My Taoist Career

The weather in the prairie began to change when it came to a certain season, not to mention that the snow-capped mountains were originally in no-man's land... The wind moved the clouds, and there was an inexplicable light in the darkness.

I thought it was going to snow, but it turned out to be icy raindrops falling on my face... It just became a rain curtain in an instant... mixed with broken ice foam... there is a kind of Indescribably cold.

Ruxue is looking at me directly in front of my eyes...the distance between us is only about 5 meters...but it seems to be separated farther than the sky...Because the distance of time cannot be measured, I am separated from her For a lifetime.

When I stood in front of her, I was not Chen Chengyi...and when she stood in front of me, she was no longer Wei Zhaoyu, she would never smile at me familiarly.

The answer is very cruel, I don't want to say it directly... The sudden freezing rain made the temperature drop a lot, I opened my mouth, and there was white gas, I said to her: "It's cold, go back."

She suddenly smiled miserably, and then said lightly: "I understand." Then, she turned around and left...

This smile, and the sadness and desolation behind it, caused my emotions to have huge waves... I knew it was Chen Chengyi's emotions, but I didn't know why I suppressed it like this.

After all, I couldn't help it, I looked at her back and asked, "What on earth are you going to do?"

I didn't answer directly, but Bingxue is as smart as Ruxue, if it's just an evasive word, she will know the result... Don't girls love to cry?Why just turn around and leave without shedding a single tear?

The longer I have been in this world, the more I want to know the emotions of people in this world, which seem to be much stronger than the world I am in...or not at all. How can I experience the emotions of others in a world where I have almost no emotions? emotion?

Facing my question, Ruxue stopped in her tracks, turned around and looked at me... That look seemed blurred, after all, it was the face she was most familiar with, no matter who I was, this body was always Chen Chengyi's. ..

"As soon as I entered the Dragon Tomb and abandoned the mortal world, I was originally just a tomb keeper... When there is no need to watch anymore, it is not a big deal to follow." Ruxue's tone was clear and light, but even I could hear it Understand the deep feeling behind the words.

That kind of life without love, that kind of despair that is as silent as ashes...

"Suicide has a lot of cause and effect..." I said subconsciously.

However, that Ruxue suddenly smiled, and she said to me: "In my life, except for half a year, I have never been together properly. If there was no half a year, it would be something worth regretting for the rest of my life... Are other things important? I am always watching from afar. Could it be that I am not in pain? After completing what should be done, there is finally a reason that makes me no longer think about it and let me get it over with. Totally bad, aren't you right?"

I stood silent in the rain, the rain curtain blurred the figure in front of me, but her eyes were so clear in the rain, her eyes fell on my face, but she didn't look into my eyes... full of something Unspeakable affection and nostalgia.

I understand what she means, people are not Chen Chengyi, naturally they don't have the same eyes, but the face is always Chen Chengyi's.

I can't say right or wrong, because at this moment, I found that the emotional pain has reached a deep level, and it is normal to not be able to cry... The seemingly calm Ruxue just made a decision with a dead heart. There is no need to express... Pain that is silent is the most painful, because it is beyond words.

As for why I suddenly understood these things...it was just at this time, I remembered the duel in that life, Wei Zhaoyu's eyes...when we all made big moves, her eyes suddenly stopped...then A kind of decision!

No matter how many times she has been reincarnated, she has never changed... That kind of fiery rejection of feelings is engraved in her soul after all.

When I was in a daze, Ruxue had drifted away... I felt a mixture of hot and cold on my face, the cold was rain, and the hot was tears... How could I cry like this?At that moment, I was in a trance, and I murmured in a low voice: "Ru Xue, how could I give up on you? The answer to my life with you is still written by myself."

I know that the will of Chen Chengyi, who has been forbearance just now, has appeared again...but I don't understand why he has to express it like this until now?And Ruxue, who was drifting away, couldn't hear her at all.

Is it because the love is so deep that you don't know it, and you can't even express it freely to the other party?

