I Decided To Become a Perfect Girl

Chapter 69

69 – 15 years old (24)

The 4th episode of the 3rd season with the 1st contest stage and practice process.

It was an episode where I could show off my charisma while being mature, getting out of the maknae or cute image.

Around an hour and a half after episode 4 started.

[Now, let’s meet the stage of the 2nd group that covered ‘It G’! Team 2 please come up!]

Finally, our team 2 came up on the stage in the screen.

– Wow!!

The sound of loud applause and cheers that came from the audience under the stage that day was inserted along with the trainers’ conversations.

[Ah, the 2nd group here is very popular!]

[But you really don’t know this, you have to go all the way to the end of the stage to know.]

It was intended as a script to give viewers suspense.

As a participant, I knew.

That our 2nd team won with a big difference in the number of votes.

[One two three! Hello~ We want to see you again and again! This is Looksies!]

In the screen, I am making a heart with Yeeun unnie by entwining my arms.

“heheheh, my daughter is so cute?”

My mom teased me with a smirk.

“I know. It’s cute.”

“Huh…?”

Because I usually react like I’m having a seizure, my mom looked like she didn’t know why.

‘Yes, the me on the screen is cute even to myself.’

I boldly admitted it.

But troubles in the past?

I don’t care anymore.

I just did my best every moment.

It was foolish to be ashamed of myself like that.

Of course, I had no intention of staying like this.

I’ll turn even trouble into unbelievable.

I will be reborn with a new image today…

“Have you had a hard time because your mom teased you…?”

“What?”

“She’s sorry mom. She’ll stop teasing you now.”

“No? Play as much as you like. Anyway, that moment is not too far away.”

Her mother’s expression turned strange, then serious, and she shook her father’s shoulder.

“Brother… Brother…”

“Why?”

“What should I do? My daughter must have been hurt…”

Dad said with a big smile.

“Ah ~ It’s okay. It’s not like that. It’s probably the second grade of middle school. I’ve been like that for a long time since I got the second grade of middle school. My daughter is now at that age. She understands herself and is at the height of her sensitivity, right?”

“Oh, is that so?”

…Anyway, if the practice course came out today, the number of figures to do would be reduced.

And no matter what mom and dad talked about, the broadcast continued.

‘It’s finally starting.’

Cold BGM from the beginning.

The screen reflected our selves as we looked at each other’s sides when the team was formed and were restless from the start.

[Who is our main vocal…?]

[I think I should do a song without high notes…]

[Is there such a thing in girl group songs…?]

[Something like ‘BOO’ from last year?]

The hardened facial expressions of the team members.

And interviews with the inserted team members.

[Ahn Eun-seo: Our group has 3 applicants for the rapper position… (Sigh) ]

[Meylin: Everyone… The vocal part was criticized… (I heard it) so I don’t have confidence…]

[Gong Chae-rin: A song without high notes… Please!!!]

An interview highlighting our team’s problems from the first scene.

Our editing direction seemed to be a narrative of growth.

Actually, we won the team battle as well, so there was no problem.

‘Yeeun unnie’s rank will rise a lot.’

Of course, there was nothing bad about me either.

Because in the narrative of growth, the aspect of the leader who led the team was more easily revealed.

After the interview, Chaerin’s solo cut came out along with the spinning wheel.

[Please… BOO come out…! Oh…!?]

A spinner that is narrowly straddled in BOO.

-Tak-

[3M’s It G!]

[Eye patch!!!!!]

[Gong Chae-rin: I wanted to cry… 3M seniors’ songs have a lot of high notes…]

[Does anyone want to be the main vocalist?]

I wonder if you have contributed as a leader since then.

Yeeun, who wanted to be the main vocalist but was hesitant, read her sister’s mind and asked her intentions, as well as encouraging her sister and giving her confidence.

Of course, it wasn’t a big deal.

Still, it will be the first scene where only the image of the maknae remains.

But even if I waited, my comments were nowhere to be seen as if they had been edited.

‘What is…?’

And with static, Yeeun showed a one-shot of her sister.

Intersecting with her current appearance, there was a scene where Yeeun’s sister was harshly criticized in a 5-tier class class.

[Trainee Park Ye-eun’s pitch is too unstable.]

In the harsh criticism scene, Yeeun’s sister was crying, but when she came back to the original screen, Yeeun’s sister’s eyes were wide open as if she had made up her mind.

[Okay. Get out of the way! Are you dissatisfied with me?]

…?

***

The broadcast ended before I knew it.

“What is this…?”

