There is a kind of person who lives with love and dies for love. When he thinks of love, he thinks of madness. Maybe Bai Shanyuan really loved Bai Jianhe back then, so she couldn't accept it after the truth was exposed and became mentally disturbed. Read Wenying's The matter may be just an introduction, but fundamentally speaking, Bai Shanyuan's going crazy is an emotional betrayal.

Looking at Bai Shanyuan who kept vomiting blood, Bai Hao felt more and more powerless in his heart. If the original Bai Hao was still alive, seeing his mother like this, he would feel really sad.

"Is this man really worthy of you?" Bai Chuan sighed, "Let you even risk your own life?"

Just to verify whether that man really loves her, this method is too cruel, almost betting on his own life.

"Love this kind of thing, there is no right or wrong. Some people are poisonous at first glance. They can't quit or forget it. Even if her life is used as medicine to heal the wounds in their hearts, what can they do? .” Gu Jiusheng lowered his head in thought.

This sentence almost empathizes with her. Bai Yu was stunned. She understood the meaning of Gu Jiusheng's words. If it wasn't for forgetting, he wouldn't go through the pain of soul-cracking and constantly looking for her. It was also because he couldn't forget that he left Too many things, to the point where it is today.

Perhaps in Bai Shanyuan's heart, there is no question of whether it is worthwhile or not. For her, this matter is a lifetime pursuit.

The person on the bed slowly opened his eyes, the servant happily threw the veil into the water, and hurried over, "Ma'am, are you awake?"

Aunt Fu became more and more happy. She was more and more frightened when she saw the situation just now, for fear that the madam would go there by accident. She stole this unfeeling Gu from Bai Chu's room. If it was because of this unfeeling Gu Because of this, Bai Shanyuan passed away.

She was really ashamed to see Bai Huan.

"You woke up, you scared us to death just now." Aunt Fu gently lifted him up and leaned against the head of the bed.

Bai Shanyuan's head was in a daze, she looked up quietly at the clock on the wall, and reached out to touch her forehead, "What time is it?"

"It's already four o'clock, and it's almost dawn." Aunt Fu said.

The wife was helped back, and Bai Chuan anxiously checked the pulse, grabbed medicine and administered needles to stop the bleeding. It was almost dawn in a while, and the most rare thing was that Mr. Gu also stayed with him, and kept guarding Bai Chuan quietly, without going to rest.

"You go out first, I will accompany mother." Bai Chuan raised his hand and pushed Gu Jiusheng out.

The man raised his eyebrows when he saw her action, but obediently walked towards the door, "Drink the porridge, I'll come and find you later."

Bai Yu raised the watch on his wrist to the front of him, and pointed his index finger at the position where the hour hand was pointing, "Mr. Gu, please check what time it is. You should be sleeping on the bed now, not guarding me."

He is a patient, and he has been tossing and tossing all night, and he still doesn't want to go to rest. If something really goes wrong, she will be the one who will take care of him later.

Gu Jiusheng grabbed her wrist and kissed her, "I'll wait for you in your room first, it can't be too late, what's the matter wait until tomorrow morning."

"knew."

It wasn't until the man reluctantly closed the door that Bai Yu turned around. Aunt Fu quietly fed Bai Shanyuan with water. The woman drank water very slowly, and now her mouth still smelled of blood.

"Jiu Sheng cares about you very much, and cares about everything." Bai Shanyuan glanced at Bai Yun, with a faint smile on her lips.

Bai Yu walked over to hold the porridge bowl. The man made such a movement just now, and now the porridge started to become warm, just the right temperature.

"You can eat something." Bai Chuan handed her the bowl.

Bai Shanyuan shook her head, "I really don't have much appetite, you can eat what Jiusheng prepared for you, don't worry about me."

Bai Yu sat quietly opposite her, and began to drink porridge with gentle movements. Aunt Fu tucked Bai Shanyuan's quilt and stood quietly beside the two of them. Regarding the matter of unfeeling Gu, the girl may have some doubts in her heart now. angry.

"You, is there anything you don't want to ask me?" Bai Shanyuan looked at her and said.

