I will plant a field in the last days

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop; the child wants to be nurtured but cannot be kissed.

The words I heard from my mother when I heard her cry were already my father’s check list for terminal cancer, less than three months ago. My whole body collapsed. After crying for a day, I still have to be strong. Who makes me the only daughter in the family and the pillar of the family in the future? Even now, my mind is still blank, my movements are slow, and I can’t remember what I am doing.

Applying a realistic background, Jing’s mother’s grandfather and grandmother passed away early, and Jing’s father’s mother, Jing’s grandma, is still there, which is the same reality as mine. My mother will only have me in the future, and she doesn’t dare to tell me about my grandma now. I didn’t even dare to tell my dad.

I have to be brave and start taking care of my dad and actively treat him. I will continue to code in the hospital and contribute a small amount to the future treatment expenses. Let me adjust my status. Future updates may not be so punctual, and it may take a few days. One chapter, but I will work hard. Maybe I won’t think so much when coding, and maybe there won’t be so many unsatisfactory things in the world of the novel.

Friends who can't wait, please keep it, but don't give up, please.