“My daughter~ You came out cute today~”

“Sister! She’s so pretty!”

“…”

From noble mtl dot com.

I am dumbfounded.

Our practice process was edited completely different from what I had imagined.

The process of choosing the choreography after the distribution of parts.

[Wow! Unnie, did you learn the choreography already?]

[Wow~ Chaerin unnie dances really well~]

I am clinging to Chaerin unni and laying out her grievances.

It was the image of a cute maknae.

Of course, it was true that Chaerin unnie helped me a lot, but…

It was definitely a leadership moment led by me…?

I also fixed the choreography flow…

I also drew a lot of choreography…?

[Gong Chae-rin: Since our leader is the maknae, does it feel like the team atmosphere is refreshing?]

Until this point, I was embarrassed, but I thought so.

Anyway, since I was the one who took up an excessively large amount of time from episode 1 to episode 3, he couldn’t have given me more as a PD who had to give parts to other trainees.

But when Eunseo’s center, which can be said to be our team’s most critical crisis, received harsh criticism.

[Ahn Eun-seo: I felt so sorry for the team. I am causing a nuisance…]

The image of me comforting Eunseo, who was crying after receiving harsh criticism… It was filmed with my back to the camera, and when Eunseo cried, I became saddened and edited it to look like I was crying with her.

At this point, I felt something unusual.

[Ahn Eun-seo: But I am grateful to everyone for comforting me a lot… I want to practice hard and show a good image.]

My mom saw me crying on the screen and hugged me and patted me on the back.

“My daughter must have had a hard time.”

“Get your hands off… It’s not like that…”

“It’s okay, maybe.”

“No…”

Yes…

Well, it must have been the producer’s choice for an emotional narrative.

I really could have sacrificed this much.

There will be at least one scene where you are a real leader.

And the last half of the practice process.

It came out, but it came out.

With lively BGM that somehow reminds us of spring.

Scenes inserted along with interviews with the older sisters.

[My sister just loved it! If we continue like this, we will win!]

[Hwang Eun-chae: Throughout the practice, the team members were complimenting each other and chirping…(Spoken) It was so cute! I want to bite him.]

[Let’s try one more time, fighting!]

[Gong Chae-rin: He works hard as a leader… (Laughs) Just a cute healing totem? Everyone must be exhausted from practicing all day, but they keep fighting next to each other (laughing out of breath)]

Anyway, the PD seems to have no intention of changing my image from a cute maknae.

Yeah… So it must have been that way from episode 1 to episode 3…

After that, in the 1st contest, I finally completed the growth narrative by showing all the members successfully performing on stage, but my image was only fixed and there was no change.

“This…Is the devil’s editing…”

-Kakao Talk!-Kakao Talk!-Kakao Talk!

I had to turn off my phone that was ringing a lot today.

***

The morning after Episode 4 was aired.

The first round of voting, which started with the first airing about three weeks ago, ended in a few hours.

And the trainees had to join the filming center to film the ranking announcement.

Therefore, we, who were riding Manager Youngho’s car, decided to gather in front of the Top East office building early in the morning.

The main road in front of the office building.

As I went up the road, Na Na and Seoyoon were laughing and chatting happily at the entrance of the office building in the distance.

…That would be nice.

Because they have a good image.

“Dohee is here~!?”

My sister Naeun must have seen me walking from afar. She smiled and shouted in a loud voice.

I feel good since morning.

Yeah, I hope you feel good.

Since they have a good image…

“Haa…”

In the meantime, Seoyoon unnie dared to run from far away and hugged me.

“My maknae~ Didn’t you miss unnie? You didn’t even read KakaoTalk… Are you sad~?”

Kim Seo-yoon speaks lively.

“Do you want to see it?”

“Huh… I really missed our maknae… You didn’t even turn off your phone, did you?”

“…”

Kim Seo-yoon smiled and then she said.

” Then I guess you didn’t even see the comments? Our maknae posted a lot of posts on the Internet, so if he’s good, he might be able to aim for first place~?”

That’s good news.

But Kim Seo-yoon didn’t mean it in a good way.

“What?”

“Then unnie should pick one and read the comments~”

My sister took out her phone and she went to YouTube and she went to my stage fancam video.

“Dohee is a cute maknae even as a leader hahahahaha.”

“Dohee’s aegyo is crazy. How lovely~”

“So Kiyeop, the unnies’ favorite baby hahahaha.”

“I’ve never seen such a cute person~ ㅠㅠ”

“Oh shut up.”

“Oops. The cute maknae cursed! Naeun unnie! Our maknae cursed!”

Ah.