Bai Yu bit the spoon for a moment. Maybe she was a little anxious just now and wanted to ask everything, but now she doesn't care about anything. Gu Jiusheng is right. For many people, life is not the most important thing.

She is a bystander in the relationship between Bai Jianhe and Bai Shanyuan, and she is not qualified to judge Bai Shanyuan's choice. After all, she has never experienced the heart-piercing pain of Bai Shanyuan, and she is still not qualified to criticize her choice.

"This is your choice. What I want to say may not be what you like to hear." Bai Yu paused.

"You child, everything is good, but you will never show your concern, so it will not be very good to get along with Jiu Sheng in the future." Bai Shanyuan lowered her head and chuckled, and opened her mouth after a while, "Husband and wife should be honest Look forward to it."

There are too many secrets, which is why she and Bai Jianhe were not able to continue, or rather, there was no love.

"The function of Heartless Gu is clearly recorded in my book. Before you eat it, you must have read it. There is no antidote for this Gu worm. Between you and him, only one can live." Bai Bai He spoke slowly.

In any case, she will go to Bai Jianhe's heart and soul to save Bai Shanyuan, but whether Bai Jianhe really loves Bai Shanyuan determines whether this medicine can save Bai Shanyuan. My love, Bai Jianhe, will surely die.

"I know, and it is precisely because I know this that I ate it." Bai Shanyuan took out a string of Buddhist beads from under the pillow.

She knew the string of bright yellow tassels, and they were obtained by Bai Shanyuan in a temple near Haicheng some time ago. The abbot also said that they were things that could exorcise evil spirits, and they made her sincere and spiritual.

But the things of this Buddhist school, don't they all pay attention to the purity of the six sense organs, and guide people to be good.

"He'er, do you know when I first saw him?" Bai Shanyuan's eyes moved slightly, as if thinking of the past.

Bai Yu didn't speak, but listened quietly, which is what Bai Shanyuan needs most now.

"The first time I met him was when I was eighteen years old. At that time, I was sponsored by Mr. Bai to go to Haicheng for the third year of high school. It was also the day when I got the notification letter from Haicheng University."

Bai Shanyuan only met the uncle Bai who sponsored her, that is, the day he brought her out of the small village and sent her to the best high school in Haicheng, Bai Yuanpei never saw her again, every time he gave her Uncle Gan was the one who delivered the things, and her living expenses were charged to her card on time.

After three years like this, Bai Shanyuan was brought out from a small village, and she achieved outstanding results in the college entrance examination, and was successfully admitted to Haicheng University. On the day of her final graduation, she made a request to Uncle Gan , I just hope that I can take the notice to thank Bai Yuanpei in person.

Bai Yuanpei also agreed. In that autumn, all the red maple leaves in Haicheng were particularly beautiful. She was well dressed and was taken to Bai's house by Uncle Gan. The weather was fine that day, with no clouds in the sky and blue sky.

Bai Shanyuan entered the Bai family through the carved iron gate. When passing through the central courtyard, she met Bai Jianhe under the maple tree. At that time, he had bright eyes, red lips and white teeth. He was dressed in a straight suit and had an extremely handsome face. There was a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth. When he saw her, the man nodded politely. Behind him, the red leaves of the maple tree fell one after another, and the breeze blew by, dyeing half of it red.

Later, Bai Shanyuan thought about it, maybe it was just that one glance that she fell completely, and some feelings just came so turbulently, like an unstoppable tide.

But the servant of the Bai family also told her that Bai Jianhe was outside and already had a girlfriend, but at the beginning his wife refused to agree, so they broke up, but the young master still thought about the girlfriend who had been kicked out by his wife, So I have always rejected the blind dates of those rich families.

"If I could hear the voice of the servant, maybe I wouldn't be like this today." Bai Shanyuan lifted the quilt and got up to the window, looking at the cool moonlight outside the window.

"Later, in order to get everything from the Bai family, he pretended to approach you, and finally married you successfully, and got everything he wanted, right?"

This story is exactly the same as what Uncle Gan told her back then, but from Bai Shanyuan's point of view, it can be heard that there are some different feelings in it.

"Yeah, he started pursuing me when I was in my junior year. I did have a boyfriend at that time. We were childhood sweethearts, but I really didn't have a deep affection for him."

