62 – Why can’t I get over the wall?

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3 Days later.

At the time when the stars in the sky disappeared and the sun began to rise, I woke up from my dream with the sunlight leaking through the curtains.

“Is this a dream again…”

Since my wives tore apart the dimension and appeared in front of me, I’ve been dreaming about my previous life quite often. Would it feel like experiencing the things that happened to me vividly once again?

‘The damn thing is that the feelings were vivid in the dream, but as soon as you wake up, those feelings disappear as if they were washed.’

Perhaps it was because I went on a date with Estelle a few days ago, the dream I had today was a dream from when I was in Estelle’s world. Adventures with Rudric, Violetta, Estelle… And Ruina.

In addition, there were connections with various people who helped my life and our journey, such as Alexander, Silion, and Swain, and there were numerous incidents related to them.

I cried, laughed, and was happy because so many things happened… My head remembered that. Even though I don’t feel that happiness at all.

Still, there were evidence proving that I was alive there and that I did not live in vain. The savior of the world I have, the spacecraft, and Estelle who loves me.

Their existence became evidence proving the value of my short life. That’s why I can be proud and proud of myself. Because I know that I lived harder than anyone else.

Of course, there are people who have to carry the burden of the heart like Gogeolgae and Ruina. To do that, I must get my feelings back.

If you don’t feel any emotions towards them, you can’t say you’re carrying them. With that thought in mind, I took off my nightgown and entered the bathroom.

Today is Saturday, and since all students are allowed to go out, a group of people will come to my room after breakfast. I couldn’t show my ugly face, so I washed up and changed into suitable clothes.

Smart-

“I brought you breakfast.”

“Yes. Let’s go.”

Ms. Seol Ah-yeon, who always sets the time like a knife without a single minute error, has arrived. She checked her clothes to see if there was anything wrong with her and opened the door to greet her.

“Good morning, Mr. Ahn.”

“Yes. Good morning, Mr. Yuwon.”

It looks like an expressionless face, but after observing her face for 6 days, I know that expression is the expression you get when you’re in a good mood.

“Mr. Ayeon, do you work today and take a break tomorrow?”

“Yes. Each employee is different, but those who prepare breakfast for each dormitory student have free time on the weekends.”

I’ve never met anyone who didn’t like taking a break. Unless you’re someone who’s bored with taking too long of a break, how can you hate the weekend that comes from working every day?

“Oh. Soy sauce crab today?”

Anyway, he’s the one who takes care of my breakfast every day, so it’s a bit hard to just get a meal and break up with him, so we were having a little conversation every morning.

At that time, a story about food came out and I said that I liked soy sauce crab sauce, but it seems that I remembered that and did it. She took her prize and set it down in her dormitory.

“Yes. He said he liked it the other day, so I made it. I hope you like it.”

“I’ll eat well. Thank you very much.”

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I thanked her for her hard work. So, her expression brightened for a moment, and then she returned to her original expressionless expression.

“You said you were taking a break earlier. Then, do you have anything else to do today?”

“I’m going to see her brother.”

I think the reason why her expression looked better than usual was because it was the day she went to meet her sister.

“You seem to have a good relationship with your younger brother?”

“Yes. I think it’s because we lost our parents when we were young and we depended on each other in the orphanage.”

No, the timing of this person going out is unusual. We’ve grown somewhat closer over the past 6 days, but aren’t we close enough to bring up this kind of talk?

‘Kim Yu-won level.’

He was a similar person to the guy who abruptly brought out the story of his family and attacked Jin Baekryong. Once I heard those words, I couldn’t stay still, so I opened my mouth.

“I also lost my parents when I was young and lived in an orphanage.”

A little embarrassed appeared on her face when she heard my words. It seems that he never imagined that he would face a reverse goming-out.

“I was able to come to the academy like this because I was well educated by the director.”

