Only after I was reborn did I realize that I had green plums

Chapter 461 Extra Chapter of if Line: Destiny·25

Although Lin Youxi rejected Mei Fang's proposal, she was still taken home by Mei Fang.

During this period, there was no resistance and no resistance was shown.

Mei Fang carefully put Lin Youxi's things back to their original places, then picked up Lin Youxi's mobile phone, added her prestige friends again, helped Lin Youxi take a bath, and fed Lin Youxi an antidepressant. Drug.

While operating Lin Youxi's mobile phone, Mei Fang accidentally saw the Modu offer Lin Youxi received, and HR was asking when Lin Youxi could join the job.

Mei Fang did not reject the other party directly, but told the other party that it would take a few days to consider.

Mei Fang returned the phone to Lin Youxi. During this period, Lin Youxi and Mei Fang did not have much conversation.

After crying bitterly at the airport, she is now like a doll at the mercy of Mei Fang. No matter how Mei Fang talks to her and teases her, she has no energy and the feedback she gives is very simple, um, um, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah. It was as if he had fallen into a state where his soul had been hollowed out.

In a sense, "White Plum Time" is indeed her obsession.

The only obsession to shamelessly continue to live together with Mei Fang.

This obsession comes from the lifelong longing for Xia Yuan, my childhood friend.

Once this obsession is achieved, Lin Youxi will no longer have the burden and concern, and there is no need to force himself to "harm" Mei Fang.

Mei Fang helped Lin Youxi return home to rest, and watched her slowly close her eyes and fall asleep. Then she breathed a sigh of relief and returned to the sofa in the living room to sit down.

He lowered his head, opened the engagement ring he had carefully prepared, and then covered one eye and rubbed it.

His lips were slightly open and trembling, he let out a heavy and urgent gasp, and his vision became moist and blurry again.

At this moment, Mei Fang's cell phone suddenly vibrated.

It was a call from Liu Xiaoyu.

Mei Fang stood up, opened the door and squatted in front of her home, talking on the phone with Liu Xiaoyu.

"What's wrong?"

"Youxi...how is Youxi? She said she was leaving and sent me many messages. I also hung up the phone. She didn't finish the game and ran away by herself, right?"

"It's okay, it doesn't matter." Mei Fang said softly, "It's just the symptoms of depression, and I have recovered. I'm sorry for causing you trouble."

"No, no! How could it cause trouble? As long as she's fine...can I go see her?"

"You don't have to come for now, I'll just take care of you."

"Well...you..."

Liu Xiaoyu thought of the messages Lin Youxi sent her, "You should also take care of yourself and contact me if you have any difficulties."

"It's not difficult, I'm used to it."

"Anyway... Anyway, don't be brave, A Fang." Liu Xiaoyu said seriously, "I am your and Youxi's friend. If you have any troubles, I am willing to listen to you."

"..."

Mei Fang paused, then complained with a wry smile.

"She said her symptoms had never been as intense as they are now before she met me."

"Sometimes I really feel that it was me who made her become like this."

"Don't doubt yourself like this! That's what she said deliberately to push you away! You can't hide the look of love in someone's eyes. How much she loves you can be clearly seen by me as a bystander..."

"I'm not doubting whether she loves me or not. I know she must love me. I just..."

Mei Fang thought for a while, then paused and said, "Looking back now, maybe this love has become a mental burden for her -"

"Umekata-san!"

Liu Xiaoyu suddenly called Mei Fang's name and interrupted him, "You were just frightened by what Yu Qi Youxi said! Didn't you tell us before that nothing Yu Qi Lin Youxi said was her truth? Why do I suddenly start to doubt myself?”

"Your relationship has reached this point. You can't be frightened by yourself. This is not the indomitable Mei Fang I know. Aren't all the dreams you have been thinking about all those years come true now, right?"

After Liu Xiaoyu finished speaking with emotion, she realized that her words had gone too far, but she couldn't take them back at this point.

Mei Fang was silent for a moment, then made a muffled sound of thought, and finally let out a long sigh of relief.

"Well, you're right, Xiaoyu, thank you for reminding me."

Mei Fang's voice and tone sounded much brighter than at the beginning, "It's great to meet you again. I feel like we have become the good friends we used to talk about everything."

"Well... yes, that's right, that's it. You just want face too much and love to show off. If you have burdens in your heart, you must find more people to talk to, like me, Xiao Yizi, anyone can talk to you, you must Say it, it will make you feel better."

"The main thing is to talk to you. I always feel uncomfortable talking about these topics with other people."

"After all, I majored in psychology in college, so naturally I have such an affinity, haha..."

"I think you are the same as you were ten years ago. You haven't changed much."

"Nothing has changed. We have all grown older. We..."

Liu Xiaoyu accompanied Mei Fang to chat about some things in high school. As they chatted, they started talking about Mei Fang's best friend in high school.

"Speaking of which, I feel like I haven't seen Zhang Ming for a long time. Have you contacted him?"

"He... we kept in touch during the two years after we graduated. Didn't he go to Huaxing after taking the postgraduate entrance examination? Three years ago, he went to Ukraine for a foreign assignment, and I haven't seen his prestige updated since then."

