Miss Gu and Miss Qu

The holy tone reverberated in the golden concert hall. The man in the British tuxedo tilted his jaw slightly, gently tapped the string with his left hand, and slowly moved the bow with his right hand.

The lyrical and solemn melody is like the blurred moonlight in the night, the powerful double-string vibrato and the noble and gentle piano accompaniment are integrated together, showing gorgeous elegance in the quiet ups and downs.

The bowstring and the keyboard play out the poetic love words, and the superb double-tones cooperate with the invisible hand like a chokehold, as if such a tune should not be stained by the world.

The piano arpeggio ended abruptly, and the studio fell into a prominent silence, followed by warm applause from the audience seats.

"The splendor of Mr. Shen Ya's concert is really amazing."

"This is definitely a violin genius. There is really no one in China who can compare to him."

There were endless compliments from the surroundings, but Qu Xizhi just looked at the watch on his wrist quietly, with a dull expression.

"miss her?"

Yin Jun's voice brought Qu Xizhi back to his senses. He glanced sideways at her expression, and Qu Xizhi raised his head to look at the stage again.

"No."

Yin Jun chuckled, "If you don't want to stay any longer, you can go back to China now." After a pause, "But this is the only chance for us, and I actually like her quite a bit." Speaking of which, it seemed that she remembered some interesting things. "Maybe I don't know. After the car accident, she sneaked into the ward every night after we left. At first, she ignored her at all. She just knelt down in front of her bed and asked if she could leave before she left. I can’t forgive her, I always say I can’t, but later she grew up and told her directly that if she doesn’t forgive her, she won’t be able to kneel forever, no matter how cruel she is, she has a heart, how can she be willing to kneel in front of a girl all night?”

Qu Xizhi seemed a little surprised, but listened engrossed.

Yin Jun smiled, and changed the topic, "But one thing is another thing. In this situation, you can't leave it to her to watch you have a heart attack from time to time, let alone wait for her to have something to do every day like a bitter woman." Look for nothing, besides, just because you won’t die in a car accident doesn’t mean you’ll be so lucky every time, right?”

Qu Xizhi pondered for a long time, "Although she is cautious and sensitive and doesn't like to take the initiative, I know that she always likes her."

"How much do you like it?"

Qu Xizhi was silent.

"That's right." Yin Jun's voice was calm and calm, "If she wants to marry someone else and have children, she probably won't be able to sit still for a minute. Different is different. If you want to be the same, you don't expect her to be firm and brave. But for the 100-point answer sheet, she always has to give a 60-point score for everyone to have a good time. After all, two girls need a more solid relationship to last together, and they are also girls, so I just hope it doesn't have to be so hard."

Qu Xizhi was silent again.

"Maybe you can't be cruel, but you have to give me an explanation." Yin Jun patted her on the shoulder and stood up from the seat, "Stay well until Christmas, if she can still see hope, let her come to pick her up that day, by the way Let Director Ma find out about Lin Mingling and give them as gifts, if she hasn't come on Christmas day, then go back by yourself."

The other side of the ocean.

The sound of whimpering wind and rain covered the whole world like a ghost. Gu Xizhi, who was standing at the gate of the waiting hall, dialed the same number over and over again, but he didn't notice the wind and rain outside the window soaked his clothes.

It was almost time to board the plane. Tang Yu, who was sitting in the waiting hall, came to the gate of the airport hall. Seeing that Gu Xizhi was still on the phone, he patted her on the shoulder lightly.

"If she doesn't answer the phone, she won't answer the phone again."

Gu Xizhi put down the phone and turned his head, the bangs on his forehead were soaked.

Tang Yu looked into her eyes, took out a handkerchief from his dark suit pocket, and gently wiped the water droplets on her bangs while covering her eyes.

"Don't look at it like that."

**

Fall in love, break up, get married, divorce.

The news we see in entertainment reports is often just a simple result. Because the twists and turns cannot be known, many results seem incredible.

There are two kinds of feelings that the public is more willing to bless, one is the innocent feelings of men and women, and the other is the fake drama that they like to hear and see.

In the headlines of the new issue of entertainment newspapers, the scandal between Gu Xizhi and Tang Yu dominated both of them.

"Didn't they have an affair when they were filming "Wang Chuan"? Lu Yao and Yu Bai are a match made in heaven."

"Yeah, they are a good match. This time, they finally got a picture, so they won't admit it, huh."

