I Decided To Become a Perfect Girl

8 – 5 years old (8)

5 Years old (8)

-Pueeheeeng

Why don’t you stop?

“Shouldn’t we go and stop crying?”

“What should I do if my eyes are swollen?”

“But how can crying be cute?”

“Somebody go and comfort me.”

The staff at the filming set all looked at me because of my crying.

-Pueeng

I’m about to get really sad now that the tears won’t stop.

I’m going crazy.

It’s my body, but I can’t control it.

My mom is also aware of her surroundings and tries to soothe me quickly.

“Do-hee, look at your mother, peek-a-boo~”

“…? Pueuein.”

What a peek-a-boo.

Do you really see me as a child?

As the crying won’t stop, a person who appears to be an advertiser approaches.

“Princess, why are you crying like this~”

-Pueeng

f*ck you for calling me a princess

My throat hangs from crying.

I naturally drank the aloe juice that was next to me.

But as soon as I drank, the crying stopped.

Eh. Why stop?

The tears that did not stop even if I tried to stop stopped when I opened my mouth to stop it.

I should have opened my mouth immediately.

– Clap clap clap –

The director, who was watching from afar, suddenly clapped his hands.

What is it?

The staff also look at the director as if it is absurd.

“We don’t need to do more commercials, let’s go to this scene.”

Huh?

“It’s all captured on camera, so let’s edit this and go as it is. Everyone get ready for work.”

What do you say, director?

You’re using this as an advertisement?

Are you going to disregard me?

“Let’s go with our children’s health drink that soothes even a crying child with one sip.”

After hearing the director’s words, the staff naturally prepared to leave the set.

Why isn’t anyone asking to retake it?

Than my permission?

Hey advertiser, why are you staring at this? You said you wouldn’t work.

But contrary to my wishes, even the advertisers are nodding their heads to see if they are satisfied.

-Pueeheeeng

The tears that have been stopped with difficulty come out again like explosive water.

It’s already a dark history, I tried to save it perfectly, but it’s already ruined

On the way home after finishing the dark history manufacturing

My body was tired from crying so much, so I slept until I got home.

That evening

My mom is busy teasing me all day since she came home.

“Well, since my daughter is so picky, I unknowingly gave her a night of honey, but she cries for a long time, right?”

“Puhahahahaha, really? Dohee cried? It’s too bad I missed that scene. I haven’t seen my daughter cry since she was 2 years old.”

“Stop it…”

“I was worried because Dohee looks so grown-up and doesn’t cry, but it’s a baby, baby, now, my baby~ Shall we breastfeed?”

“Ayu, I’m going to cry again. Stop teasing me. My princess’ dad will hug you. Come to work~”

I hate my dad for being so dry.

“Stop it… I’m not crying…”

Is my body really reacting reflexively?

“So what? Who cried besides my daughter?”

“No, I mean!”

“Oh, my daughter’s eyes are swollen from crying so much? Daddy should give her a facial massage.”

“Awesome!”

I closed the door and lay down on the bed.

Even if I close my eyes, what happened today lingers in my head.

I don’t know how many times I kicked the blanket that night.

Two months after making the black history, summer came before I knew it.

For two months, the belly of the pregnant mother gradually swelled.

My mom and her dad were spending each day excitedly watching the boat being brought in.

I also developed my personal skills by repeating the study exercise piano for two months according to a steady routine.

Originally, it was two months where I should be proud of myself for improving day by day, but as time passed, my anxiety only grew.

And the day finally came.

Starting today, my dark history will be broadcast vividly.

From the first advertisement to the airwaves.

Ah.

My mom is busy promoting my ad.

Kwon Joo-hee

June 2, 2012 11:40 AM

Today is the first commercial that my daughter took~

Please fix it 7 times at 5:55~

( A picture taken in front of flowers when I went on a picnic)

The mother is not satisfied with the fact that she posted a promotional message on social media, and even calls her acquaintances.

“So Minha, it’s coming out today at 5:55 in the 7th commercial, so don’t miss it?”

– Oh yeah? I heard an advertisement for our future daughter-in-law is coming out, I should watch it-

From noble mtl dot com.

For the piano teacher

“Teacher, today is the first broadcast of Dohee’s advertisement~”

“Oh, is that so? I’ll go home and take care of it.”

“Teacher… Can’t you watch it?”

“Dohee, are you ashamed? It’s okay, our Dohee is pretty no matter what she does~”

Please… Stop…

Broadcasting time has come before we know it.

With a desperate struggle, I snatched the remote control and unplugged the TV, but my fragile young body was easily subdued by my mother.

If you look closely, this dark history is also the fault of your young body.

I wish I could become a middle school student soon…

My family is sitting on the TV waiting for an advertisement.

To see my dark history as a group… Kill me…

“Honey, it’s about 55 minutes.”