“Director… Yes. I was also trained by the director…”

Her expression suddenly deteriorated when she heard the word director, but she quickly returned. It seemed to see her various expressions depending on the day. It doesn’t sound like a good story, so I thought I should stop here.

“This is how you officially got a job at Beatrice Academy. It’s not a position anyone can enter, right?”

“That’s right.”

Having regained her composure, she replied. I felt the need to end the conversation as the rice would cool off.

“Looks like you’ve been holding on to someone who’s on holiday for too long. Then see you next Monday.”

“Yes. I’ll see you then.”

She sent her to her seat and ate her breakfast. I felt great satisfaction after eating the soy sauce crab sauce and rubbing the rice on the shell.

‘I’m going to buy a present for Seol A-yeon.’

I wondered if he would like it if I bought even his brother’s. After putting the table outside, I tried to practice the Mukroe byeokryeok technique for a while before the party came.

I kept thinking that I had to become stronger, but I didn’t have a day to spend comfortably, from the freshman representative, from my previous life friend, from Seung-ah’s confession, to my date with Estelle.

On Thursday, I couldn’t wash my mouth after receiving the divine elixir, so I helped Jin Baek-ryong practice.

It wasn’t until today that my fatigue was relieved to some extent and I was able to afford to invest in training, even if it was a scrap of time. As I concentrated, I saw the world of images inside me.

A vast world of images made up of things I have accumulated. There were countless things in it, but there was no pillar to set the center right.

‘Because I’m not yet a Hwagyeong.’

Through the maniacal belief in the path he has built up, he can set up a pillar to be the center within himself, and through it, he can deal with the strong energy that captures his path in the form of starlight.

Unlike martial arts, even if a mana user hadn’t built up a lot of things to build a pillar, if he had faith in himself, he could get over the wall right away.

Instead, if Aura, the higher energy of a mana user, and Kangi, the higher energy of a warrior, collided, Kangi would win unconditionally in the case of a similar level.

Instead, mana users can also use magic or spells, so in the end, the stronger side wins when the two are together, but I liked martial arts better, probably because I’ve been learning martial arts all my life.

‘I’ve come too far to go another way now.’

But the problem is that I can’t set up a pillar right now. You will have the most experience on earth, the deepest depth of realization, and not enough faith in yourself.

Still, the reason I couldn’t erect the pillar was purely because of the status window.

‘Because it’s blocked by the wall of the level.’

Surely, the status window helped me a lot when I was lacking and helped me grow quickly. Needless to say, the uniqueness of the stats. Because it has become possible to easily transcend human physical capabilities.

It will take several times as long to have similar physical abilities without the status window. But the problem is that I was initialized while I had already grown to that height.

The overflowing power at that time is gone, and rather, the status window has become a fetter, preventing me from regaining my original state.

But this growth was possible thanks to the ‘5 lives’ created along with the status window, so I know I’m a real bad guy, but it was a bit frustrating.

‘But that’s not enough to ask me to go to the gate…’

There is no way it would be possible to say ‘I’m going to skip a bit because I have to level up at the gate’ to the group who are finally going out after attending classes for 5 days.

My wife who gave up everything for me, a friend who just gave me a masterpiece worth hundreds of billions of dollars as a gift, and a friend who accepted 4 years of penance and even confessed to help me.

No one deserves to be treated carelessly. At least, my disciple, Jin Baek-ryong, gave me an elixir of immeasurable value and did not receive help from his family this time.

‘Ah… Come to think of it, I have to sparr with Mr.

I didn’t get very deep help from the man, so it’s not necessary to do it every time, but it would be moral to do it at least once a month. My head hurts again

‘How can a person become so busy in just two weeks?’

Until my wives arrived, I was enjoying a comfortable life, lying around day by day, but even though I was busy, I became too busy. Is it the feeling that the gear wheel that has been stopped so far is rolling violently without warming up?

It’s not that I don’t like this kind of life, but I hope I can afford it a little bit.

‘And if you think like this, something else won’t happen..?’

I hope nothing happens on this outing.

Please.

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