"On the forum, eight of them have interacted with Weibo in the past few years, and I think this time it is quite similar."

…

Open the new issue of the newspaper, and the background is the photo of the airport. The rumored male and female protagonists this time are Gu Xizhi and Tang Yu. Perhaps it is because of the sneak shot. The photo does not look clear, but anyone who looks at it knows that it is Gu Xizhi and Tang Yu are very close at first glance.

Qu house.

At 7:20 in the morning, Xiao Yu put the hot milk and the newspapers from the past two days on the dining table after collecting the dishes. The obvious news page made Yin Jun put the milk aside and concentrate on reading the newspapers. The driver arrived at the villa on time at 7:30 Outside, Yin Jun glanced at the milk in hand, then put down the newspaper and took out his coat to go out.

When Xiao Yu turned around to clean up the dining table, he was obviously taken aback when he saw the full glass of milk, but then poured the milk into the sewer to clean the milk glass.

As a mature agency, Times Media has dealt with countless celebrity scandals, but there has never been a scandal that has made the company so happy.

The promotion of the new album is just around the corner, and the company is having a headache and can't find the hype. At this time, Tang Yu, a first-line niche who has often played the leading role in various movies in the past two years, appeared on his own initiative, which made the planning team sleep and wake up with laughter.

All the cumbersome things seem to be going so smoothly, but the protagonist loses the chain at this time.

"Xiao Jing, if this goes on like this, everyone will be troubled. Ms. Xia Qiao will have opinions if a song is recorded like this. Do you hope it will be abandoned in the end?"

The voice of Lili in the dim space was almost out of breath. Gu Xizhi was sitting on the sofa drinking water, his expression could be called calm at best, but dead still at worst.

At nine o'clock this morning, the news of Qu Xizhi and Shen Ya's engagement on New Year's Day swept the Internet and print media like a sandstorm. Big news headlines.

When everyone was busy congratulating Qu Xizhi, Gu Xizhi was recording the last song of the new album, but the recording lasted for a day but was still in a messy state, which inevitably made the staff exhausted.

"When I was graduating from college, I talked about a super nasty girlfriend. The night before we broke up, we talked about future plans together. As soon as the train left, she sent a message and broke up. No matter how I called or texted, she never answered. At that time, the whole car was crying in the train and did not speak. I understood how sad this cruel way of breaking up was, but Xiaojing, work is work and feelings are feelings. I have lost one thing. Do I have to lose my career as before? Did you make a mess? If you met Qu Xizhi at the best time, you might not be where you are today, right?"

Lili kept persuading her, but it took a long time for Gu Xizhi to finally put down his water glass, stand up and walk into the recording studio.

There are two little ones in each body, and when faced with a choice, these two little ones may have their heads bruised and bruised, but in the end they still can't tell the result.

Throughout the end of the year, Gu Xizhi was propelled forward by a hurried and erratic atmosphere, as if the hustle and bustle surrounded by him could overcome all emptiness.

Opening the schedule for December, there are three things marked on the holidays of the last month. The first is to film, the second is to be on the "Truth" program announcement, and the third is to buy Christmas gifts.

After crossing out the third item with a pen, Gu Xizhi turned back a few pages of the schedule, and finally turned directly to the page of New Year's Day, and stayed for a long time.

A certain talented woman said that waiting and hesitation are the most invisible killers in the world. Sometimes we always don’t hit the south wall and don’t look back. We always deceive ourselves that everything is fake before the final step, but in fact life is not so much jokes. .

In the dressing room of the film crew, Gu Xizhi closed his notebook and looked at the time. After struggling for a long while, he took out his mobile phone and placed it next to the business card holder to make a call.

"Do you know where Qu Xizhi is?"

"Do you know where Qu Xizhi and Shen Ya got engaged?"

"Has Qu Xizhi been in contact recently?"

…

One question after another, same wishes, similar answers.

Finally, he couldn't find a phone number to continue calling in the business card folder, Gu Xizhi was in a daze, took out another phone and dialed a number.

"If you want to know where Qu Xizhi is, ask for a price."

We stand at the top of the food chain, we are the most intelligent animals, but we can't do everything right.

The moment the bell rang, I thought of the solution to the math problem for a long time, but the limited time may not allow belated inspiration.

The night in Florence is full of stars, the beautiful cathedral and the bustling streetscape are shining brilliantly.

