My Taoist Career

I should be happy for Master, but instead I feel sad for my feelings.

Master will not be lost, it is the best ending. Although I am not sure whether everyone in this world really has reincarnation, just like me and Dao Tongzi's past and present lives cannot be used as a universal basis to prove the existence of reincarnation

I don't know if there is any hell, heaven and wonderland, but I always believe that the souls of the world will always have a place to stay and a different level divided by the way of heaven, or sublimation, or complete destruction.

I know a lot about Master's life, and I think Master should be able to gain greater hope in the new journey

In this world, many people believe that good people don't live long, and evils last for thousands of years. Regarding this, ordinary practitioners of the righteous way sneer at it. Because if life is a long movie, if you only watch 10 minutes, can it be called the end?

In this world, I firmly believe that everyone is going through reincarnation, which is a real competition for the survival of the fittest. Whether it is Buddhism or Taoism, they never only look at this life, but stick to this life. Because of the deep entanglement of cause and effect, even gods It is also impossible to understand every trace of cause and effect.

You can't be sure whether the bad person's blessings in this life are consuming all the blessings of his previous life and this life, and then he will never recover.

You can't be sure whether the sufferings of a good man in this life are the trials given by God again and again to fulfill his sublimation?The ancients all understood this truth that heaven has given great responsibility to people, and they must first

I understand many, many truths about these truths. I should be happy for Master, but my trembling body shows that my sad emotions absolutely occupy the whole of my heart.

I finally tasted the saying that feelings are the greatest suffering in the world.

"Chengyi, don't be sad. Let's watch the sunrise with Master. Maybe this is something that will never happen again in this life. Although what I said was a little sad, do you still remember what I said to you back then? Thinking but not getting it , thinking but not being able to do it is suffering, but people with predestined relationship may be waiting for you at the next intersection, and will accompany you for a while. As long as the fate is not endless, people will not leave. grow up!" Master's words resounded in his ears, he put down a bag he was carrying, and took out a charcoal stove from it.

The warm fire was lit, and the heat gradually melted away. I don't know if it was because of Master's words or this small charcoal stove. The sadness in my heart finally melted a little. In fact, I also understand that people always I have to face the separation. What I care about is not the length of time, but every bit of warmth in getting along.

i already have a lot

Tonight, Master said a lot from when I was young, to when he was young, whether it is happy memories or suffering memories, after experiencing it, he can speak like this with some ridicule and experience. Peace of mind.

My tears gradually stopped, and a smile gradually appeared on my face, and I began to chat with Master. Under the warm firelight, time seemed to travel again and again. Master became him more than 20 years ago, and I became that young man again. Chen Chengyi

And the surrounding background seems to be blurred and a little bit transparent. It seems to take us through thousands of mountains and rivers and come back to the small bamboo forest building that haunts my dreams. I seem to smell the smell of bamboo leaves and hear the rustling of the bamboo forest. The gurgling water makes people feel peaceful.

"Master, I feel as if I have returned to the small bamboo forest." At this time, at the end of the sky, traces of extremely beautiful reds have begun to appear, which makes people fascinated. Unknowingly, Master and I have talked all night.

"Really? If the heart is there, the person will close his eyes there, and that is where the heart is, so it doesn't matter if the person is wandering." The master laughed, and his voice revealed infinite heartiness.

At this time, a round of red sun finally jumped out from the end of the mountain over there, with a shattered golden light, sprinkled to the whole earth and fell into the eyes of my master and me.

"It's another sunrise." The master stood up and the wind subsided, and the flames of the charcoal stove gradually faded until they disappeared, leaving only the curling smoke.

In the light smoke, I wanted to smile at Master, but at this moment, a voice full of guilt suddenly sounded from the depths of my soul: "Chen Chengyi, I'm sorry, I have been working hard to suppress it, and I want you and Master Stay a little longer, but I try my best."

Dao Tongzi, a bit of bitterness welled up in the corner of my mouth, and then I felt that my own will began to become blurred, as if another person occupied my brain, countless chaotic memories began to merge with me, and I became a little uncomfortable Sober and even some do not understand who I am?

The master's figure is still shrouded in light smoke, but it seems to be getting farther and farther away from me, but I always remember that he is Jiang Lichun, my master, and the biggest pillar in my heart.

