14 – 4. Effort, Growth, and…(1)

Pur’s story wasn’t that different from what I expected.

Monsters have attacked the territory, and taxes have risen. Unable to hold on, her father collapsed.

My younger siblings naturally accepted going hungry, and my mother is also in a dangerous state.

Such families only look at themselves.

She was in a situation where she had to raise her grades and get her scholarship.

Five thousand gold was an amount that a poor commoner could hardly afford.

And then a letter came from someone.

That’s why they were so crowded.

“…That’s how it happened.”

After her story, Pur lowered her face.

“Sorry. You really didn’t want to hear that..? After all, it’s just an excuse for cheating…”

I think so too.

No matter what the story, there was no law that could justify cheating.

But.

It is harsh to blame all the faults on Puru.

Very harsh.

“Everyone makes mistakes.”

It was a tedious consolation, but this was the limit around my miserable words.

Pur, who heard me, was taken aback for a moment.

“…It’s not a mistake. I only sold my conscience for the scholarship. I…

Now I’m a shame even to my family…”

Tears welled up in Pur’s pretty gray eyes.

It was truly a tear-soaked soup.

“It’s not just a scholarship.”

“Huh..?”

“Because I have a family. Originally, when it comes to family matters, judgment becomes clouded.”

“Cheating is definitely wrong. But that’s no reason to hate yourself.”

Pur, who was eating soup soaked in tears, suddenly became quiet.

The atmosphere instantly became calm.

I looked her in the eyes and said.

“You’ve worked hard, right? So far. No one can deny it when they see these hands.”

I took her hand.

“What, what are you doing! Eh..?”

Purr looked at her hand impatiently.

It was a face that seemed to have had so many scars.

Fur’s hands were full of calluses and red sores.

For 23,000 hours, it was a hand that could not be pushed back compared to any of the characters.

“I’m not ashamed. I’m sure you’ll think of me as a proud daughter. Because that’s family.”

When she heard me, she shut her mouth.

Desperately holding back tears. If you cry more here, you’ll think it’s a nuisance.

In the game, Odium’s Tears the Slayer was a wide-area skill with 70% penetration damage.

“Huh… Thank you…Huhh…I misunderstood you…”

Now it’s just blue tears runny nose. There will be no penetrating damage to the runny nose.

By the way, let go of my sleeves? Don’t blow your nose

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It was a bright morning. Going to Aranya was coolly passed.

There was no class today.

After I calmed Pur down and sent him back, I realized that I hadn’t eaten a single plate of soup.

No, I did that a lot, but why?

Having settled down, Pur was very shy and went to the dormitory. She

She In the middle she tripped over the door and she cried again so I just pretended not to know.

She took a moment of rest, but in the end, it was only her temporary solution, not a fundamental solution.

The fundamental solution was, after all, money.

This isn’t enough to keep Pur from becoming her boss.

Because it is blocked, it must be turned on and blocked.

I’m going to hell to solve that problem. A hell inhabited by bad demons who expelled this good man.

The student council room.

While walking around like that, I heard a familiar and cute voice.

“Senior eee!!!”

Your voice is booming. First year prospective examinee Raonjena came running dodododot.

Come to think of it, today is the last day of the exam.

Jenna’s voice was so loud that she caught all the attention.

There’s nothing good about being involved with me.

Jenna was smiling at what was so exciting. She could not be anything other than a lively girl.

Her I pretended not to win over her and approached her.

Jenna stood in front of me, proudly crossing her arms and giving me a smug look.

You look cute.

Anyway, Jenna seemed to have brightened up quite a bit.

No, should I say that she became more confident than she became brighter?

“Yes Raonjena. Do you think the test will pass?”

“Sure! Who am I? Oh, I made that friend too..!”

Looking in the direction Jenna was pointing, I saw a bunch of female students standing out.

As expected, the younger you are, the easier it is for commoners and nobles to become friends.

As I was about to say hello, I heard several words.

“…What kind of strange combination is that?”

“Look closely. You’re messing with newcomers who don’t know anything.”

“Girls look cute, but they don’t have eyes for boys.”

“…Does this make sense? Is it real?”

“You must have been threatened by Dyers.”

