59 – Yeah. Let’s get married

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I received a confession from Estelle a few days ago.

I told her that she likes me, that she thinks of me no matter what she does, that she can’t possibly live without her brother, and that she would do anything for me.

She knew that her confession was sincere. She knows that she likes me, and she knows that she really is someone she can commit to for me.

It was only because I liked her too. A woman in her prime whispers her love to me as she shows off. She always puts me first and acts for me.

She is pretty, sweet, devoted, and lovely. Being loved by her like that, I was a very blessed person. Because she loves me as a woman I could spend my whole life with.

But that’s why, because she’s a really good person, because she’s the kind of person who will keep her word to the end, and because I like her… I didn’t accept her confession.

‘That’s not right.’

I am terminally ill.

No matter how long you live, 30 years is everything. A guy who could only live that long shouldn’t have been swept away by the emotions of the moment and hurt Estelle for the rest of her life.

Even I am someone who is not enough to forget all of her feelings for her the moment her life ends.

If only her feelings remained, she would do her best to see her again, but I, who lost her feelings, would never… Try to find her. Just like I am not looking for Ha Yeon.

Rejecting her confession was very heartbreaking, made her teary, and choked her, but it was right for me and for her.

Even if her heart breaks as she looks at her shedding tears as she looks at me, it is undeniable that this is the right thing for her. They did not have to face a future of predestined destruction.

Erasing love, erasing hearts.

‘I don’t like Estelle.’

Estel does not love you.

She and I are just colleagues.

I never liked her.

Every time she engraved each sentence on her chest like that, the tears flowing down her face flowed more violently.

‘I’m sorry.’

Because I’m an idiot who can’t remember even one of my feelings.

*

I was careless.

Echidna of mind control, the last commander of the Demon King. Right before she met her death, all her remaining energy and life were breathed into her, and her completed curse was hit with her authenticity.

I was distraught over the affair with Estelle, and I caught my guard as I watched the b*tch die, and Echidna, who had cursed me, died laughing. And the moment she died, my heart started beating explosively.

“”Yuwon!””

“Ohh…”

I lost consciousness at the last sight of the people running towards me and the face of the person I love. The moment I opened my eyes again, what I saw was the countless people I had killed.

-You killed us.

-I just wanted to live…

-Why did I have to die…

-I will curse you for the rest of my life. Yuwon Kim.

Everyone I’ve killed was grabbing my body and dragging me down into the abyss. The life I had been fighting was so dirty and soggy that I couldn’t get out.

-Feel it too.

-Killing your precious people with your own hands…

-You should feel the pain we felt.

It wasn’t just the people I killed.

-You said you would be friends with me for life. You forgot me?

-Didn’t you say you loved me?

-Wonah Yoo. Have you forgotten me

Illusions of past ties are also weighing down my head and pulling me down. I have to untie these and get out there, but my body doesn’t move at all.

The legs are locked, the knees are locked, the waist is locked, and the neck is locked. Before I knew it, my mouth went over my throat, my voice stopped coming out, my nose closed, and I couldn’t smell it.

My ears were locked and I couldn’t hear any sound, and the moment my eyes were locked, I couldn’t see anymore. With my last touch, I could feel that only part of my head was left.

‘Is this the end..?’

Is it the end of my life if I end my life by being eaten by the cursed heart? I didn’t want to. I didn’t want to die.

I thought that one day I would lose my feelings for everyone. However, that is not the case now. I wasn’t prepared to lose them at all. You have to survive somehow.

In order to live like that, he somehow succeeded in moving one of his arms and managed to pull Simma up into the mire. But this was the limit. The rest didn’t move at all.

‘I don’t want to die… I haven’t even said goodbye yet…’

As I was about to suck the hand I had pulled out so hard, something grabbed my hand. Small but warm and strong hands. The hand slowly began to lift me up.

When the eyes came out, what I saw was Estelle’s hand.

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-Brother..!

When I got my ears out, what I heard was Estelle’s voice.