"Chen Chengyi, when you completely integrate my memory, your own will will become weaker and weaker. You will think that you are me, handle things in my way, and see the world with my eyes. At that time, your will is also very sorry. In fact, between you and me, I can't tell whose will is better. I just resigned to fate. However, I also hope that you will not give up. I have heard what your master said, yes What’s right is right and what’s wrong is wrong.” Dao boy was communicating with me intermittently.

By the time of this outbreak, it is impossible for us to be like multiple personalities in such a strange way, two people living in one body, and still be able to talk like this. I am like what the Taoist boy said, we will sink completely, and then slowly melt away. Like a snowman in winter.

I don't give up but how do I not give up?I don't have an answer in my heart at this moment, but under the leadership of Dao boy, I raised my arms all of a sudden, thinking that grabbing Master is like grabbing the warmest support.

"Chengyi..." Master turned around all of a sudden, and saw me who half-raised my arms, but was frozen in place.

I can feel that Dao boy's eyes are full of guilt when he looks at Master, and sometimes, it's how much I want to call Master again, and his eyes are full of sadness

Master took a step forward and grabbed my hand. His hand was trembling at first but then became extremely firm. He just said a word to me: "Chengyi, I'll wait for you to come back and take care of me. Others I don't want it, as long as you are my apprentice! I believe you will come back, and it won't be too long."

"Master Jiang, I'm sorry," Dao Tongzi said full of guilt, but he didn't know that at this moment, my will suddenly soared to the sky and I held Master's hand tightly. Looking at Master, a tear fell from my cheek. Is a certain kind of belief not a burden?

I finally called out in a low voice: "Master, Master" But at the next moment, Dao Tongzi and I felt a certain kind of pain in the soul at the same time, it went straight to the bottom of my heart, directly hitting the soul. I chose to cover my head and start screaming heart-piercingly

Then, the world began to slowly turn dark and golden. Master's worried but calm face slowly disappeared. It was the last image I saw. Then, the severe pain made Dao Tongzi and I fall into a coma

Only vaguely, I heard Master say to me: "Come on, Chengyi, Master will carry you down the mountain."

Are you going downhill?Did he carry me down such a steep mountain?

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Time began to lose its concept In the infinite sinking, I am constantly looking for myself I don’t know my birth, I only know that I was worshiped by someone here after I was so hungry that I fell into a coma on a snowy night The Venerable Master saved him.

There is no place, maybe there is a real fairyland, but at least it is not here. I just know that this place may be closer to the way of heaven than many places, and it is full of opportunities. It is the blessing of many lives that people can come here.

However, what blessings do I have in my birth, I don’t know my parents, and I am also hungry. This is really a place that many people want to yearn for?After coming to the Venerable Master’s Taoist temple for so long, I still often think about this question. It’s not that I haven’t asked the Venerable Master, but he always asked me to find the answer by myself, but he just laughed and didn’t answer.

Only once, he told me that the end of the Tao is a fairyland, and when you reach the end, you can come out, do you understand?If the fairyland you want is absolute fairness, then you can see the fairness behind all injustices by devoting yourself to the avenue.

The Venerable Master’s words are always so profound and unfathomable, but at that time, such a seed of Tao was planted in my heart. I wanted to go to the end of that Tao and take a look. I wanted to see where it was. There is absolute fairness behind the injustice

Although, the experience of being hungry as a child planted such a deep shadow in the depths of my soul that I have an almost worshipful plot towards food, but I think I will get rid of it eventually.

"Since the Dao heart is firm, if you are not as good as Cheng Dao, then your Dao name should be called Cheng Dao."

Yes, my name is Chengdao, which is my Taoist name, and it is also the name of my nameless orphan from now on!

Chengdao?No, my name is Chen Chengyi! !

Suddenly there was a strong struggle in my heart. I seemed to have a lot of past events. It was very messy and my head hurt. I didn't want to think about it. I struggled and woke up all at once.

This is a simple earth hole and I'm lying on the ground, everything seems a little strange?where am iI can only think about this question. As for the question of who I am, I put it down for the time being!

"After being in a coma for three days, you finally woke up, Sect Leader?" A somewhat old and cold voice rang in my ears.

I turned my head and saw that it was an old man, the white robe on his body was already dirty and almost colorless. However, I am no stranger to him, I have seen him before.

I didn't rush to think about who he was, but subconsciously asked, "I've been in a coma for so long?"

"As far as the time is concerned, it will not be long and the situation will be long. With the issuance of the token of the Snow Mountain lineage, before the real big battle, the small collisions of all parties have already begun. Your time is running out."