The black and white piano keys played beautiful notes, and the C minor passed through the narrow alleys and the silent Arno River, drifting to the farther flower fields.

"When I was young, I liked a female classmate in my class very much. That female classmate was very beautiful, and she was the brightest star in the group."

Shen Ya's voice harmonizes with the sound of the piano, the night when Christmas is approaching, the beauty is like a poem of blessing.

Standing behind Qu Xizhi, he stared at the beautiful lilies in front of the window. He was dressed in a black tuxedo and looked full of a dignified and gentlemanly atmosphere.

"I've been chasing her for a whole year, and I've been with her for a year. In these two years, no matter whether I'm with her or not, the love letters I sent to her never stopped for a week."

"One year later, she broke up with Ti. The reason was simple. There was a boy who bought her breakfast every morning, Xia Yudongxue helped her prepare umbrellas, and reminded her to dress when it was hot and cold. He persisted for two years and finally moved. her."

"When we broke up, the boy said something to me, and I still remember it to this day."

"He told me that beautiful girls are used to be pampered, not only because they have the natural vulnerability and sensitivity of women, but also because they enjoy the feeling of being chased by stars and moon since they were young. If they are better than her, then we will soon be separated. , because a princess is a princess, and she won't be like an ordinary girl who will always follow the humiliation."

"So after that, I tried my best to be nice to my previous girlfriends. It has become a routine now. I will never quarrel with girls. When the other party is angry, he will always bow his head first. She can get up at three in the morning to buy for her. Her dislikes could fill a whole notebook."

The notes flow between the ten fingers, and the extremely slow movement is like strands of mournful and lingering lines. Under the light, Qu Xizhi's back is straight, like tall and straight old trees.

"Of course." Shen Ya took out a small golden box and placed it on the piano stand, "I will never forget any special day."

The sound of the piano stopped suddenly, Qu Xizhi looked up at him, and remained silent.

Shen Ya looked at her and said, "It will be the princess, and she will only make you more and more tired."

Qu Xizhi looked at him for a while, then stood up from the piano stand, picked up his coat, and went straight to the door.

Rong Jia, who was arranging the Christmas tree, saw that Qu Xizhi was about to leave, and immediately stopped her, "Miss Qu, where are you going?"

"Go home."

"But it's Christmas day after tomorrow, and Yin Fu hasn't called yet."

"Tell her not to wait, she can accept it or not, that's the only thing."

"But I've been waiting for so long, wait a little longer, maybe Miss Gu will come."

Qu Xizhi's footsteps stopped on the streets of Florence, and the surrounding traffic was very lively. The Christmas trees on the street were full of festive atmosphere. She looked up at the vast sky in the distance, and her voice was calm and clear, "She came just to prove that she likes it a little more. , if she doesn't come, maybe she just likes it a little less, but she likes it after all."

"Miss Qu..." Rong Jia watched her back disappear into the night, and sighed softly.

Shen Ya stood on the stone steps and said slowly, "It's a pity that she doesn't even have the courage to face the answer."

"Mr. Shen Ya..." Rong Jia turned to look at Shen Ya, and sighed again.

Due to the deepening of Western culture, Christmas in China has always been very lively in recent years. In December, the first snowfall fell in most cities, and Gu Xizhi, who had faced snowfall for several days in a row, had lost the freshness of the heavy snow.

December 24th is also Christmas Eve in the West. As the promotion of "Black and White Feather" is about to start, the crew was once again invited to appear on the stage of "Truth" because Qu Xizhi, one of the protagonists, never Accepting the variety show, and the relationship between Gu Xizhi and She Jia was not enough to cause a topic, the program team temporarily invited Tang Yu, who had a lot of scandals with Gu Xizhi recently.

More than three years ago, because Tang Yu admitted that he liked Gu Xizhi without hesitation when he accepted the problem of the crew of "True Truth", and he was more like an affectionate patron saint in the eyes of the public. It was also at that time that countless fans began to Looking forward to the news that the two are together, even though they have not admitted it for so many years, they are already a couple in the eyes of persistent fans.

Lili checked the questionnaire and Gu Xizhi put on makeup. Even though they were far away, she could still hear her full of opinions.

"This time I'm here to promote the movie, not to dig up rumors. Excessive hype will only bring disgust. Let's replace these problems."

"That's right, let's change some more questions about movies."