In Bai Shanyuan's eyes, in fact, she has always remembered the elegant young man she met under the maple tree. During that time, she and her ex-boyfriend broke up because of some trivial matters. into Bai Shanyuan's heart.

During that time they got along very well, it was really like the relationship between ordinary boyfriend and girlfriend.

"I still remember him always reheating my tea when it was cold in my hand, remembering my taste, knowing that I like sweet and not spicy, knowing my preferences, knowing where I like to go when I am alone , where can I find me when I am sad, even at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, guarding with me in my mother's cemetery, as long as I want, he can do it, so caring, so warm" the corner of Bai Shanyuan's mouth The smile grew bigger and bigger.

It seems to recall the lives of the two people in the past, no matter whether he exists with a purpose or not, Bai Jianhe at that time did occupy a very important position in Bai Shanyuan's life, so she will always remember it, and will not forget.

"His kindness to you is indeed purposeful. Maybe you don't remember clearly how he drove you out on that rainy day." Bai Yu reminded.

The lost beauty is certainly happiness, but the real problem is the most serious. If Bai Jianhe really loves, how could he drive her out of the house on such a heavy rainy day after his beloved woman went crazy.

"I remember." Bai Shanyuan said.

Bai Chu looked at her, the woman who was caught in the memory seemed to be in pain.

"I want to know, in his heart, is I really just a bargaining chip for him to fight for the family property, and he really never loved me?"

She just wanted to know whether the pain she saw in Bai Jianhe's eyes when she looked up in the heavy rain that day was because she was dazzled and didn't exist at all, or if he really had feelings for her.

"I will not forgive him for hurting me. Whether he loves me or not, he must die with me." Bai Shanyuan's last sentence was extremely serious.

Like a desperate decision, she just wanted to know if that man really loved her, and all she wanted was the answer.

As for Bai Jianhe, no matter what, he has to pay the price for what he has done, he has to pay the price for Bai Yuanpei, this is already Bai Shanyuan, the last kindness.

"Pfft!!" Bai Shanyuan spat out a mouthful of blood on the ground, and the color of the spit out blood was particularly strong, not like the color of ordinary blood.

"Mom." Bai Chuan threw away the things in his hands and went to support her.

The sky was already faintly reddened, it seemed that the sun was about to rise, Bai Shanyuan's mouth was slightly hooked, with a smile on her face.

"Son, I actually know you're not my daughter, right?" Bai Shanyuan looked at the caring Bai Chuan in front of her and said.

"My daughter, Bai Chu, actually died a long time ago, right?" She reconfirmed her general opening.

Mother and daughter are connected, even after so many years of separation, she is unconscious, but she can still vaguely know something. The child in front of her has the same birthmark as her daughter, and has taken care of her for more than ten years. Not her daughter.

Bai Yu, the same name, and even the same face, but she is not her daughter.

Bai Chu held her hand tightly, nodded quietly, "En."

This is an admission that she is not Bai Shanyuan's daughter. Her poor daughter died the year Bai Jianhe kicked her out. She was only six years old when she died. What a pity.

"Hehe." Bai Shanyuan tightly pinched the thing in her hand, with sharp eyes, she could tell that it was a longevity lock.

"She died. She died at a young age. I couldn't watch her grow up with my own eyes." Bai Shanyuan smiled so fragilely.

For a mother, she was a failure. After bringing that fragile little life into this world, she did not fulfill her responsibility as a mother. If she had been stronger and braver back then, maybe everything would not be what it is today. situation.

That poor child will be able to survive, see the world, and wait to see those who have harmed her and get retribution.

"But I am Bai Chuan, and I am also your daughter." Bai Chuan replied seriously.

Since she came to this world and was reborn by gathering spiritual power from Bai Chuan's body at the beginning, it was the fate between them. She should also take good care of her mother for Bai Chuan, and take a good look at this world for her. how.

Bai Yu supported Bai Shanyuan to sit on the sofa, squatted down in front of her, and held her clenched fingers, "Don't feel guilty, she is fine now."