The combination of 1st year (preliminary) rookie Jena and trashy nerd Dyers usually got this kind of reaction.

Jenna frowned at the reaction. This kind of look is rare in the game, but it was a rare scene.

A wonderful child.

We need to break up soon before I say anything more strange.

“Come back once the exam results are out.”

“I will go even if you tell me not to come? Be prepared!”

“You have to be prepared. From now on, hell begins.”

“…Uh, ah, I don’t want to be prepared for that yet…”

Your skill has also improved. He was also a growth-oriented protagonist.

“Did you two hear now? Prepare for hell?”

“…We weren’t on good terms either.”

“As expected, it’s Dyers. Geari fights with the first year. I’m really proud of it.”

“Even if you were filmed, would you be filmed by such a cold-blooded person…”

“Poor…”

“……”

No you idiots.

No matter how you look at it, wasn’t it a normal senior-junior relationship conversation? How does such a great reasoning come from there?

Come to think of it, I’m not a normal person!

I realized the truth and went to the student council without saying anything. There were a lot of strange eyes on me when I didn’t react.

Anyway, it was still a grand building.

A somewhat unusual building that combines Renaissance and oriental styles, but is full of unique beauty.

I opened the door without hesitation.

“Are you Dyers-senpai?”

“Dyers?”

Everyone welcomes me.

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Latina’s expression darkened when she found the rope.

This was obviously a type of rope used for suicide.

I wanted to look into his diary more, but all but five were sealed with mana.

This was the particularly suspicious part.

First of all, the circumstances… Dyers is planning suicide.

It wasn’t speculation, it was close to certainty.

Latina hated him with her whole heart.

He wasn’t just a bad friend, he was a human being with a physiological aversion emanating from the root end.

But he wasn’t hated enough to die.

He is a man who made many mistakes, but he did not think that he had committed enough sins to lose everything and commit suicide.

The contents of the diary were just as shocking. It was to the extent that it shook the mentality of that strong Latina.

Now all of his actions are starting to make sense.

He hasn’t been relatively calm or changed.

He just gave up on everything.

The reason he saved Jenna and Yang was because he was going to die anyway. Could it be that he was atone for himself?

Latina ran frantically.

She hates him, obviously. He hates it madly

But he didn’t want to see him die.

I thought he was a senior I respected at one time, and he was showing signs of improving recently.

But he suddenly felt like he had been hit in the back of the head, saying it was suicide.

If he is kicked out of his family, shouldn’t he have to live even harder? Cowardly to the end

Finally, she was able to find Dyers. But he wasn’t alone.

‘What..?’

She was heading somewhere with the mint haired senior. She was dubious and followed.

The place she arrived at was a shabby inn that didn’t fit aristocrats at all.

It was full of mold and smelled of rotten gutter.

‘Ah…’

I finally started to understand him who decided to commit suicide.

He who has lived his whole life enjoying all kinds of benefits as a member of an aristocratic family… Couldn’t accept the current reality.

It wouldn’t be easy if he, a member of the Silly family, was asked to live in a house like that.

She hid there and overheard her conversation.

I don’t know what kind of accident Dyers, who has decided to commit suicide, will get into.

However, the content of the conversation went completely different from what she had thought.

‘Eat slowly. Because I don’t steal.’

‘Everyone makes mistakes.’

‘I’m not ashamed.’

“…..”

After overhearing Dyers’ words, Latina became even more convinced.

He intends to commit suicide during summer vacation.

Death was such a powerful force.

The power to become human, no matter how cold-blooded.

Latina realized the weight of Sesam’s death.

Because there is no way people can change like that without accepting death.

What I’m doing right now seems to be atonement in its own way.

She somehow started to feel tight in her chest.

Maybe it was acting, maybe it was for the sake of atonement, but now he was arrogant, but he was gentle and calm.

When she was in first grade, she wondered what would have happened if she had met Dyers like that.

At least, there wouldn’t have been a relationship like this.

‘…Don’t have useless imagination.’

Her imaginings, her assumptions irritated her. She still hadn’t fully understood Dyers, who accepted death so easily.

He was still young. To say that a person with a long life left to live would commit suicide, there was no cookdas mentality.

Doesn’t he have an incurable disease?

Latina just tapped the wall.

I need to meet him.

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