…

The busy backstage was in disarray. It was already 8:25 in the evening. Gu Xizhi, who had finished his makeup, was sitting in the backstage quietly holding two mobile phones, as if waiting for some important news.

At the bottom of the floor below 30 meters, Rong Jia drove Qu Xizhi to the vicinity of the Radio and Television Center. Across a busy street, you could just see the live program on the building of the Radio and Television Center. Qu Xizhi motioned for her to park on the side of the street. , Rong Jia parked the car immediately, but still couldn't help saying, "Miss Qu, if you change your mind, it's still too late. I haven't told Yin Fu to go back to China, but when I see Miss Gu, I can't hide everything."

Sitting on the co-pilot's seat, Qu Xizhi quietly raised his head to look at the huge LED display in the radio and television center, "Wait for her to finish the show." Having said that, he glanced at the close-up of Gu Xizhi that appeared late on the display , "She seems to have lost weight."

Rong Jia didn't even watch the show, her expression was always anxious.

The live broadcast under the monitor.

"Dear audience friends, it's time to meet with you every week to tell the truth..."

The host took control of the audience, and the guests sitting on the "sincerity chair" were put on data collection helmets by the staff to prepare for the show. The lights on the stage gradually dimmed. Artists shrouded in the lights are Gu Xizhi, She Jia, Cui Yao, the only male lead in "Black and White Feather", and special guest Tang Yu.

After the program entered the countdown, all the guests were sitting upright. The sound of the tick-tock countdown made everyone serious. The first time the countdown ended, the host asked She Jia questions in order, and the lights only illuminated her for a while.

"Miss She Jia, there are rumors that the crew of "Black and White Feather" initially chose you as the heroine. Is this true?"

The sound of the microphone resounded throughout the studio, and Gu Xizhi, like the others, looked at the monitor directly opposite, waiting for the polygraph to give a correct or incorrect answer.

In order to make the audience more convincing and at the same time know the answer at a glance, the program group not only announced the brain waves to the audience, but also specially added a right and wrong display for some of them.

"No, Director Li was just thinking about it at the time."

After answering, a green tick soon appeared on the right-false display opposite.

"Next, Miss Gu Xizhi."

The light hit Gu Xizhi's body, and Gu Xizhi listened attentively.

"Excuse me, Ms. Gu Xizhi, it was said that you stepped out of the entertainment industry for two years and then suddenly appeared as the heroine of Director Li because of unspoken rules. Is this true?"

As soon as the sharp question came out, the audience in the dark all cast their gazes at Gu Xizhi, and Gu Xizhi said without thinking, "No."

A green tick quickly appeared on the opposite screen, and the audience cheered enthusiastically for an instant.

This is why all audiences love this show, they can understand a real artist through this show.

It was snowing heavily outside the window, Rong Jia turned on the heater to the maximum, and suddenly heard the strong applause from the TV program, and was finally willing to raise his head to watch the program.

"Actually, Mrs. Yin really likes Ms. Gu, but her husband always has her reasons for doing things. Ms. Qu, can you listen to me and think about it carefully? After all, if my husband doesn't agree, we will have a hard time together."

Rong Jiadi persuaded him countless times, but Qu Xizhi still just quietly looked at the LED display screen on the tall building through a curtain of snow.

The problems in the studio have changed owners several times, this time it was Tang Yu.

"Mr. Tang Yu, before I ask this question, I would like to say something. When you came to our show three years ago, you said that you had a momentary crush on Miss Gu Xizhi. What I want to ask now is, do you still like her?" Miss Gu Xizhi?"

The close-up shot was aimed at Tang Yu, under the light he wrote lightly, "I like it."

As soon as the camera turned to the answer screen, the huge green tick made the audience boil again.

"Okay, next question, Miss She Jia..."

The quiet winter night street with the host's calm voice was infinitely magnified, Qu Xizhi looked at the green tick on the huge screen, his face was quiet and there were no waves.

On the contrary, Rong Jia said again, "Well, can Mrs. Yin be happy seeing this?"

The problem continued, after She Jia was still Gu Xizhi.

"Excuse me, Ms. Gu Xizhi, a few days ago, you and Mr. Tang Yu were photographed together at the airport. Then everyone guessed that you are already together. Is this true?"

Lili in the background went crazy when she heard this question, "Didn't you just say that you should replace that question sheet? Why are there so many hyped up gossip topics?"

