My Taoist Career

Why do you say she is crazy?The insider who sent her back by the theater troupe revealed something to a few people in the village, and gradually the story spread throughout the villages.

Just because Li Fengxian became obsessed with acting, she fell in love with the freshman who sang with her, that is, Sima Xiangru in "Feng Qiu Huang".

But Sima Xiangru is a girl!

Although, the girl was quite heroic in private, her brows were full of heroism, and she had a handsome appearance unique to men, but she was still a girl.

But this can't stop Li Fengxian's infatuation, she is infatuated with the girl named Yu Xiaohong.Speaking of it, I don't know whether it was Li Fengxian's infatuation that moved Yu Xiaohong, or that Yu Xiaohong also became obsessed because of the drama. In short, she accepted Li Fengxian's infatuation, and the two fell in love.

It was a period of lingering years, the two ate and lived together, sang on the same stage, Li Fengxian was the most virtuous wife, and Yu Xiaohong was the husband who loved his wife.

Two people can't tell the difference between reality and acting. Drama is like life, and life is like drama.

Li Fengxian thought that she and Yu Xiaohong would go on like this after all in this life, and they would live together forever.

But what era was that?The theater troupe is not a paradise, and it cannot give you shelter for the rest of your life. Not to mention that the story of the two of them was rumored in the theater troupe, and they were suppressed by the troupe boss. There was a lot of rumors, after all, the two were already quite famous actors at that time.

If the rumors from the outside world can be tolerated, what Li Fengxian cannot tolerate is that Yu Xiaohong's family members joined the theater troupe, began to criticize the "scandal" of the two of them, and forced Yu Xiaohong to marry.

In fact, talking about it is still a superficial matter. The point is that a "noble man" has taken a fancy to Yu Xiaohong and wants her to be a concubine. He is said to be a big bureaucrat!

And what that man loves the most is that kind of heroic woman.

Of course, the Yu family couldn't refuse that generous offer. Isn't this coming to ask for someone?

Yu Xiaohong was determined at the beginning, she wanted to stay with Li Fengxian, but how could this bleak, cold and rainy world shelter a love that was not blessed by the world?

Even the theater troupe owner who sympathizes with the two of them, as well as some actors, are powerless and helpless. Those who like Yu Xiaohong are big bureaucrats. How can a small theater troupe compete with others?Besides, they can't get married by a clear medium, and they can't have a life-and-death marriage. Is there any reason to stand?

The pressure was increasing, and finally Yu Xiaohong's second brother came to her door crying and begging, and everything changed.

Yu Xiaohong almost grew up on the back of her second brother when she was a child. There were so many brothers and sisters in the family that her parents couldn't take care of her.

It is certain that the big bureaucrats will exert pressure. Yu Xiaohong's marriage or not will determine whether Yu's family is heaven or hell.

Is there a law of both ends in the world, which is worthy of Tathagata and worthy of Qing?

Does anyone know if there is a dual-harmony law in the world?But Yu Xiaohong and Li Fengxian didn't have it.

Yu Xiaohong decided to get married, Li Fengxian hanged himself that day, and was rescued by the troupe boss and Yu Xiaohong.

The two of them couldn't help crying again, but they couldn't say any more about the vows they made. It would only make people more heartbroken. Thanks to Xiaohong's good words and persuasion, Li Fengxian seemed to be better, at least there was a smile on his pale face, and the two People are more affectionate, cherish more, and live the few remaining days together more sadly.

This is really not old, the love is endless, the heart is like twin threads, and there are thousands of knots in it.

How could Li Fengxian be able to unravel this kind of affection, these years, these thousands of knots?

Yu Xiaohong finally got married, and the two parted.

On this day, Li Fengxian was very calm, painted the red picture peacefully, and put on the most beautiful clothes. Even if she was a young girl, her beauty still made people sigh.

"Her happy life, how can I give it away in a beautiful way?" These words seemed to be out of her mind.

The wedding on that day was extremely lively. There were crowds of people on the street to watch the big family pick up the bride. After the big bureaucrat got his wish, he was so generous that he even made people throw candy along the street, creating an extraordinary celebration.

Li Fengxian appeared in front of the wedding procession, so the person sitting in the red sedan chair must be the person she loves the most in this life.

"How can I live and die differently? Yu Xiaohong, I, Li Fengxian, would like to live and die with you. You can take this life. I don't want to betray you in this life, but I don't even want you to betray me. "Speaking, Li Fengxian took out a pair of scissors, and was about to stab his heart, but was taken away by the soldiers on both sides. It was the family protection team of the big bureaucrat.

