I Decided To Become a Perfect Girl

Chapter 41

41 – 14 years old (10)

Two weeks after the shoot.

Friday when the music video teaser is released.

I was refreshing our company’s YouTube channel while eating with Seo-yoon and Woo-ah at work.

At 6pm, a new video was uploaded.

[ X1 TRES ‘Reminds me of’ TEASER ]

” It’s up.”

I clicked on the video right away.

Unnie Seoyoon and her unnie Woo, who were watching me from the side, said.

” What’s up? See you together.”

” I want to see it too! “

Ua and Seoyoon put their heads on me and started looking at my phone screen.

It’s a teaser, so it’s a short video of less than 30 seconds.

In most of the videos, only the X1 sunbaenims appeared, and my image only appeared at the end, from the back, at the end.

” Oh, not much. “

” Sure.”

” Oh, this is a teaser. Yes, it’s a teaser.”

After answering the unnies, I wrote a comment at the bottom of the video.

[ Just looking at the teaser, this song is great, right? And who is the woman at the end? Just look at the back, you can see it’s pretty. ]

Seoyoon and Wooa looked at me as I was commenting.

” What?”

Seoyoon and Wooa sighed and said one word at a time.

” Ugly. “

” Acknowledge. “

What am I doing?

” Hurry up and leave comments too. “

On Sunday, the music video I watched was supposed to come out two days later.

Early in the morning, the alarm sounded loudly in my room.

Oh, noisy.

I definitely couldn’t have set the alarm in the morning because I sleep late on Sundays.

When I checked my phone, it was 6:00 AM.

Ah…

I thought I set the alarm at 6:00 PM when the music video and sound source are released, but I think I set it at 6:00 AM by mistake.

I went out for a morning jog while waking up.

I didn’t lose, I just turned off the alarm and slept as usual.

He said resting is also important.

When I woke up, it was 12:14 for lunch.

Good luck.

My job was to lie down at home on Sunday anyway.

When you open the door and go outside, you smell the rice cooking.

My mother was cooking in the kitchen.

My dad seems to be still sleeping, even though I can’t even see him.

My mom saw me coming out of her room and said.

” My daughter, are you awake?”

” Yeaap. What’s for lunch?”

” Stir-fried pork that you used to sing~ “

I felt good inside, but I told her mother with a sigh.

“Haa… Her mom really ruined her diet.”

Mom said with a straight face.

” It’s crazy even if you say you want to eat it. Then don’t eat it.”

” That’s not it.”

I didn’t want to hear anything more, so I left her mother and went to Doa, who was lying on the sofa in her living room and watching her TV.

Then I got on top of Doa.

As I climbed on, Doa said, annoyed at me.

” Ah~ Sister! It’s heavy!”

” Ahh, you have a good heart? Doa is shy~ “

” No, it’s heavy!”

” Molaa~ I want to do this with Doa.”

Doa pulled her voice away and screamed again.

” It’s heavy!”

” Unnie is light~ “

Um… Isn’t it?

51 Out of 166 sounds good.

After I freed Doa for a while, I took out her cell phone and searched on the Internet.

‘166 Female Celebrity Weight’

The heights and weights of the celebrities who were searched were as follows.

50KG at 168.

168 To 46KG

166 At 49KG.

Um…

I must really go on a diet.

They say debuting is the toughest diet…

f*cked.

I searched for fat diet, diet while eating, etc. On the Internet.

My mother called me while I was browsing various articles.

” Dohee, the meal is ready, so wake up your dad.”

” Yes~ “

I went into the master bedroom to wake up my father.

A father lying in bed as if a mouse were dead.

I called my father from afar.

” Father, wake up!”

” Get up~”

” Mister, you can’t sleep here.”

A father who doesn’t even move when he speaks nicely.

I had no choice but to climb onto the bed and shake my father’s head.

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” Wake up! “

Dad just woke up and hugged me while shaking his head.

I told my dad.

“Are you awake?”

Dad gave me a kiss on the cheek without answering.

– Page –

” Oh, bad breath. Don’t.”

– Page –

My dad held me tight and wouldn’t let go.

” Oh, my breath stinks!”

” I don’t know~ Daddy’s breath doesn’t stink.”

” Oh, let go!”

My dad wouldn’t let me go until his last name was resolved.

After being punished by my father like that, I was finally freed and trudged to the table.

I said as I sat down on a chair at the table.

” Oh, it was a refreshing morning, but it’s ruined.”

Mom put the rice in front of me and said to me.

” It’s lunchtime.”

” Oh, I don’t know~ The time I woke up was morning~”

Dad came out and told us.

” Good morning~ “

Whew.

Everybody sat down at the table and started eating.

My mother said to me during the meal.

” He asked me to stir-fry pork, so why do I eat it like this?”

“I think I need to go on a diet.”

” You? You don’t have any weight to lose. Just eat.”

” No, I’m 166 and 51kg right now? But looking at other celebrities, I heard that they are 168, 47, 49?”

Dad said.

” My daughter is growing up, so she can gain some weight. And she’s still too skinny.”

Definitely.

It makes sense.

” Right? Can I just eat it?”

” Yes. Let’s eat quickly. “

Yes, eat quickly, grow up, and repay mom with big breasts.

Dad continued.

” So you said the music video was coming out today?”

” Yes, today at 6 o’clock. “

” Shall we all meet in the living room?”

” Preload. “

Doah said with twinkling eyes.