"I'm sorry, Sister Lili, just now Brother Wang handed over the previous share to Sister Han, and you just found out."

"Aren't you going to replace it soon?"

"This is a live broadcast, Sister Lili, why don't you have to wait a few more minutes to cut the advertisement. Besides, I have checked the question, anyway, Gu Tang's scandal is fake, so what are you afraid of?"

…

The backstage was a mess, and the front desk wasn't much better.

For some unknown reason, Gu Xizhi bravely answered the sharp topic of unspoken rules just now, but when faced with the topic of hosting, Gu Xizhi chose to use the only non-answer right in the audience.

The moment the answer button was pressed, the light beam covering her body disappeared, and the audience at the scene were puzzled.

"Don't answer this question? It's just a ghost."

"Hahaha, I knew they were together, so tell them not to admit it!"

…

Rules determine everything, the host continued to ask questions, and the scene quickly quieted down. Rong Jia, who was in the car, was obviously a little impatient. She looked at Qu Xizhi sincerely and said, "Miss Qu...how are they..."

Before finishing speaking, Qu Xizhi signaled to stop.

Gu Xizhi's no-answer before pushed the atmosphere of the scene to j□j, and he no longer cared about the host asking Cui Yao anything. When the lights shrouded Tang Yu again, even the host's voice became a little more excited.

"Mr. Tang Yu, it's your turn again." Greeting Tang Yu enthusiastically, the host continued, "We know that Ms. Gu has faded out of the entertainment industry for two years, but fans know that she has developed in Japan in the past two years, but Recently, some fans found photos of us living together in Japan, and even said that we have registered marriage in Japan, is this true?"

Due to the appearance of rumored photos of the two, netizens have been paying special attention to the two recently. Everyone has been looking for clues that the two may be together, and there is indeed news that the two have registered for marriage. Although everything seems to be true or not, it is still true There is a lot to believe.

It is also for this reason that everyone pays special attention to this problem when it arises.

The light shrouded Tang Yu's body, making his temperament look more elegant. When he faced the camera, his expression was still unclear.

The darkness fell, and all of a sudden he realized that he had also used the free answer.

This result was even more exciting than Gu Xizhi's no answer before. Although there was no answer, the cheers at the scene were more enthusiastic than ever.

Seeing this, Rong Jia in the car couldn't help but said, "This must have been deliberately done for the effect of the show, hype it up, in fact, if he clarifies, the answer given by the lie detector must be correct."

No matter what she said, Qu Xizhi in the car didn't say a word, as if he didn't hear her at all.

The atmosphere at the scene was increasing due to the scandal between Gu Xizhi and Tang Yu, and they no longer paid attention to She Jia and Cui Yao. Every time the host asked the two questions, everyone just hoped that the time would pass quickly.

Finally, he came to Gu Xizhi's place again, probably to keep suspense and whet his appetite, but the host didn't ask about the scandal at the moment.

"Miss Gu Xizhi." The host continued to ask after the lights were switched off, "I heard that you and Miss Qu Xizhi had a good relationship when they filmed "Black and White Feather". Yun Xiaoxiao more?"

After thinking for a while, Gu Xizhi answered to the camera, "I really like Ms. Qu Xizhi's character, but I like Yun Xiaoxiao's reticence and wisdom even more."

A green tick appeared on the monitor again, and everyone applauded. The host added rather gossip, "Don't worry, everyone, it will be the turn of the taciturn and wise Mr. Tang Yu soon."

There was another round of cheers from the audience.

In the past, as long as Gu Qu's relationship was mentioned, it was the focus of media attention, but due to the many scandals that broke out tonight, the relationship between the two was not so satisfactory. Although the applause was loud, it did not mention Tang Yulai's enthusiasm .

The host at this moment really carries a lot of hope. In the weird situation before, everyone had the momentum not to give up without asking what happened. Therefore, when it was Tang Yu's turn again, the host was also sweating for himself.

"Mr. Tang Yu."

The host's voice sounded again in the dark, but just four words had already caused warm applause from everyone. As a last resort, the host paused for a few seconds, and spoke again after the applause ended.

"Excuse me."

The camera switches to a close-up of Tang Yu.

The lights were visibly brighter.

"Between you and Miss Gu Xizhi..."

Deliberately prolonging the tone of suspense.

The audience almost held their breath.

"May I ask if there are any feelings and actions between you and Miss Gu Xizhi that go beyond friendship?"

