Mr Gu’s First Doting Marriage

Gong Xueer seemed to be trapped in the memories of the past, and said: "After graduating from junior high school, Lu Haotian deliberately held a graduation party. You invited me over, and I said I didn't have a dress or high heels, so you took me to your cloakroom. Random choice, you helped me choose a white dress and a pair of pink crystal high heels, when I put it on, for a moment, I really thought I was like you, a little princess living in a castle, I was so happy that day to your prom."

Xia Yangyang also remembered, but Xia Yangyang still remembered that Gong Xueer did not show up that day.

Xia Yangyang said: "That day, you told me that you were not feeling well and did not participate."

Gong Xueer said: "I was very happy and excited that day. It passed early in the morning. At that time, there was no one else in the party venue, only Lu Haotian was arranging the venue. Although I met him many times in those three years, it was the first time Looking at him closely, he is wearing a suit and dress, like a prince riding a white horse in a fairy tale..."

Xia Yangyang said: "So you fell in love with him at first sight and betrayed our friendship from then on, just to use me to get close to him?"

Gong Xueer laughed: "Do you know what the first sentence Lu Haotian said to me was?"

Xia Yangyang didn't make a sound.

Gong Xueer said: "When he saw me, he walked towards me. I can still remember the heartbeat and anticipation at that time. I knew he was your boyfriend, and I didn't have any unreasonable thoughts, but I thought, I am Your best friend, at least I can be considered friends with him, but when he walked up to me, he frowned and looked at me for a while, and then said, why are you wearing Yang Yang's clothes and shoes?"

At that time Gong Xueer was a little embarrassed, blushing and said: "Yang Yang lent me the clothes."

Lu Haotian said without hesitation: "Are you a beggar? I don't have any clothes to wear? These shoes are the graduation presents I bought for Yang Yang after I worked part-time for two months. Are you worthy of wearing them?"

Gong Xueer still remembered the huge sense of humiliation at that time.

Gong Xueer said: "Xia Yangyang, do you know that feeling? It's like Cinderella was beaten back to her original shape after twelve o'clock and turned into an ugly toad. At that time, I knew it, I and you After all, you are not from the same world, you live in the clouds, and I am in the swamp mud, even if occasionally, you reach out to me, it just makes me see the gap and unbearableness of myself more clearly, at that time, I will ruthlessly Swear, one day, I will also climb to the top of that cloud, and I have done it now."

There seemed to be a kind of complacency in Gong Xueer's eyes: "Can you imagine how I felt when Lu Haotian was sleeping next to me? When the man who once regarded me like an ant was sweating profusely on me, it was really a huge feeling. Satisfied, I feel that the humiliation of the past has been made up for, and even, I am the first woman... to get him!"

Xia Yangyang said: "Stop talking, I don't know what Haotian said to you back then, but even so, this is not the reason why you became like this. You care too much about other people's eyes, and you are too afraid that others will look down on you, but, Even if you live in poverty, spiritual freedom is much more important than other people's evaluation and vision."

"Xia Yangyang, what you said is simple. It's because you grew up in a wealthy country, and you haven't experienced the hardships of life. Have you ever tried the feeling of being home-visited by a teacher who owes tuition? Have you ever tried that all your classmates are glamorous and discussing limited sports? I have a pair of shoes and I still have patches on my clothes? Have you ever tried to eat only steamed buns and boiled water for lunch for a whole semester? If you haven’t experienced it, you have no right to criticize me!”