108. Past (1)

108. Past (1)

I sighed for a while and looked up at the sky.

The sky was blue and there was not a single cloud.

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I looked up at the sky and thought.

Oh…

It was a f*cking day in many ways.

***

That’s how the day passed.

The next day.

“Hello, Mr. Shujinko.”

sh*tsuji greeted me. It was a stark contrast to the one he had seen yesterday.

But maybe because she confessed her feelings to me, she stopped avoiding me. I also greeted her like that.

“Huh? Uh…. Hello, sh*tsuji.”

Now, on the contrary, I looked awkward. To think that sh*tsuji liked me…. It was a pattern I had already experienced many times, but the impact was still great.

After I awkwardly greeted her, she frowned and said as if she was slightly dissatisfied.

“Are you saying this because I said that yesterday? I didn’t expect anything in particular, so you can just do it as usual, Mr. Shujinkoo. Just being together like this makes me happy.”

“Ugh, yes….”

It was a fortunate story.

“But I don’t know how long I can be satisfied with this. It was getting harder and harder until I avoided it anyway.”

“… ….”

Am I already ruined?

I was so shy yesterday, but I was speechless for a moment when I saw her say these words casually.

“Maybe…. What were you doing before you came here?”

“I was receiving butler training to help the lady.”

“Then you didn’t go to school or anything like that at all? Do you have any experience dealing with other people?”

“I skipped all the schools, and I don’t think there were too many cases.”

“… ….”

As expected. This guy had no experience dealing with other people, so it was clear he wasn’t ashamed to say such a thing. What kind of Sasaki Yuuna are you? No, he knows this too. But why were you hesitant to say what you like? You’re so honest Ah, is that because of Akari-senpai? No I used to say I was a man in the first place. It seemed that before that, he had an obsession that he had to live as a man. So, as long as it’s solved, it’s like this for me, who knows everything, including being a supervisor.

Many thoughts came and went in my head, but I didn’t even say anything.

“Ah…. I see.”

“Why did you ask anyway?”

“Oh, no, nothing.”

That’s how this morning, my conversation with her came to an end.

***

2Nd period break time.

Oh sh*t.

“Shujinkoo, is that kid over there calling you?”

“… ….”

Envy. A boy left the words and went back to his seat.

I was frozen in my seat. It was a yard that he had already noticed even if he didn’t tell me.

f*ck it, f*ck it.

I kept swearing.

The child from before is looking for me now. So, it was Otokonoko.

She. No, he was standing in front of the back door, looking at me. Her cheeks were flushed, so if she didn’t know, she would have thought she was confessing.

Gulp-

I swallowed my saliva in tension, got up from my seat and approached him.

Quick battle. When I deal with him, I will take quick action as my course of action.

If he is also one of the heroines. Also, if finding him with Kurutta was one of the events that the original protagonist, Toyoda, should have had.

“… ….”

It was because it could be said that dealing with him now was f*cking dangerous. No matter how much I overcame the pain of the original, Otokonoko was impossible. If the day ever came that he showed interest in me, I would have transferred schools that day no matter what.

What should I say to my parents…. Why would you say it was because a gay man followed me around like me? f*ck. Even if you don’t like it, I think it will work if you say it like that…. Under….

While thinking that, I came to him before I knew it.

Then he hesitated and said.

“I have something to say about yesterday…. Maybe somewhere else….”

“No. Talk here.”

“Heek..! B, yes…. All right….”

I’m sorry, but this was the best I could do for you.

“So what happened yesterday….”

“No matter what your circumstances, I won’t tell anyone, so don’t worry and go.”

“… ! Mr. Shujinkoo is really kind-“

“Oh sh*t!”

… In an instant, curses came out. Because I was too sensitive. Because it seemed like something incredibly dangerous would come out.

“… ….”

After….

Let’s finish this quickly.

I made that resolution and told him.

“Yes? Shibaru? What is it?”

“Okay, go. Don’t come again Because I’m scared.”

“… !”

Then he opened his eyes wide, as if in shock, then shrank back as if he was hurt.

“… All right.”

“… ….”

After hearing the answer, I returned to my seat without dealing with him any more. I’m sorry, but I didn’t feel the slightest pity. It’s scary, because it’s true.

I looked through the back door again and luckily he was gone.

“After….”

He sighed. At this point, it was clear that he had handled it well. I’m sure I cut it off before the situation worsened, so if I was careful in the future, nothing bad would happen anymore.

Only then did I feel a little relieved.

I was very fortunate. Really.

***

3Rd period break time.

“… ….”

Oh Sana Najimi, who came to visit today as well, said with her cheeks blushing.

“Oh, why did you do that to him?”

“That kid?”

“Yeah, that girl I was talking with at the back door…”

Ah….

It seems that he has forgotten what happened with that Otokonoko.

“Well, there was a reason for that.”

“I hear you curse Korea. Well, it’s me, I don’t really care.”

“Ah…. Is that so?”

“By the way, was it a bit powerful? And unexpectedly, I think he was kind to me….”

While doing so, she shyly put her index fingers together.

“… ….”

To think that again? Somehow this guy said, his face is blushing.

I don’t know what to say positive or what to say….

I sighed instead of replying.

“Ha….”

“Yes, why are you sighing! Well, I know that you like me, so I’ll forgive you for today!

She said with a happy smile.

“… ….”

I will correct it. The guy wasn’t positive, he was just a crazy b*tch.

Just like that, her break time with her passed.

***

Lunch time.

Today too, I was out of class and on the roof with my seniors.

The senior sitting next to me carefully unwrapped the wrapping cloth and took out the lunch box. As always, the food was full of sincerity.

“I will eat well, senpai.”

“Yes, junior.”

As I looked at the food, I thanked my senior. Then the senior accepted it with a smile.

“… ….”

Seeing that senpai like that, I suddenly thought of sh*tsuji. sh*tsuji, her butler, confessed to liking me on this rooftop yesterday. And she is the Akari lady. That’s why she asked her senior to keep it a secret.

The fact that she said she liked me was a shocking event to me in many ways, both in the way and in the content. It wasn’t as bad as Osana Najimi’s incident, but it was a memory I’ll never forget again after that.

I then remembered the conversation she had with her this morning. She said it was okay to treat me as her friend as usual. Even though there was a strange word behind it, it must have been a better situation than before, when I liked it but avoided it.

After that, she told me that she had skipped school altogether. Her education as a butler was all she received, she said. Of course, there must have been a lot of other subjects in it, but it was enough of a story to make her act convincing.

After recalling that far, I became curious about the senior’s life this time.

It was because I wondered what such a stubborn and kind man would have done in the past.

Because of her

I asked her.

“Senior.”

“Huh?”

“What did you do for a living in the old days?

“…?”

Then the senior gave me an expression that he couldn’t understand.

“Ugh, huh? My past? What past?”

“Just, anything. Things like how she lived in elementary school and what she did in middle school.”

“Ah….”

Then she nodded her head, thought for a moment, then spoke to me.

“As your juniors know, our house is a bit… Are you special?”

“Yes, it is.”

There must be something special about the 3 major conglomerates.

“Maybe that’s why, since I was young, I have received prior education from various teachers. From Korean language to middle school level arithmetic, science, tea ceremony, and priest education. And now I’m going to go to elementary school.”

“Wait, so you’re saying you were learning all those things before entering elementary school? When you were young?”

“Huh? Huh.”

That’s fast….

I nodded her head in admiration, and the senior started talking.

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