That look back then was a kind of relief for a six-year-old child. She has seen how crazy Bai Shanyuan was when she went crazy over the years, and she has also heard all night that patients in mental hospitals are as careful as ghosts when they get sick. General cry.

Those are too cruel for a child.

"I always think, if I had been braver back then, maybe she wouldn't have died. I'm not a good mother and I don't deserve to be her mother."

"You lost consciousness back then, not only because of those stimuli, but also because of Nian Wenying. She is very capable, and the evil spirits' tricks are usually very thorough. It's not your fault." Bai Yu comforted. .

Nian Wenying was able to use spells to lock half of Bai Shanyuan's consciousness, which led to the complete collapse of Bai Shanyuan's emotions in the end. Speaking of all of this, the evil grievances are far from Bai Shanyuan's body.

"Don't you want to ask, what's the matter with me?" Bai Chu asked hesitantly.

Until now, Bai Shanyuan hadn't asked her a single question, especially after seeing Gu Jiusheng's ability to get rid of the ghost-like evil spirit so easily.

Could it be that Bai Shanyuan also thinks that they are not good people?

"In this world, everything has its own law of growth. You can't classify others as different just because you can't accept it. You and Jiusheng are kind children. There are always some things in this world that are unacceptable. "Bai Shanyuan held Bai Chu's hand and raised it to touch her face, "You are my daughter."

Being able to persist in taking care of her who has gone crazy for so many years under such circumstances, Bai Shanyuan knows that no matter whether the white man in front of her is a god or a ghost, she is her daughter.

"Live for her, she hasn't yet, you have seen the world well, and you too." Bai Shanyuan stuffed the longevity lock in her hand into Bai Chuan's palm.

Bai Yuanpei hit the longevity lock for Bai Chuan back then. At that time, the old man put all his heart and eyes on the child, but in the end, no one was able to save that young life.

Bai Chuan lowered her head. Xiaobai had been anxiously looking for a host since she gathered her Yuan Ling back then, and just happened to meet Bai Chuan who had lost consciousness and passed away, so she put her Yuan Ling on Bai Chuan's body.

This girl's name is the same as hers, but her experience is completely different. The child who died at the age of six is ​​really sad.

"You are a kind child, regardless of gods and ghosts, I am willing to believe in your essence." Bai Shanyuan said while holding her hand.

"Thank you." Bai Chu said sincerely.

"It should be me thanking you." Bai Shanyuan stroked the broken hair on her temples.

I thank you for being able to take care of me like that until now, and I am also thanking you for not doing anything for you, but willing to call me mother, and really treat me, the woman who tortured your childhood, as your mother.

Whether it's gratitude or something else, Bai Shanyuan is really grateful for this child who came from another world.

"If I can't survive in the end, you promise me that you will bury me with your grandfather. I didn't fulfill my filial piety when I was alive, but I also want to be by his side after death." Bai Shanyuan couldn't stop her mouth began to bleed out.

Bai Yu checked her situation urgently, and said comfortingly, "No, I will definitely not let you die."

Even if Bai Jianhe doesn't love her in the end, Bai Chuan still has a way to expel the mother Gu, and she can do it with her spiritual power.

"Aunt Fu, look at mom, I'm going out to get medicine now." Bai Jianhe ordered.

"Hey..." Aunt Fu hurried over to take care of Bai Shanyuan who was twitching constantly.

After Bai Yu came out of the room, he quietly went to his own room. As expected, just as he pushed the door open, he saw a man sitting quietly reading a book. There was already a radiant glow behind him.

It was dawn, after a whole night of darkness, it was dawn.

Gu Jiusheng raised his eyes, and before he could see clearly that he had already seen Bai Chuan rushing towards him, he instinctively reached out to catch the girl, hugged her and sat on his lap, patted her back with his palm, the girl's legs were slender, Sitting across his waist, with his chin resting on his shoulder at this moment, it was very quiet.

"What's wrong?" He kissed her ear softly.

Bai Yu rubbed his shoulder and replied softly, "I feel uncomfortable."

She has never loved Bai Shanyuan so much as she does now. She had a rough life experience. Her biological father passed away without being able to recognize her. Ya, but up to now, she still can't forget the man who hurt her the most.

The most emotional people are often the most hurt.

