestic university in the future, it will be because there are A real reason that I can touch, pinch, and feel." As he spoke, he gently grabbed Chi Xiaohuan's hand again, touched it, and squeezed it.

"And..." Luo Bing paused: "It would be pretty good if I could be in the top 2 in the country..."

Chi Xiaohuan was stunned. She only became excited when Luo Bing squeezed her hand. After hearing Luo Bing's last words, she lowered her head, bit her lips, and tried not to laugh, her eyes had begun to show. She smiled, but tears also flowed out. She didn't know how to describe her emotions at this time. She took back her hand, pinched the corner of her clothes, and then raised her head: "Thank you, Luo Bing..."

"Um?"

"Thank you... for being my first love..."

Luo Bing was startled for a moment, then smiled: "You are also my first love."