Nonlinear Love

Before Su Lian could speak, he first said, "Just one, I will make an exception today and give me a few minutes to relax."

"Okay, you smoke." Su Lian stood in front of him, lowered his eyes slightly, and looked at him helplessly.

Knowing that Chi Huang must be feeling uncomfortable now, he was extremely young at his teenage years, and no matter how generous, he liked people for the first time, and wished that everything would be his for the first time.

When encountering such a past, no one can accept it instantly.

It's just, what can I do, that person is him, Su Lian has ten mouths and can't explain it clearly.

With a click, the cigarette butt was crimson, and the lingering mist spewed out of his mouth, enveloping the handsome face.

Chi Wang bit the cigarette, his temper went down a lot, and he asked lightly, "Can you talk about your ex? What kind of person is he?"

Su Lian blinked slowly, pursed his lips and said nothing.

Chi Wang sighed, and a puff of smoke drifted into the air: "It's true to be jealous, and it's true to be uncomfortable, but I respect your past. I just want to know, what kind of person can become your first love, I want to do better.”

These words were very sincere and heartfelt, and Su Lian finally relaxed: "He is a very mature and gentle person."

"I guessed it." Chi Huang nodded and said, "It sounds like a good person, so why did they separate?"

Su Lian paused for a while, and said with difficulty: "I died of illness, lung cancer, and left very young."

Chi Huang didn't expect such an answer, he was stunned for a while before slowly opening his mouth: "That's why you didn't let me smoke and drink, make those health pastes, and get up early to exercise?"

"Well, I hope you are healthy and safe." Su Lian lowered his eyes and suppressed the sourness in his eyes with difficulty.

Chi Wang was silent, the slender cigarette was caught between his fingertips and most of it burned, the wind blew, and the ashes scattered on the ground.

He raised his hand and hooked out the red rope of safety charm that he carried with him every day on his neck, and his fingertips stroked the embroidered words on it very lightly: "So I asked this for me because I was afraid that I would be like him."

Su Lian nodded and looked at him with red eyes.

Chi Wang took half a breath of cigarette, raised his hand and smothered it, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

He finally understood why Su Lian was always thinking about it. He had such a relationship of life and death, who could come out of it in a swift manner.

I also thoroughly figured out why after his confession, Su Lianming seemed to have been moved, but he was hesitant to step into a new relationship.

The wounds in the past are too deep and have not yet healed, so how can I have the courage to love again.

The song sung a cappella on the Mid-Autumn Festival night, and the sad words performed on the New Year's Eve, everything has found a reason.

He was very distressed for Su Lian, and he was very distressed that he encountered such a thing at a young age. Just thinking in his own position made him feel sore.

However, his predecessor was as perfect as the white moonlight, and to himself, he was more like an insurmountable mountain.

He didn't know what he had to do to take that place.

"Susu, I feel sorry for you." Chi Juan murmured, "But I..."

The rest of the words are swallowed back, it is really hypocritical.

It seemed that at this moment, Su Lian had an instant connection with him and felt his worries.

He squatted down, raised his eyes at him with his knees on his back: "Brother Chi, I don't know what to say, but you just need to know one thing, I love you more than you think."

He used the word "love", not "favorite", not "like", and when he said it, he was deeply affectionate.

This is a great psychological breakthrough for someone like Su Lian who always closes his emotions on himself.

Chi Yan suddenly raised his eyes, and his eyes lit up for a moment: "Do you love me?"

"Well, very." Su Lian raised his hand and clasped the back of his hand, which was chilled by Ye Feng, and said softly, "So, don't doubt yourself, and don't doubt our feelings."

Chi Wanghui held his fingertips and gently rubbed: "Okay, I understand. Just this time, I won't ask about your past in the future. Susu, forget those unhappy things in the past, okay? Today It's a new year, it's a new beginning."

Su Lian thought, Chi Juan didn't know anything, but he was willing to suppress the grievances and unwillingness in his heart, let him forget the past and start over.

How can this person be so good, so good that he doesn't know how to respond to make him less sad.

Su Lian pulled the man up from the ground, paused for a few seconds, and said slowly, "Brother Chi, do you believe you can travel through time?"

I don't know why the topic jumped here, Chi Huang's expression was a little puzzled: "What do you mean?"

Su Lian considered the words carefully, and said cautiously: "For example, travel from the future back to the present."

"Have you watched a lot of movies? How could such a thing exist in reality?" Chi Wang felt a little ridiculous, raised his hand and pinched his cheek, "Okay, this New Year, let's all be happy."

Su Lian pursed his lips and sighed in his heart, but he still didn't believe it.

Yes, even before I experience it myself, I feel absurd.

Even if he showed him his watch, he couldn't prove that he could really jump in time, because once he went back, the memory of this episode of Chi Xuan would disappear.

It's just that after saying it, those pent-up emotions seem to be drifting away little by little with these night winds.

"Let's go to a bar to celebrate the New Year." Su Lian raised the corner of his mouth and thought of a proposal.