The wedding ceremony continued, the suona sound of joy drowned out Li Fengxian's sadness, there was no movement in the sedan chair, and no one knew what Yu Xiaohong was thinking at this moment.

Li Fengxian was imprisoned for two days and sent back to the troupe. In the troupe, she became quiet, too quiet, not eating, drinking or even sleeping. How could she still have the charm of a famous actress?

There is never a shortage of idiotic men and women in this world, and there are also people in the world who are obsessed with love, get into dead ends, and people with horny horns, such as Li Fengxian!

How dare the troupe boss keep her?Even though there were thousands of sympathies in his heart, there was nothing he could do about it. It might be better to send him back to his family, so Li Fengxian was sent back to his hometown.

Before leaving, she just said a word quietly: "The desolate farewell is the same as the two, and the most unbearable resentment is Yue Mingzhong."

Everything in this troupe has been annihilated, and all that is left are some lingering poems that she inevitably comes into contact with as a female role, just like the lament for her and Yu Xiaohong!

The Li Fengxian who was sent back was not much better, he was getting haggard day by day, the middle-aged drunkard Li felt sorry for his daughter in his later years, the reason why Li Fengxian was able to live until now was because he knelt down and begged his daughter to eat.

But at this time, rumors spread in the village, and how many marriage proposals Li Fengxian rejected back then, many people still held grudges in their hearts. Squeeze in.

Li Fengxian's stepmother couldn't bear it at first, and started throwing tables and bowls at home, and then her two younger brothers who worked in the town heard the rumors and had various complaints, and finally, one day, after the unbearable pressure broke out , Li Fengxian's stepmother threw those vicious rumors at Li Fengxian.

Human words are terrifying, and human words can often kill people invisible, just because people in this world can't see through them, and they can't let them go. How many people can talk and laugh freely in front of human words, and treat them as nothing?

Li Fengxian can't, she is too fragile, living in the unreal world of the theater troupe, her ability to bear is worse than that of ordinary people.

On that day when it was raining heavily, she ran out of the house barefoot to the largest sun-drying dam in the country!

Li Fengxian ran there and died there. That day she was crazy, crying and laughing in the rain, and even sang opera. The mournful gesture made the villagers in the village feel guilty.

In fact, people's words are not spread by vicious people. These ordinary folks don't understand how much harm sometimes an unintentional remark can do to others. Maybe they are not vicious, but they just say it out of greed, but who can I know, will your happiness today become a knife that will stab someone else's heart tomorrow?

There is one great good in this world, which is self-denial, not only self-denial of body and nature, but also self-discipline. Cultivators suffer, and suffering lies in the word "restraint". It is even more difficult to achieve natural state of mind and restraint in behavior.

Therefore, it is hard to find the true fruit, and I only want to be worthy of my heart for the rest of my life.

The rain was falling, and there were more and more guilt-ridden villagers watching. For some reason, everyone didn't dare to stop the crazy Li Fengxian, because although she was crazy at this time, she felt so awe-inspiring and inviolable.

"Fengxian, Fengxian..." Li Yuan, the drunkard, ran over.

Li Fengxian looked back at the drunk Li who was running in the rain, a tear fell, or the rain slid across his cheek.

"What's wrong with me? I ask you what's wrong with me? I don't steal or rob, I don't prostitution or greed, I am filial, and I also remember kindness. Let me ask you, what's wrong with me falling in love with a woman? It's worth everyone Swearing at each other?" Li Fengxian pointed to the surrounding villagers and asked one by one, but no one answered, and everyone had a look of guilt on their faces.

"Why? Why did you separate us? What's wrong?" Li Fengxian cried with his back to the sky, and asked loudly.

At this time, someone in the crowd yelled badly and rushed over. How could there be time?I saw Li Fengxian stabbed a pair of sharpened scissors into his heart, and then collapsed.

"Fengxian, Fengxian..." The drunk Li pushed aside the crowd, hugged his daughter's body and raised his head to the sky, wailing. The rain might not stop for a while.

"I was only in my teens at the time. I saw it with my own eyes. That Li Fengxian shed a lot of blood, a lot of blood! It was dyed red. People in the village said she wanted to die, otherwise what would happen to the scissors Can it be polished so brightly? And how hard and ruthless do you want to be to stab your own chest with a pair of scissors." The old woman said with a sigh, very sighing.

I was fascinated by what I heard, and besides sighing, I also felt a little desolate in my heart. I turned my head to look at my cheap master, and immediately couldn't help but want to laugh, he was actually full of tears.