30. I won’t give up yet

Isn’t that funny?

Living in the forest of the Demon Realm for 10 years as a Sherpa, attacking me with the abilities of the beasts living in that forest.

I’m not joking, I baked, boiled, steamed, dipped in alcohol, and even tried to grow Doppel Slime because it looked so cute.

Fire.

I burn the body of the one who has already lost consciousness and collapsed.

It was so small that it burned quickly, and no screams were heard.

“……”

I exhaled because I felt like I was in my Sherpa days for the first time in a while. The cold emotions are slowly sorted out and the body is relaxed.

First of all, they are called ‘dog fighting’ organizations.

I wonder if there is an organization like this somewhere that does the dirty work of high-ranking nobles.

Is it a rivalry with Sen’s group?

For now, the incident can be briefly summarized.

The first is the dog fighting test itself.

In order to test Kocadrick’s magic, which is difficult to handle, this kind of commotion was created and it succeeded.

Because I have confirmed that it works not only with the professors of the academy, which is reputed to be a prestigious university, but also with the dean.

I tried to come out naturally and become an absent person while erasing the memories and information about Ha-re, but things could not be handled neatly due to the variable we are.

Of course, in the end, they took the treasures of the previous kings.

The second is the Reyros family.

They commissioned a fighting dog to destroy me, the commoner who beat down the dean who insulted them and Phenyl, and intervened in this case.

This felt like a bonus, but Phenyl Reiros lost his life because of a foolish move.

“It’s a monster.”

As he was dying, he just repeated the word ‘monster’ to me.

I’ve been enjoying my academy life with fresh students lately, so I forgot about the old days.

In fact, I didn’t feel that I was very different from them, but a person who has lived for 10 years in a forest where people perceive it as hell cannot be normal.

“Keukcha.”

I slightly turn my gaze and look towards the academy, and I see the sun rising.

It was time to become a student again.

*

“……”

Because Phenyl Reyros was assassinated in the room, all lectures today were self-study.

The culprits are dog fights, but that’s not something I’m going to deal with, it’s Heini’s problem.

It was now that she was accused of killing the eldest son of the Reiros family while in custody.

‘I’ll take care of it.’

She tried to arrest and kill us without proper investigation. If so, you should know that you can fall into such a situation yourself.

I hope you are competent.

“……”

Rather than that, the eyes of the two girls who were glaring at me were so stinging that it was hard to bear.

It was said that it was self-study, but there was no professor watching over it, so the classroom was noisy.

Tana and Eve seemed to have something to say, but they didn’t.

“Hu, why are you doing that?”

In the end, when I opened my mouth first, the two of them asked at the same time as if they were waiting.

“Is stalking your sexual orientation?”

“Do you like Rin?”

Different questions, but a common topic anyway. I sighed and shook my head.

“Not both.”

After that, it seemed like he was asking for more explanation, so I hesitated for a moment before opening my mouth.

“I just did it because I thought it was necessary. So the dean also helped me. That’s why I can’t tell you any more.”

Actually, even the dean didn’t know the reason, but when he mentions the dean, they both think about it.

After that, I kept getting a bunch of annoying questions, and eventually my impressions seemed to have been downgraded from garbage to a bit odd taste.

‘More than that, you knew that Rin was being watched.’

Somehow, there was a little bit of exposure and it was taken beautifully.

“……”

Thinking about it again gives me a headache.

First of all, I thought I needed to organize things about her, so I moved on.

The chatter of students echoing in the empty hallway.

All the classrooms were self-studying, but as if it was natural, loud noises were ringing in the hallway.

I open the door of Class A and look around, but the guys who are busy chatting and playing with each other don’t even look at me.

“what?”

But two people who noticed me.

May and Lin.

Mei trudged along with candy in her mouth and hands in her pockets.

“Are you here to stalk again?”

“Go and listen to Tana and Eve. I have already explained everything there.”