"Ukenan? Isn't there a war there?"

Liu Xiaoyu was a little worried after hearing this, "I haven't updated my prestige in three years. Did I change my number? I should update my circle of friends anyway."

"I don't know this either..."

While chatting, Mei Fang heard movement inside the door, "I won't talk to you for now. Youxi seems to have woken up. I'll go check on her."

"Yeah! You go ahead and do your work first. Talk to her more and get through the depression period. I learned when I was in school that this is the symptom of bipolar. She is still the most difficult type I, but as long as she persists Take your medicine, stay mentally healthy, and you'll get over it soon."

"Well, I'm going to hang up now, just to lend you a good word."

"Bye-Bye."

Liu Xiaoyu hung up the call from Mei Fang and looked at the call on the other end of the phone that had lasted for more than half an hour, feeling a little complicated.

What Lin Youxi and Liu Xiaoyu said made Liu Xiaoyu know a lot of things and secrets.

From Lin Youxi's perspective, he saw things about her and Mei Fang.

Therefore, in the chat with Mei Fang, Liu Xiaoyu had the inner advantage of Lin Youxi.

But...is this despicable?

In the conversation, Lin Youxi sincerely expressed the hope that she could be with Mei Fang. This was not something she said when she was in any state of mental breakdown, because she admitted that she would never have said it if she didn't have bipolar disorder. Mei Fang gave her this sentence.

Although the words are full of presumptuous and extremely pathological possessiveness.

But this is also Lin Youxi's character.

Liu Xiaoyu didn't hate Lin Youxi's way of speaking.

However, she had no intention of accepting Lin Youxi's push.

It’s better for you to take care of your own Al Fang!

What's the matter with me?

Liu Xiaoyu pursed her lips and tried to make herself smile sweetly.

That’s what I’m like anyway…

After the failure of the marriage proposal, there was a thick shadow between Mei Fang and Lin Youxi.

During her intermittent recovery, Mei Fang could still feel Lin Youxi's surging love.

Now she doesn't have that enthusiasm.

It's not that he is already indifferent to Mei Fang.

It's a kind of indifference that doesn't care about anything.

The medicine you have been taking recently will have some of these effects...don't think too much about it.

Mei Fang asked for leave and stayed with Lin Youxi at home for two days of observation.

Although Lin Youxi became quieter, he still retained some habitual love.

When she and Mei Fang watch TV together, she will subconsciously hold Mei Fang's arm.

He would hug Mei Fang tightly when he went to bed at night.

And she still wants it all the time.

It's just the kind of person who wants it for herself, but Mei Fang will always try her best to satisfy her.

That night, Mei Fang helped Lin Youxi wash the bathroom. While washing, she talked about reworking tomorrow.

"I have to go to the company for the iteration of the project. I have to go to work in the company tomorrow to earn money to support you. If I go to work tomorrow, will you abandon me like last time?"

Lin Youxi shook his head.

"You really can't, right?"

"Well, stop running around."

Lin Youxi nodded after speaking softly.

"Well……"

Mei Fang wiped Lin Youxi's feet, and then made a hug gesture. Lin Youxi skillfully put her arms around Mei Fang's neck and asked Mei Fang to carry her princess back to the bedroom.

The three-day sales of "White Plum Time" were less than 1,000 copies. This result can be said to be extremely disappointing.

Although the dozens of comments on sbeam are basically positive and negative, the content is too little, but this level combined with the price of 24 yuan is really not profitable.

Guo Yun couldn't even make back the money she spent on outsourcing her first phase of roles.

Although there are many problems in the industry now, it is not an exaggeration to say that the initial sales of independent games have been explosive.

In addition, Mei Fang has been busy accompanying Youxi these days, so no one mentioned much about "White Plum Time".

Lin Youxi did not escape as Mei Fang feared, but now she has lost her past soul, which makes Mei Fang very worried.

Mei Fang also took Lin Youxi to the hospital. The doctor said it was just a normal phenomenon due to taking medication, but she also reminded Mei Fang to be careful not to cause her too much irritating psychological pressure.

Exciting psychological pressure...

Is it because my proposal to her that day caused her to become like this?

Mei Fang really wanted to know the answer to the question, but she couldn't tell Lin Youxi directly. After all, it might cause her repeated psychological pressure. This was not a scene that Mei Fang wanted to see.

…

No matter what, let’s focus on rehabilitation for now!

If she thinks on the bright side, Mei Fang will regard her experience of taking care of Lin Youxi during this period as raising her daughter.

It feels very much like raising a daughter.

I have an introverted daughter who is not good at talking.

Lin Youxi almost obeyed Mei Fang's demands and never resisted. She was taciturn and occasionally had her own thoughts. In addition to what she wanted, she would also express her thoughts on the meals Mei Fang prepared.

If she likes the meal she made today, she will eat without saying anything;

But if today's dish doesn't suit Lin Youxi's appetite, she will deliberately turn her head to express her dissatisfaction until Mei Fang coaxes her to eat a little.