Concise and concise questions, and indeed asked all the voices of the heart.

This time, even the lighting engineer seemed to take extra care. When the light beam hit Tang Yu, he looked as handsome as a mysterious nobleman in a Western European country.

The free answers have been exhausted, and everyone is looking forward to his answer, but there are only two choices facing him, one is to answer seriously and wait for the result of the polygraph test, and the other is to slap the table and walk away.

Since the show "Truth" was broadcast, there have been many celebrities who left the live broadcast scene temporarily. Sometimes the agent's concept of the bottom line of the question is different from that of the star, which inevitably leads to questions on the scene that the star does not want to and cannot answer.

But at this moment, Tang Yu is in a state of being unable to get off the tiger. This is a live broadcast, and he can't avoid this question again for a reason.

The hour hand moved bit by bit, all the attention was focused on him, as if one of his answers could affect many emotions.

Their affair has been rumored for too long, and everyone is just waiting for them to admit it.

The audience was so looking forward to his voice.

After pondering for a long time, Tang Yu faced the camera.

As if thinking about whether he could say it, or thinking about how to say it, he said after a while, "Yes."

This time, it seemed that even the result became extremely slow. The close-up shot switched to the answer display screen, and the physiological response results and intuitive results appeared in the answer circle together.

A green tick appeared prominently in the answer circle, and the cheers almost set the scene on fire in an instant.

"Isn't this an admission that the two of them have sex? No wonder they didn't answer the two questions just now! I guess the marriage is reliable!"

"Yes, yes, the host asked a good question!"

…

Thirty meters below ground level.

The misty white snow fluttered with the wind, and the thick snow fog seemed to obscure the clear screen. Qu Xizhi looked at the huge green tick on the LED screen for a while, and then slowly looked sideways at Rong Jia.

"Is that green or red?"

Rong Jia was probably stunned by the result, and after moistening his dry throat, he said, "It seems to be...green."

Qu Xizhi was silent for a while, looked at the LED display again, and asked in an unusually calm voice, "What did the host ask just now?"

"Ask..." Rong Jia seemed a little nervous, "He asked Ms. Gu and Mr. Tang if they had feelings...and actions beyond friendship."

"and then?"

"Mr. Tang answered yes."

"and then?"

"There is no more." Rong Jia pursed her lips and looked sideways at her, "Miss Qu, don't read it, let's go back to Florence."

"And then use the saying that they are relatives to persuade mom to let her go with her?"

Qu Xizhi stared at the dark and empty night outside the window expressionlessly, his eyes motionless.

"But maybe..." Rong Jia was speechless for a moment, even though she really wanted to find a reason to rationalize the matter, several explanations back and forth seemed inappropriate.

She couldn't speak for a long time, Qu Xizhi's hands grasping the corners of the white cashmere coat gradually tightened, the knuckles of her hands stood out deeply under the moonlight, and her dark red lips turned even paler.

Rong Jia was petrified.

Although for a long time she only worked for Yin Jun and seldom contacted Qu Xizhi, her elegant and indifferent image has long been fixed in her heart. Although she also has bad moods, she will not vent her anger, and will not show her emotions too much .

This is the first time she has seen such a state of being unable to control her emotions and even her body. Her eyes are terrifying. The ice and snow outside the window are still cold.

It was as silent as death, not an ordinary appearance.

"Cough...cough..."

The over-excited emotions seemed to be related to some old diseases, Rong Jia saw Qu Xizhi's hand covering his heart, he was stunned, and immediately took out the medicine in the standing bag.

"Miss Qu, don't be scared, Mrs. Yin will be very anxious if something goes wrong."

Before the pills were taken out, a gust of cold wind suddenly poured into the car. When Rong Jia saw Qu Xizhi open the car door and get out of the car, she was frightened and immediately opened the door to follow her. "Where is Miss Qu going? You can't run around like this."

At nine o'clock in the evening, the wind and snow mixed with the dim night, as if to hollow out the beauty of the city, the whimpering north wind filled our ears with crying roars, and in the distance there seemed to be laughing rather than going home, eyes full of neon The rainbow is like countless sad eyes, they stare, watching step by step go far, step by step towards deep despair.

They can never be called back.

The last reason that can make another flower bloom from low in the dust is like a cracked mirror, full of terrible blemishes.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Gu Xizhi finished recording. The phone vibrating over and over again made her forget everything that was even unreasonable on the show just now. When Gu Xizhi came backstage, the first time Gu Xizhi got on the phone, the other party's voice seemed to be able to control her Every sentence can make her state look different.