“Oppa, I’m nervous. How did it come out? hehehe”

“I don’t want to see it.”

“Oh, where is my daughter going?”

I tried not to watch it alone, but I was forced to watch it while being hugged by my mother.

“hehehe, is Dad finally seeing his daughter cry?”

“….. Keep your mouth shut and stay calm.”

Even with my harsh tone, my mom and dad smile as if they just enjoy teasing me.

The mother who was staring at the screen exclaimed.

“Oh! Let’s start!”

On the screen, a very cute girl dressed up in a chair is crying.

I don’t know who the heck is this cute hahahaha.

Looking at it on the screen, perfect visuals, growth is expected.

Who are you really?

Ha ha ha.

Ha ha.

The girl takes a sip of aloe juice and stops crying with startled eyes.

Looking at the advertisement alone, the sweetness of the juice seems to have stopped the tears.

Did you actually shut her mouth and stop her tears?

“Kkkya, my daughter is so cute. How could she stop crying after taking a sip of the drink? Did the juice taste so good?”

“No…”

“Ayu, let’s live forever with our pretty baby’s mother~”

“…”

At the end of the commercial, the father laughs and tells her mother.

“Download this video and keep it forever.”

“I already decided to get the original file from the advertising agency staff~”

Please stop…

“Nice job, can my pretty princess dad brag to his co-workers?”

“Don’t…”

“Okay, shall we?”

“Don’t cry…”

Her mother started publicity again by uploading her advertisement video received from her advertising agency on her social media.

And as the exposure of her advertisement increased, the number of her mother’s social media followers increased rapidly.

Kwon Joo-hee

July 2, 2012 6:46 PM

[My daughter advertisement]

Isn’t it so cute?

My princess, who rarely cries, cried so much on this day

Please take good care of everyone~

( Aloe Juice Advertisement Video )

└ Oh my, the baby is so cute~

└ And the baby have already completed their features

└I came to see the advertisement~

└Wow, it’s the first time I’ve seen such a pretty girl.

└ This is not crazy

└ Then, do you prefer children? Pedophile

└No ;;

└ Please look at the Facebook message~ I’m requesting an ad.

└ Just grow like this..

└ sh*t, did the husband save the country in his previous life? Her wife is also pretty, but her daughter is crazy.

└Look at her husband’s picture. Her husband is also handsome. He must have been the helmsman of the Turtle Ship in his previous life.

└ f*ck please

└Hello, we are an agency specializing in child actors. I would appreciate it if you could read the Facebook message.

“Do-hee, look at this. Do people really like Do-hee?”

“… Yes.”

“What’s wrong, don’t like it?”

“No…”

“If Dohee wants to do it, shall we do some more commercials?”

“I don’t like…”

I know.

If you look at the commercials, it’s just a cute 5-year-old crying.

Yes, it is not a dark history at all.

On the contrary, people will look at it happily.

If you ask why he cried because he was so sad, it would be enough to say that he was just acting.

But there is a saying.

The only downside of fakes that even a judge cannot distinguish is that you know that you are a fake.

Me too.

People will think of me as a 5-year-old and look at me as cute.

But I know that my mental age is in my thirties…

I couldn’t sleep properly for about a week after the advertisement aired.

After that, more and more people recognized me as the days went by.

In terms of my previous life, now is the time when Internet broadcasting is emerging and YouTube is active.

It is still a time when television and public broadcasting were the main streams in name and reality.

It was the day she went shopping with her mother after the advertisement aired.

I ran into an elderly couple in the elevator to go down to the parking lot.

Her grandmother looked at me and talked to her mother.

“Oh my, the baby is so pretty. But where have you seen her often? Isn’t that the one from the commercial on TV?”

“hahahaha, that’s right.”

Her grandfather looked at me and said, smiling happily as if he were watching his grandson play tricks.

“There’s a superstar living in our apartment! Heh heh sweetheart, would you like me to sign your grandfather’s name?”

“There is no such thing as an autograph…”

“Heh heh, then the grandfather was wrong. It’s so pretty that the baby looks like a new wife.”

“What are you doing~”

After meeting with an elderly couple who experienced the ripple effect of TV for the first time, even if you go to the mart

” Oh my, didn’t this baby appear on TV?”

Staff recognizes me and asks her mother

“Mom, that’s the kid on TV!”

“Oh, really?”

Mother and son went shopping

While counting things

“Huh? Come to think of it, you look like the kid in this aloe commercial? Is that you?”

“hahahaha, that’s right.”

Etc..

There are more people who recognize me than I thought.

It’s good to be famous.

Because nothing increases your self-esteem as much as becoming a person that others admire.

But why do I have to become famous for my dark history?

Starting today, I have decided not to come out of the house until the day the advertisement is over and quiet.