But it was indeed difficult to express any emotion on her face, no matter in front of anyone.

Mei Fang was not in a hurry to have a heart-to-heart discussion with Lin Youxi about why he had become a three-no girl recently. He hoped that time could heal some of Lin Youxi's pain.

That night, Mei Fang also received a call from her mother, Xiang Xiaoxia.

Mei Fang actually discussed this idea with her parents before proposing to Lin Youxi. Of course, she only informed her at that time. Unexpectedly, Xiang Xiaoxia supported her son in doing so. Her parents' understanding and approval made Mei Fang even more disappointed. The psychological burden led to the performance that day.

Now Xiang Xiaoxia is also waiting to see if her good daughter-in-law can settle down, so she is asking Mei Fang about the follow-up progress.

"Um...Mom."

"You asked about that thing last time, but it didn't work."

"Well... we haven't broken up yet, we still live together."

"I will take good care of her. She gave me her wife."

"Well, I will take good care of her, don't worry."

"Take her out more often? Well... yes, yes, tomorrow is the weekend, and we plan to go shopping together."

Mei Fang looked at Lin Youxi who was watching anime with gusto, and then hung up the phone.

"Youxi, um - I want to discuss something with you."

Lin Youxi reached in while watching the funny cartoons that she liked very much.

"Ah, no... I don't want this. Let's talk about it later."

Mei Fang took Lin Youxi's arm and said softly, "It's a holiday tomorrow, do you want to go shopping with me? You haven't been out for a long time."

"Um."

Lin Youxi nodded and then looked back at Mei Fang, "What shall we eat, Ah Fang."

"What do you want to eat?"

"Whatever, it's fine."

Lin Youxi responded.

"Choose one! After I order the food, you still say it's not delicious."

"Then eat barbecue."

Lin Youxi nodded, "I want to eat meat."

"Okay, then let's go have barbecue!"

Although the poker-faced Lin Youxi gave Mei Fang the experience of a completely different person, her mood was much more stable than before——

It would be better to say that now she has no emotions at all, and she is completely lying down in a Buddhist posture, except that she is still pursuing food.

But Mei Fang can pamper or wait. At least now she won't run around anymore, which is a good thing...

Mei Fang went out on the street with Lin Youxi as if she were raising a daughter. They went shopping in the mall for clothes, read books, and watched a comedy movie. Lin Youxi watched it very seriously, but did not laugh the whole time, as if Happiness is for others.

Later, they finally had the barbecue they had longed for. Mei Fang was in charge of roasting it, and Lin Youxi was in charge of eating it. Occasionally, he would take the initiative to give Mei Fang a piece to eat. In the eyes of others, it was the daily love of a young couple.

After finishing the barbecue, Lin Youxi rubbed her belly and looked very happy. She took Mei Fang's hand and shook it vigorously for a while, as if pleading for something, and then asked Mei Fang to follow his gaze.

"Afang, look."

"What are you looking at?"

"There are marshmallows out front."

"Why have you become a primary school student? You——"

Lin Youxi let go of Mei Fang's hand and went straight into the crowd. Mei Fang was worried that Lin Youxi wanted to escape again, so he chased after her in a hurry. He accidentally bumped into a burly man head-on. The man didn't have time. When Mei Fang spoke, he grabbed Mei Fang's collar:

"Didn't your mother tell you to say sorry when you bump into someone?"

Mei Fang did not speak directly, but showed a look of agony when being grabbed by the collar. At this moment, Lin Youxi also rushed over and gave the big man a hard kick. The big man let go, and then Mei Fang knelt down. , and kept coughing.

Lin Youxi was at a loss as she squatted on the ground and stared at Mei Fang.

no……

Can't be in front of Youxi...can't stimulate her anymore——

Mei Fang endured the pain without covering her heart, and struggled to stand up with Lin Youxi's help.

At this time, the big man in front of him also started to get angry.

"I'm telling you, are you still trying to show off to me? If you don't fucking stand up, I'm going to beat you until you can't stand up. Do you believe it or not?"

The big man said that he was about to raise his fist as thick as a bowl and rush at Mei Fang. Before he could swing his fist down, Lin Youxi had already protected Mei Fang personally.

At the critical moment, the big man's wrist was tightly held by a passerby.

"You kid...what are you doing..."

The big man was obviously a little frightened when he saw the other party's thick face, and his tone of voice was trembling a little.

"No, I don't want you to meddle in my own business!"

"He's really in pain and he's not just pretending. If you punch him, one of you will be hospitalized and the other will be in the hospital. Can you believe it?"

"I didn't do anything and he collapsed. It's none of my business!"

Wait, this sound is a bit——

Mei Fang struggled to raise her head, and what she saw was a face that was completely different from the face of a young and honest gay friend in the past.

His face was angular and slovenly, with a conspicuous scar under his beard. His eyes were gentle and firm, and he had the aura of a strong man who was not angry but confident.

At this time, Mei Fang ignored the pain of her angina, and instead showed an extremely shocked expression of broken defense.

Damn it, is this Zhang Ming?

The changes have been completed, sorry.