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Chapter 380 No one knows

Chapter 380::::No one knows if Wang Mang can’t even do this well, then I am afraid that he has spent so many years in the army in vain, and everything he has experienced these years has also been in vain. .

So he must do a good job of himself, even if he really doesn’t think so in his heart, at least the superficial effort must be done well, and he can’t let others see that if he does, he will probably feel guilty for a lifetime.

Besides, Wang Mang himself has never liked girls, and has never experienced such things as between men and women.

Therefore, he is also very confused in his heart. When faced with the strong emotional hints of others, he does not know how to respond, and he does not know what to do, so as not to hurt others, and to let two people relationship is better.

Make everything look perfect, but he’s not a saint himself, he can’t do everything very well.

In fact, he has been praised by others as a child prodigy since he was a child, but then he has his own troubles and his own shortcomings, and these things may be perfect in the eyes of others.

337 But only Wang Mang himself knows that these things are not advantages at all in his heart, and they are not as beautiful and perfect as others see them.

What he is like, how lonely and how scared he is in his heart, only he knows.

So he didn’t want to pass on his disguise to others, and he didn’t want others to like him, just himself under the disguise.

Because in fact, many people don’t know what he looks like. They just think that Wang Mang has changed. In fact, he has not changed at all. He just wants to adapt to the current environment and follow the trend.

That’s why I disguised myself as a last resort, but the disguise seen by others is not the real him, so what those people like and love is not the real him.

So sometimes when Wang Mang is faced with these friendships and loves, he is also very distressed, and he does not know how to solve it, because people are not omnipotent, and he must be at a loss for myself.

However, Wang Mang doesn’t know what to do when faced with these things. Yun Ze is very emotional, so he usually doesn’t have any friends.

But if there is a real friend, he can cut a knife for him, and even give his life.

But such a friend has not yet appeared, there are no boys or girls at all, so Wang Mang has always maintained his own principles in this regard, and kept himself clean.

The friends of the practitioners around him, although they said that the army has always been: strict requirements.

But they all go to communicate with other girls in private, chat with them, and then satisfy the loneliness in their hearts.

But Wang Mang never did, because he knew that was not good, it was not only irresponsible to himself, but also irresponsible to the girl, but also violated the discipline in the army and violated the rules of the army. rule.

Wang Mang is also a very disciplined

A person, if he feels that he has violated that rule, then he will definitely not be able to make it through, and even if the superiors do not find that he has not punished him, then he must have punished himself in his own heart.

But in the eyes of others, he is a kind of monster, who is so disciplined and affectionate, and cannot be understood or recognized by everyone.

That’s why Wang Mang felt that he couldn’t adapt to them, but sometimes Wang Mang also felt that it was useless to adapt to those people.

As long as you do yourself well, but later he found out that this society is like this, because you are not the only one in this matter.

If you are too selfish and unique, you will be hated by everyone, but in the army, you must pay attention to unity and cooperation. There are many things that you cannot accomplish by yourself, nor can you be independent.

So sometimes we have to unite in this matter, so in order to better unite with everyone, and for everyone to better complete the task, we must also make changes.

Later, after he changed, he found that his choice was right, because after this, not only other cultivators, but even his superiors also had a great change in himself.

So Wang Mang thinks this is right, as long as some changes are made without really giving up on myself.

Then let everyone recognize him. He feels that this kind of self is acceptable to him, because at least he has not violated his own heart, and he has always remembered his own original intention.

He also believes that in the near future, he can still appear in front of everyone as his true self, but at that time everyone may still choose not to accept him.

Because that kind of Wang Mang may be really not very popular in everyone’s eyes, and there is no way to get close to him, and there is no way to communicate with him.

Wang Mang himself is very much looking forward to it. He hopes that one day someone can truly understand him, someone can walk into his inner world and open the window in his heart.

To endanger the loneliness in his heart, although he and other cultivators seem to have no particular difference in this regard, their needs are different.

Their needs may only be physical and spiritual needs, but the comfort Wang Mang wants is just closing the door forever in his inner world, and he wants others to see the real self to understand.

But he has never been this big since he was a child, and even his own parents have never really found out what he wants and what kind of person he is.

Because he looks really good in the eyes of others, he has been praised by others as a child prodigy since he was a child, envied by others, and regarded by other parents as a role model for their children to learn from.

But in Lin Zenian’s opinion, none of this was what he wanted, he just thought that their parents might be happy and like it.

Teachers and classmates will also think that he is very good, so he will always study very hard and complete some tasks that seem impossible for him.

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