When I said it with a hand gesture because it was annoying, Mei frowned as if she thought she was putting her on the back burner.

“Are you saying that to someone who has been fighting all day with their kids because of you?”

“……Yes, what should I do?”

It was annoying, but I said this because if Mei didn’t move on time this time, she would have been arrested.

“Uh, um. I’ll tell you later.”

“There is a time limit.”

“Ah, what!”

Ignoring Mei who is grumbling, she passes by. Mei’s followers stared at me from behind, as if restraining me, but he ignores me too.

It’s because they don’t know who the real power is yet.

“Can we talk for a second?”

Rin, who was looking at me with her cheeks inflated while talking with Mei, smiled softly and nodded her head.

The place Rin and I went to was the rooftop of the school.

I just wanted to talk in an empty classroom nearby, but Lin asked me to come here to talk.

cool wind blows

There have been several incidents that have not yet been resolved, but it was only now that I realized that they had stabilized immediately.

“Are you okay?”

This was both a question of Lynn and a question of myself. The pain in my chest had stopped at a stinging degree.

“yes I’m fine.”

As her best friend Ha-rei disappeared, she had an innocent expression on her face even though it must have been quite difficult mentally.

Of course, there are other friends, but there must be a wound in my heart.

What should I say

Rin urged me with a small smile as I was wiggling my hands.

“Didn’t you call because you had something to say?”

“right.”

Hueup and catch your breath.

Weirdly more nervous than fighting.

“I have someone else I like.”

“……What?”

The expression changes.

A voice that feels cold because it is not cold.

As the vitality in the eyes disappears, the pain in the chest turns into a throbbing pain, and eventually it feels like oppression.

‘Also.’

I tried to say it while thinking of the situation when Rin became strange, but the answer came out.

When her emotions run high, she gives off an aura similar to that of the master of the army. Compared to that time, it was weak, but it was clear.

‘If so.’

have to kill

She thought that if the extinction of mankind on the continent was determined by her feelings, she would have no choice but to kill her.

“……”

Rin takes a slow, deep breath, closes her eyes for a moment, then clenches her fists and looks at me.

“I want to ask you a question, but not me?”

“……yes.”

Emotions sway again.

But she was restrained. Clearly, he was quelling his evil spirits while controlling his emotions.

So she struggled to open her mouth.

“I mean, I’ve been feeling a little weird lately. I hate it when you’re with someone else. I feel bad and angry. Sometimes I even get bad thoughts.”

“……”

“I acted on that impulsive feeling that night and it hurt you.”

When Hayoon went to confess to Ares, Rin suddenly rushed at him. Remembering that time, Rin held my hand with a trembling hand.

“Sorry. I said that too, but I’m sorry. I know you like someone else I know you don’t like me.”

“……”

“By the way, can I ask one question?”

Now that she was completely a normal Rin, she was weeping.

So he begged me to ask.

“Do you hate me?”

slightly open lips.

There was no need to think about what to answer. The answer was already coming out without me knowing.

“I never hated you.”

I’ve always thought that the woman who stabbed my heart and destroyed humanity was awkward, burdensome, and that I should kill her, but I never hated it.

This was my honest answer.

Rin responded with a bright smile even in the midst of shedding tears.

“thank god.”

There were many misunderstandings.

I deliberately avoided her and cut the ties unilaterally.

In the meantime, she was broken, but she remained sane nonetheless.

“As a child, I really liked it.”

This is the last thing I can do for you.

Then she wiped away her tears and didn’t lose her smile.

“I also really liked you from when I was little until now.”

“……”

“And in the future.”

The girl who smiled and said slowly hugged me, and I naturally gave myself to her.

For a girl, this is a confession of unrequited love that has been going on for a long time.

But for me, this is a possibility.

If Rin could, like he just did, control something unknown inside of him, if he could.

With that in mind, I slowly hugged her too.

‘Still, I think it’s too early to give up on you.’

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