"This is her own choice, and we can't control it. We respect her wishes." Gu Jiusheng coaxed softly.

Bai Yu rubbed his face, wrapped his arms around his neck without saying a word, Gu Jiusheng knew that she was sad now, picked him up and walked around the room in this posture.

He didn't speak. When she was angry in the past, she just coaxed her like this. Bai Jue has always been a child at heart, and she will be happy after a while, but now she is sad, angry and distressed.

If Bai Shanyuan had never been in love, she would not be so sad. The first person to say love has already lost.

"My dear baby, everyone's lifestyle is different. Some people think that the meaning of their existence is to get psychological comfort, while some people think that a down-to-earth existence is good. For a mother, if she gets If she doesn't get that answer, she's still a walking dead, do you understand?" Gu Jiusheng hugged her and walked around the room, with one arm around her waist and the other supporting her hip, walking cautiously.

"Hmm," her muffled voice came from his arms.

"Then you will understand that it is best to respect her decision."

Gu Jiusheng was never worried that Bai Shanyuan would die. With Bai Chuan here, even if Bai Jianhe didn't love Bai Shanyuan, he couldn't save Bai Shanyuan with the effort he got, and Bai Chuan would definitely not let her die.

It's just that in the end, how the living should be independent, and how the white man should be, this is what worries him the most.

"Gu Jiusheng" Bai Chu called out.

"Um?"

Bai Yu raised his head from his shoulder, looked straight at the man, and his eyes were extraordinarily serious, "Come with me to see Bai Jianhe."

The man breathed a sigh of relief, and lifted up the person in his arms, "Okay."

"But I don't want to see him right now." Following her, she lowered her head and continued to bury her head in his arms.

"Okay, we won't see him now."

He continued to walk around the room with the girl in his arms, every step was very steady, the person in his arms stuck his cheeks tightly to his arms, without saying a word, until the morning sun outside the window completely rose, When the sun rises, it's over.

Bai Jianhe and Nian Wenying were locked in the basement of Bai's old house, and Uncle Gan personally guarded them. All night, Uncle Gan looked at the woman in the house who was once loved by the master, with mixed feelings in his heart.

He never thought that a woman could be so ruthless. At the beginning, Bai Yuanpei was responsive to Nian Wenying's requests, but he didn't expect that these things would only fuel her greed, and the Bai family was ruined.

"Nian Wenying, until now I can't figure out why you were able to hit such a heavy hand." Uncle Gan said through the glass on the door.

But she couldn't wait for the response from the people inside, Nian Wenying was sitting quietly on the ground with her head full of white hair, with her back to the door.

Uncle Gan raised his head and saw the two people walking towards the end of the corridor. Gu Jiusheng held Bai Chuan's hand and interlocked his fingers tightly. The tall figure of the man appeared in such a narrow space, which seemed a bit abrupt.

"Uncle Gan." Bai Chuan called out.

"Miss, how is Miss?" Uncle Gan asked anxiously.

"Don't worry, there's nothing wrong with it." Bai Chu comforted, she saw Bai Jianhe inside through the glass, and now he was sitting on a chair with his head drooping, very listless, and the evening dress on his body hadn't been changed yet. Looking very embarrassed.

"Open the door, I want to go in and have a word with him."

Uncle Gan took out the key and opened the door. After the two of them entered, he quietly closed the door.

Bai Jianhe raised his head and squinted at the people who came in. There were walls all around here. He didn't know whether it was day or night, but according to his calculation, it was already dawn.

Gu Jiusheng stretched out his hand and pulled the chair beside her, took her hand and sat down, Bai Chu let go, got up and walked in front of Bai Jianhe.

"Do you know what I came to see you for?"

Bai Jianhe looked up at her. Up to now, his heart was extremely peaceful, and he felt a sense of relief. The heavy shackles he had carried for so many years were finally let go overnight.

"Actually, I've always been curious about why your mother loves you so much, but in the end you pushed her away without hesitation. Are wealth and power so important to you?" Bai Yu looked at him.

What's more, Bai Jianhe had already got everything from the Bai family at that time, so he could treat Bai Shanyuan's mother and daughter well, and live a good life with them, but in the end, he still couldn't stand Nian Wenying's urging, and became like that.

