I Got My Bad Side Awakened After Rebirth

188. Confess: The Truth of His Rebirth in the Past Life

Translator: Guy Gone Bad

“Fan!”

At night

A cry broke the silence of the night and also woke up Ling Fan who was sleeping beside Chu Xiao.

“What’s wrong?” Seeing Chu Xiao suddenly sitting up, Ling Fan instantly got sobered up asked worriedly.

However, Chu Xiao did not answer him.

Turning his head and seeing Ling Fan sitting beside him, Chu Xiao’s eyes flashed a few times. The next moment, it was as if he wanted to confirm something, Chu Xiao suddenly grabbed Ling Fan by the collar and kissed on his lips.

This kiss was neither lingering nor fanatical, but carried a crazy meaning.

For no reason, but real. Ling Fan felt the panic and uneasiness of the other side.

And because of this, Ling Fan did not stop or disturb him even if he felt that he was biting his lips.

The kiss lasted for a long time until Chu Xiao calmed down a little and finally ended it.

“What’s wrong?” Raising a hand to wipe the crystal thing off his mouth, Ling Fan asked softly again.

His calm eyes were filled with strong worry.

He had never seen such a Chu Xiao, such a big emotional fluctuation, such strong panic and uneasiness…

“Nothing, I just had a dream, a…a very bad dream,” said Chu Xiao after a long time with his head leaning on Ling Fan’s shoulder.

Even though Chu Xiao’s voice was much calmer than before, Ling Fan could still feel a slight tremble in it and the two hands holding his waist.

“What dream?” asked Ling Fan with tight eyes.

Chu Xiao was not someone who would have emotional fluctuations because of a dream.

Unless, that dream…

“Very bad,” Chu Xiao said in a low voice. He didn’t even want to recall it at all. However, under Ling Fan’s concerns, Chu Xiao slowly said, “In the dream, I never saw you. You were always used by your teacher, Luo Li, and in the end…”

Why Chu Xiao would have such a big reaction was not only because Ling Fan was too important to him, but also because the dream was too real. He clearly remembered that the last place where Ling Fan died was the desolate place where Ling Fan took him to drink and see the scenery…

However, he didn’t want Ling Fan to worry, nor did he want the other side to think that he was making a fuss. So, when he said this, even though he felt like someone was pricking his heart with a knife, he still used a comparatively calm voice to finish everything. However, the language still contained a killing intent towards Luo Li and self-blame for himself…

Probably because he was too uneasy at the moment, Chu Xiao didn’t realize that Ling Fan’s body stiffened the moment he said this dream.

“Then…in the dream, do you love Luo Li?” After a long time, Ling Fan finally tried to control the churning emotions in his heart, and asked in a half-jokingly tone.

Probably because Ling Fan’s tone was relatively relaxed, the temperature in the other side’s arms let Chu Xiao knew that this person was real, so his mood relaxed a lot.

“How is that possible? In the dream, even though I married him…it was just a business cooperation.” In his dream, he thought that he wouldn’t have love like before before he met Ling Fan, so marriage was just an unimportant thing to him. Luo Li planned the marriage, and since it wouldn’t bring any harm to him, so he didn’t stop it.

After the so-called marriage, they were only live their own life.

As Ling Fan asked so, Chu Xiao thought it was out of jealousy.

“Fortunately, it’s just a dream…” After burying himself on Ling Fan’s shoulder, he took a deep breath and then sighed softly.

However, the next second, Ling Fan’s answer made Chu Xiao fall into a deeper shock.

“What if… I say that all that is not a dream?” Ling Fan suddenly asked in a low voice.

“What…what did you say?!”

“Everything in your dream is not just a dream. At least, to me, everything is real,” Ling Fan said with every single word stressed.

At this moment, he was very clear-headed. He didn’t want to hide anything about himself from Chu Xiao anymore.

He wanted Chu Xiao to know everything about him, including his past life, that unbearable past.

“Fan…” Chu Xiao’s voice trembled.

“It’s true. Everything you dreamed of is a real experience of me. In my previous life…” He hugged Chu Xiao tightly. Ling Fan seemed to have made up his mind and said, “Do you remember where I took you? That desolate place? ”

“In my last life, I ended my life there. It was the first and also last day after I escaped from prison. Originally, I thought everything was over.”

“But when I opened my eyes again, I realized that it wasn’t over. I transmigrated back to the time when everything hadn’t happened, when I was 17 years old…”

“At the moment of my rebirth, I only had two thoughts: live, revenge.”

“At first, I thought the person who caused all the tragedies in my past life was you, but later…”

“I don’t know that kind of feelings toward you is love, for no one has ever taught me about this, so…I did so many things to hurt you…”

It was so unbelievable, but Chu Xiao believed it.

Being held in Ling Fan’s arms and listening to his narration, Chu Xiao’s tensed body gradually relaxed. When he heard the pain in Ling Fan’s tone, Chu Xiao suddenly shook his head.

“No…”

For what Ling Fan did to him, if it were another person, Chu Xiao might have already skinned that person…but to Ling Fan, he just couldn’t generate any hate feeling.

His indulgence for Ling Fan was like his instinct, completely out of his control.

What’s more, those things Ling Fan did to him, even though he had been in pain, they were not absolutely harmful. Sometimes, Chu Xiao even felt grateful for those things for it was those things that brought them together…

“Probably I owed you big in my last life…” After taking a deep bite on Ling Fan’s shoulder, Chu Xiao finally let go and sighed softly.

“Sorry, I’m not as good as you think…” Ling Fan said in a low voice.

That lowly, despicable trash in his past life, even he looked down on himself, let alone Chu Xiao.

That unbearable self appeared in front of Chu Xiao, which was what Ling Fan was most afraid of and had always avoided.

Therefore, he never dared to tell Chu Xiao about his past and rebirth.

At this moment, he finally said it.

If Chu Xiao hated him because of this, he asked for it…

However, after thinking that the two of them may…be over because of this, Ling Fan felt like his body had been emptied.

“Yeah, really not that good….”

Chu Xiao sighed softly, almost making Ling Fan fall into the doomed despair.

But…

“But it will only make me love you more, and indulge you more with no reason…” Chu Xiao stressed every single word as he looked at Ling Fan.

“You…”

“Surprised? Me too, but your existence was originally an accident to me, wasn’t it?”

“Since I love you, I should love every side of you. With those past things, then you wouldn’t have appeared in front of me in this way like now. Previously, most of the time, you gave me the feeling that I can’t grasp you, but now, after knowing all of this, it seems like everything has become logical…”

“It took me two lifetimes to meet you, so promise me. Never get out of my life…” Chu Xiao said while biting on Ling Fan’s ear.

Then, Chu Xiao closed his eyes, pulled Ling Fan’s hand and put it behind him.

“Love me tender…” Chu Xiao whispered in Ling Fan’s ear.

He wanted to use this way to determine that this person’s this life was real, and belonged to him for real.

Moreover…knowing all of these things suddenly made Chu Xiao’s mood fluctuate too much, so he needed an intense love making to calm his emotions now…