When the nose came out, all it smelled was the smell of blood, the only fragrant smell in the abyss.

“Estelle!”

What I shouted when my mouth came out was the name of the person I now love. With her help, he pulled out of the abyss and headed for the sky.

Numerous ghosts tried to grab me, but each time Rudrick’s hand, Violetta’s hand, and Ruina’s hand pushed the ghosts away and helped me.

When I reached the sky like that, I lost consciousness momentarily and opened my eyes again, and what I saw in front of me was… The bloody and fainted figures of my colleagues and the figure of Estelle with a hole in her abdomen from my hand.

“Uh…? Huh…?”

“Brother… Are you awake now..? I slept in late…”

Estelle still talks to me with a smile, even though blood is pouring out of her mouth.

“My… What did I…?”

There were no enemies around. Dealing with Echidna, which was the main focus of the mental system, we did not suffer any damage, and everyone’s bodies were in good condition.

That means that I was the only one who created all this horror. It means that I, who was on the verge of being eaten by Shimma, drove everyone in the party to a dying state.

Especially Estelle’s wounds were serious.

“Could you please take my hand first…? I’m really going to die like this…”

As she said, I pulled out her hand and more blood began to flow through the hole. Still, once she used most of her remaining holy power, she somewhat healed her wounds.

Her tiredness She was about to collapse After picking up her Estelle, I brushed away all the debris from her floor with her feet and laid her down. And she couldn’t help but ask her towards her.

“Why… Why didn’t you kill me…? All of you could have died… Killing me would have been a far better choice…”

Even a 10-year-old knows which is more difficult, killing or subduing. If they did their best, they could have killed me without difficulty and I wouldn’t have been hurt this much.

If you look at everyone’s condition, they really lived on the edge. Even if I had been 10 seconds late, everyone here would have died.

“How do we kill oppa… When everyone died, no one wanted to live even by killing oppa… Oppa said it would have been the case if we had run out of control…”

I can’t refute it. Rudric, Ruina, Violetta, Estelle. I would have done my best to save any of them. It made sense that he didn’t kill me.

“And… How would I kill someone I love…?”

“You…”

A few days ago, she used all sorts of verbal abuse to deny her heart. I don’t like things like you, who will accept your feelings, I’m in a bad mood, so go away.

So she could let go of her feelings for me, she made me look like her real badass, she told her harsh words again and again to make it seem like she was unworthy of her love. .

And yet she says… She still loves me.

“Brother… Do you know that when you lie, the cheeks behind your ears turn red, the firearm you always had in your eye disappears, and your left index finger trembles…”

She knew about my habits that I didn’t know.

“Even though I knew it was a lie, it hurt my heart… Hearing those words from my brother made me feel as if a nail had been driven into my heart again and again… But then I thought that.”

“What do you think…?”

“How painful it must have been for my brother who had to say such a thing to me… What would be the reason for a person who was normally so kind, an oppa who had never said a harsh word to us to say so…”

Her eyes look right at me.

“My brother likes me too… Maybe there’s some reason why he can’t accept it..?”

She was already looking right through me.

Controlling her breathing, she opened her mouth with a look of determination.

“Yuwon Oppa. I’ll say it again. I love you more than anyone else in the world. I can’t live without you, and I can live with all the circumstances that oppa has.”

She stretches out her weak arm and grabs her by the collar and pulls her.

“If you don’t accept this confession, you’ll bite your tongue and die and become a virgin ghost, and then you’ll be bothered for the rest of your life. If you don’t want to commit the blasphemy of turning a saintess into a ghost, just get married.”

After she said that, she covered my lips with hers.

‘Yes… I can’t stand it anymore.’

I didn’t want to think more about the situation. I feel that there is no need to live any longer without expressing these feelings.

Her

After parting her lips for a moment, he declared to her.

“Okay. Let’s get married. Estelle.”

Before the startled Estelle could say anything, she covered her lips and started kissing her.

I can’t stand it anymore.

‘I love you. Estelle.’

More than anyone in this world.

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