In fact, Bai Jianhe himself did not dare to say whether it was because of Nian Wenying or himself, and the critical Bai Shanyuan had no power to fight back.

I'm afraid Bai Jianhe himself can't explain whether the kindness and resentment between them is right or wrong.

"She was poisoned, have you heard of Heartless Gu?" Bai Chuan said concisely.

Of course, Bai Jianhe from a medical family has heard of Heartlessness Gu, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Bai Chuan in astonishment.

"She used the female Gu, and the male Gu is in your body. She still wants to know if you really love her, and is betting her life on this last gamble."

The calmness on Bai Jianhe's face began to disintegrate, and he gradually became crazy bit by bit, rushing over all of a sudden, with both hands stretched out to grab Bai Chuan.

The man standing behind Bai Ju raised his foot, kicked her straight out, stretched out his hand to embrace her, and looked at him coldly, "You don't deserve to touch her."

After hitting the wall, Bai Jianhe got up again, his ribs hurt badly, and he tried his best to crawl over here. His humble appearance now is completely different from his high-spirited appearance at night.

"She loves you, and it has never changed from the beginning to now, but you betrayed her. I don't know if you love her, but I think she really wants to break up with you now." Bai Yu He looked down at the people on the ground.

Bai Jianhe crawled to Bai Chu's feet with all his strength, and raised his hand to pull her trousers, but Gu Jiusheng avoided it.

"Let me meet her" he pleaded, eyes wide.

Bai Yu could hear the sadness in his tone. To this day, she didn't know how much friendship and love Bai Jianhe had for Bai Shanyuan in his heart.

"Let me see her, let me see her," he pleaded.

After a while, Bai Chu closed his eyes and nodded.

Bai Yu and Gu Jiusheng were waiting at the door of the bedroom. Gu Jiusheng read quietly holding a book. The girl at his feet was sitting on the side of the coffee table, with a variety of medicinal herbs in front of him. He reached out and took a black one. Polygonum multiflorum checked, but she carefully snatched it back and put it back.

"Don't touch it, it's very important."

The man nodded and continued reading.

After carefully comparing the contents of the book, she threw the medicinal herbs into the small basket in front of her according to the amount. These are the medicinal ingredients needed for alchemy, and no matter how much they are, they need to be carefully considered by Bai Yu.

About an hour later, the servant put the breakfast on the table, Bai Chuan didn't have the appetite to go there, so Gu Jiusheng naturally accompanied him.

Holding the teacup, Aunt Fu opened the door, and called Bai Chuan in a panic, "Girl, you'd better come and have a look."

Bai Yu got up and stood at the door, and saw that the veil was slightly lowered, Bai Shanyuan was kneeling on the ground, in her arms, Bai Jianhe quietly closed his eyes, with a dagger stuck in his heart.

"I originally thought that I would be very happy when he died, but I didn't expect that I didn't feel so excited in my heart. What's wrong with me?" Bai Shanyuan hugged his dead body and looked at Bai Yun calmly.

Bai Yu walked up to her with light steps, squatted down quietly, looked down at her, took out something from his bosom and inserted it along the direction of the blade of the dagger, the slender needle was straight After entering the heart, the bright red blood flowed into the transparent tube.

Bai Shanyuan fell to the ground in Aunt Fu's exclamation, Bai Jianhe's hands were still tightly pinching her skirt, his face was peaceful, his brows were relaxed, he was not as full of emotions as she first saw ,

After the transparent tube was filled, she stood quietly aside. Bai Shanyuan looked down at the person in front of her with a relieved smile on her lips.

Bai Jianhe, I used to hope so much that you loved me, and so much that you didn't love me. Now that all grievances and grievances are over, I still hope that you can go to a good place. No matter what was right and wrong back then, I hope you In another world, I can get what I want.

Bai Chu came out holding his blood vessels, while Gu Jiusheng stood at the door, motionless.

"Tell me, does he love it or not?"

Gu Jiusheng looked at the corpse on the ground, his lips were cold, and he didn't speak.

There are too many interests involved in this world, people are unpredictable, it is not simply love is love, not love is not love

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