” Sister, are you a celebrity now?”

Said her mother.

” What is a celebrity without fans? They are just ordinary people.”

” Ugh. Why are there no fans?”

” What, is there?”

I said after taking a calyx pose with a bright expression.

” Me. I am my number 1 fan~ “

” Whew… “

Dad said.

” Then my dad will be the No. 2 Fan~ “

I straightened up and reached out to my dad and said.

” Sorry, but our fan club is a paid subscription.”

My dad grabbed my arm and kissed me from the back of my hand to my arm.

” Oh, what are you doing!”

I retrieved my arm.

When I put my nose to my recovered arm, I smell stir-fried pork.

Ah.

8 Minutes before the music video and sound source were released at 5:52.

My family sat in front of the living room together.

And the TV was connected to the mobile phone to play YouTube.

– Ding Dong –

The doorbell rang.

” Delivery is here~ “

” Yes, let’s go~”

I went out to the front door and got the chicken.

Once I received the chicken, I placed it on the table in the living room and set up to eat the chicken.

Huh… On a monumental day, you should eat chicken.

I opened the chicken while waiting for it to be 6 o’clock.

And at 6 o’clock.

I infinitely refreshed Top East Entertainment’s official YouTube channel.

And the uploaded music video.

[ X1 TRES ‘Remember me’ Official MV ]

Whoa.

I’m nervous.

” What to press?”

My mother replied.

” Yes, press quickly. “

After calming my pounding heart, I pressed the video.

Gazua!

Ah.

Advertising video.

You have to sign up for YouTube Premium.

After waiting 15 seconds, I quickly hit the skip button.

This time, a real music video.

It started with the subjective point of view of a person standing in a white hallway with a calm base.

The point of view was walking down the hallway and opening the door to the classroom.

The door opened and the song started in a faint voice, and the screen changed to the image of X1 seniors playing in a band on stage.

And when I returned to the classroom, what came into my sight was the side view of me studying with one arm resting on the back seat by the window.

The filter-processed screen allowed me to clearly see the sunlight shining on me from the window.

The viewpoint gradually zoomed in from the outside of the classroom and got closer to my side.

As I approached the point, I put down the pen and stretched out my arms.

I felt a presence while I was stretching, so I turned my head and looked at the center of the screen and smiled brightly.

‘ Big… Crazy crazy. Just got the fan copy bug. ‘

The screen went over to the notebook I was writing on.

Scribbles with scribbles and hearts drawn on the notebook.

Then, when the classroom was illuminated again, only my notebooks and workbooks remained in the classroom, and I disappeared.

After being cross-edited again, the stage where X1 seniors were playing and singing was shown for about 5 seconds. This time, I was shown running around the playground in a short-sleeved T-shirt and gym pants, with my hair in a ponytail.

Then the camera followed me and looked at me.

Exhausted from running, I lay down on the grass of the playground and the camera looked at me from directly above.

My figure lying down… My chest was showing off my presence.

After being cross-edited with the X1 seniors’ stage footage, the screen that returned to the classroom reflected me sitting by the window and looking outside.

This scene looking outside seemed more hazy, perhaps thanks to the blue filter.

Then, as the song went into the highlight part, there was a scene where I danced with castanets.

The scene where I was just dancing was contrasted with the previous scene that looked vague, and came out even cuter, but rather faint.

And in turn, cross-editing with X1’s seniors on stage showed me in my daily life at school.

Me playing the piano in the music room.

A picture of me splashing water at the tap while walking around the playground.

A picture of me spinning a globe in the science lab.

And the highlight part at the end of the song.

When I returned to the classroom, I gradually zoomed in on my brightly smiling face, and when my face entered the center of the screen, it faded out.

In the middle of the faded-out black screen, the phrase ‘remember’, the title of the song, was inserted and the music video ended.

I clapped softly and said.

” Nice? I like it.”

My mother said.

” Was it originally this important?”

” I didn’t know. I heard that it was a female lead, but I didn’t know it would come out this much. Let’s see it one more time.”

Doah opened her mouth and stared blankly at the screen.

” I want to become a celebrity like my sister!”

Um…

Doa should look only at me forever…

After watching the music video until I went to bed, I lay on the bed and checked the comments about me.

[I’m another fan passing by… Isn’t the song and music video so pretty ㅠㅜ This time the kids are coming back and they’re busy with drifting dolly, but I inadvertently thought of it and listened to it. ]

[ X1’s first unit ㅠㅠ It’s so good… Exciting… Really… It’s number 1 on the big music charts. But who is the mistress? ]

[Is Yeoju’s beauty true story? I can’t speak]

[ It’s the same girl as , but I think I’m going to fall for it. Isn’t the face really pretty? The song is good and the female lead is so pretty.. Is it a movie ]

[ I am smiling the whole time watching the music video.

[Wow, it’s so nostalgic. It feels like the female lead was her first love because the MV was so successful. It seems that the brilliant moment of her first love was captured and melted into the MV…]

hehehehe.

Ah, I can’t stand it.

I have to comment too.

[ Yeoju is crazy. As if I fell in love with the female lead ㅠㅠ]

I went to work the next day.

I went into the choreography practice room.

I thought I arrived first, but there is Seoyoon unnie.

” Are you here?”

” Preload. “

” I watched the music video yesterday. It was pretty.”

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I listened to her sister, smiled at her, covered her mouth with her hand, and said.