Looking up, there is heavy rain, which seems to indicate that winter on the plateau is a cruel season...it's coming...it's so early.

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At the meeting that day, Chen Chengyi's master found a reason to call everyone away...so there was no time to talk about it before the big battle.

Naturally, I avoided it, and the more I said, the more mistakes I made...Why make everyone sad?

As usual, Elder Qiu still comes to my side every day to take care of food and daily life, or to report some things... let me know that in the seemingly peaceful cultivation of one mind in the snow mountain range, it is actually an undercurrent of turbulent struggle ...

Now, because of the third iron rule, there is no such big and small collisions from the outside world... What is fighting is the power of the two sides' fate and divination.

The undercurrent comes from this... Just like the fate of a cultivator is originally unpredictable, but it is not necessarily impossible to predict the high-level actions of the second branch of fate...Once one is targeted like this, there will be endless troubles... .The simplest thing is, the whereabouts will be predicted...

Therefore, just like in history, when a big battle in the circle of cultivators comes, it is definitely the second line of life divination who will strike first, and they may not participate in the direct battlefield...but they are definitely the ones who started the secret battle, covering up with calculations...

"It's been a month and a half. Isn't the predicted war about a month?" I didn't walk out of the cultivation cave, but silently counted the days in my heart. After today's medicated diet was over, I couldn't help but ask.

"Yeah, it's been a month and a half...Actually, Yang Sheng is not an ordinary person. If he wants to procrastinate, there are many ways... What you see is the secret battle between the two veins of life and divination. Actually, various actions in the outside world There are also many, but the two sides are very restrained. When encountering a confrontation, they usually disperse separately...We can only wait until Yang Sheng can't drag it any longer." Picking it up while talking to me.

"Why didn't you tell me these things?" I asked.

"Because the old master said that you can cultivate with peace of mind, don't worry about these small things... just because you are the biggest secret." Elder Qiu stopped his hands and told me this.

"Why can't Yang Sheng procrastinate?" I didn't ask why I was the biggest secret... I just wondered why Yang Sheng could not procrastinate.

"The information says so, but no one knows the specific reason." Elder Qiu sighed softly... Everyone understands that perhaps death is not terrible, what is terrible is the process of waiting for death.

I was silent... This is the end of the short conversation... During the days of cultivation, apart from perhaps having a few conversations with Elder Qiu, I almost forgot that I could speak... In the cave even I can't feel the change of the cold and warm seasons, and there is a sense of solidification of time.

Originally, I didn’t feel lonely when I practiced... It’s just that I don’t get used to it, because these days, Chen Chengyi’s will has never appeared again... I had expected that his will would be completely suppressed, Then it dissipated... It seems to be the case now, but I'm the one who doesn't get used to it...

After all, compared to my few memories, his memories are too many...Those memories blended into it, which makes me sometimes wonder, am I Dao boy or Chen Chengyi?

The remaining difference is just the difference in the thoughts of the two people. This cannot be changed, because this is determined by the will... However, did he really just disappear like this?

I can't investigate... Even his silly tiger fell into a deep sleep... The last devouring seems to have not been digested, and it didn't respond to my occasional calls to investigate the situation.

Sighing subconsciously, I took an ancient booklet from the bookshelf... In any case, as long as the war doesn't start, this cultivation will continue.

In a blink of an eye, it's another ten days... It's almost two months... I just see Elder Qiu every day. After the meeting, the old master hardly comes here... I heard that he is busy arranging for a big battle. ..But what I didn't expect was that the old master came when it was still early today.

I glanced at the timekeeping hourglass in the cave... If it is calculated according to the current time, it is only 5 o'clock in the morning. What is the old master doing here at this time?

But the next moment, I knew it in my heart... I stood up, shook the robe on my body, and asked: "But it's finally going to start?"

The old master didn't answer me, but said to me: "Change your clothes, after all, you are the master of my Xueshan lineage... This robe is a bit dirty when you go out..."

Finally, is Yang Sheng unable to drag on?