"Florence? Can you check the exact location?"

"Additional money can be added, the sooner the better."

…

Backstage of the show on the other side, the woman crying on Tang Yu's phone sounded very sad.

"Dad is gone..."

"He walked away smiling."

"Tell Ms. Gu that our whole family is forever grateful to her..."

We are all insignificant in the face of life and death.

In the vast universe, life is like countless stars, falling every day.

After visiting Tang's father's body, it was already twelve o'clock in the evening. Although there was a funeral at home, Tang Yu insisted on sending Gu Xizhi back downstairs for safety reasons.

Seeing that she was about to enter the floor, Tang Yu left late, but Gu Xizhi was like a ghost riding the wind, and the lonely figure was particularly lonely in the cold snowy night.

Going upstairs, getting the keys, and opening the door, Gu Xizhi repeated his daily actions, all actions seemed so monotonous because of one.

The moment the light was turned on, a force suppressed Gu Xizhi's hand and she was forced to stop. The knowledge of breaking into the house at midnight made Gu Xizhi's heart rise to her throat for a moment, but the familiar smell of perfume immediately made her stop. She was surprised and delighted.

"Qu Xizhi, is it..."

Before he finished speaking, his hands were pressed against the wall, and his lips were attacked by a devouring kiss.

At first, the inexplicable behavior just confused Gu Xizhi and didn't know what to do, but then half of his jacket was torn off by the rough action, and the other party was still full of strange emotions, which made Gu Xizhi subconsciously resist.

"Qu Xizhi, what's the matter? What is this for?" Pushing her away forcefully, refusing her approach.

There was no answer to her, and just another round of aggression that had nothing to do with tenderness and politeness ensued.

The coat was torn off, and then a stronger force came from the belt, and Gu Xizhi tried hard to break her hand.

"Qu Xizhi don't do this, I hate this."

The simple word "hate" seemed to burn some kind of emotion, the coolness invaded the upper body, and the pain became more and more painful from struggling, Gu Xizhi stepped back and beat her shoulder, trying to get rid of the humiliating movements, his voice had already deteriorated due to emotion Get a little trembling.

"Do you know what to do?!"

Her only answer was worse and tortured.

The top was almost completely torn by her, and most of the skin was exposed to the air. Gu Xizhi endured the cold and humiliation, his reason was almost torn apart, and his speech became uncontrollable.

"I hate it. Since returning to China, it has become more and more inexplicable and less and less like it. This will only make it impossible to like it anymore."

"Really?" She finally spoke, her low voice was accompanied by a deep hoarseness like the night, but it was tinged with a cold smile, "That's great, leave my love to others completely, and let me do it." It’s good to be a great hero.”

The distorted pain and the coolness penetrating below the waist made Gu Xizhi bite his lip, and after struggling, he became a little desperate.

The snow outside the window is so deep, the world seems to be shrouded in thick shadows, it becomes more and more terrifying, suffocating like death.

Gu Xizhi's lips trembled, tears welled up in his eyes, "It's not the Qu Xizhi from before at all, that Qu Xizhi's heart is already dead."

The treetops bowed under the heavy snow.

"She should have died a long time ago." The voice was extremely hoarse, and the ending sound was so soft that it seemed that he could no longer make a sound.

"I only hate that she didn't die until now."

Growing up let us know that love can not be fulfilled by blindly praying. We lose our dignity and self in love, and only turn around to protect ourselves after being riddled with holes. It is because we all know that it is irreparable.

In the miserable snowy night, there seemed to be countless cuckoos clamoring to leave over and over again, and their voices gradually became higher and higher, completely burying the remaining hope of the Emerald Night.

The night that confidently spoke of her liking after all.

Some things can only be cherished, like the receding tide and withered flowers, like the time of youth and frivolity.

They can't stay, and they can't go back.

The rustling sound of dressing woke up the numb thinking, Gu Xizhi lay quietly on the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling covered with dry lines, letting tears flow down the corners of his eyes.

"Do you remember the night we said we were going back?"

"At that time, the delusion was like starting from scratch."

"It's really just an imagination."

"Yes." The voice could not be heard crying or laughing, "We can't turn back." She had already walked away, but her voice seemed to be in my ears.

"No more."