Only after I was reborn did I realize that I had green plums

Chapter 477 If Line Extra Chapter Destiny 28 [Final Chapter 1]

About a week passed after the Chinese Valentine's Day date.

After the Chinese Valentine's Day date, Lin Youxi had not been conscious for a week.

there has never been.

Mei Fang, who is unpredictable about Lin Youxi's behavior, now needs to keep Lin Youxi by her side at all times, otherwise she will easily do something irreversible, so it is difficult for Mei Fang to sleep peacefully at night.

In order to take care of Lin Youxi, Mei Fang has suffered tremendous physical and mental torture, and now Mei Fang is as confused as Lin Youxi. She doesn't know whether to live day or night, relying entirely on the obsession to protect Lin Youxi.

Even when Zhang Ming made a special trip to visit Mei Fang, he was shocked by his haggard face.

Zhang Ming gave Mei Fang acupuncture and physical therapy and helped him decoct the medicine and take it.

"This is really the last time I'm helping you. I've said everything I need to say... What you have to do now is to control your emotions. If you are anxious, unless there is someone around you who can immediately start first aid, there is really no way you can be saved."

While Mei Fang drank the medicine, she softly responded to Zhang Ming's words word by word. It seemed difficult for him to even speak loudly now.

But even like this, he would still look at Lin Youxi sleeping in the bedroom from time to time, for fear that he would not be around when she woke up.

Zhang Ming looked at Mei Fang's haggard face, then sighed and patted Mei Fang's shoulder gently, "Brother, take care of yourself."

"Thanks, brother."

Not long after sending Zhang Ming away, Mei Fang received a courier. There was a jade bracelet in the courier. Mei Fang and her mother sent a message that the bracelet had arrived. They made a video call to Xiaoxia, but Mei Fang refused. .

Video calls were replaced by voice calls.

"Afang... 伱, how are you lately? I haven't called home for so long. I'm very worried about you..."

Mei Fang took a breath and tried to be more energetic in her words, "It's okay, I'm fine."

"You really don't need us to go over and help take care of you? You said last time that Youxi was very ill..."

"I can take care of her by myself. Anyway, I'm not in a hurry to find a job. I'll just wait until her depression is over."

She couldn't let her mother see Youxi and herself like this.

She would let herself leave her.

Mei Fang paused, then said softly:

"Mom, after Youxi and I finish the last work here, and after she gets better, we will go back to hold the wedding a year ago, and get the certificate tomorrow."

"Tomorrow? Tomorrow is the Ghost Festival. Why did you choose such a bad day to get the certificate?"

"Originally I wanted to get the certificate on Chinese Valentine's Day, but there were too many people queuing up that day, and reservations are required. It's a bit more troublesome in big cities... I can only choose a time when no one is going -"

"Then make an appointment on a different date! If you go to get the certificate on the Ghost Festival, the people at the Civil Affairs Bureau will think you are mentally ill! Change the appointment quickly."

Mei Fang was scolded by Xiang Xiaoxia.

"Okay, okay, I'll just change the date to another day... Let's not talk about it for now, I'm going to get busy."

"Hey, you also let me and Youxi——"

Mei Fang hurriedly hung up the phone before her mother finished speaking.

Then, Mei Congong coughed violently.

He could only hold on so far.

call……

Mei Fang clutched the green jade bracelet with a sense of age in her hand. After resting for a while, she took the jade bracelet to Lin Youxi's bed and carefully put it on for her.

Lin Youxi's arms are very slender, but fortunately the jade bracelet is not big, so it barely falls off from her arm.

The news of Mei Fang putting a jade bracelet on Lin Youxi made Lin Youxi wake up from her sleep.

She trembled first, and then held Mei Fang's hand tightly.

The eyes he opened were still empty and lifeless, and he didn't know if he could notice Mei Fang's presence in his unfocused sight.

But the warmth from Mei Fang's palm made her feel at ease.

"Good morning...good afternoon? Or good night."

Mei Fang smiled at Lin Youxi and watched Lin Youxi slowly raise the arm with the bracelet.

"This is what my mother promised to give to you before. It was left by my grandmother to my mother, and now it is also left to you."

Lin Youxi did not respond to Mei Fang's words.

"Youxi... want to discuss something with you?"

Lin Youxi looked up at Mei Fang.

"We haven't been out for a week. How about we go out together tomorrow?"

Mei Fang's eyes were full of pleading and expectation.

So Lin Youxi nodded slightly.

"Go and get the certificate?"

This was a sign that Lin Youxi was slightly conscious.

This also made Mei Fang extremely happy, "That's right, that's right... let's go out for a walk or something—"

"good."

Mei Fang, who was very happy after just responding to a few words, hugged Lin Youxi tightly.

Lin Youxi no longer hugged Mei Fang tightly like she did when she was passionately in love, but instead hung her arms feebly.

There was no sparkle in her eyes.

After taking the decoction prepared by Zhang Ming, Mei Fang fell asleep uncontrollably that night.

When he woke up early the next morning, Lin Youxi was no longer beside the bed.

The absence of the person next to her pillow shocked Mei Fang. He sat up and stumbled out of bed to look for his lover. Then he saw Lin Youxi putting on makeup in front of the dressing mirror.

"Wake up."

Lin Youxi pinned her earrings while facing the mirror. She smiled sweetly at Mei Fang in the mirror and said, "Go and wash up when you wake up. I made breakfast for you... I haven't cooked for a long time. I don’t know how the craftsmanship is now…”

Mei Fang stood behind Lin Youxi, tremblingly putting her hand on Lin Youxi's shoulder.

"So, you are..."

Lin Youxi took Mei Fang's hand and said softly:

"The period of depression should be over. It's been hard work during this period, Alfang——"

Mei Fang hugged Lin Youxi tightly from behind.

"Why are you hugging me so tightly..."

"Because I'm worried it's just a dream... Will it hurt if I'm held like this?"

"No, no way...compared to Al Fang's pain, it's really nothing..."

"I don't believe it, try pinching me."

"No, I can't bear it."

"Just pinch me, pinch me -" Mei Fang coaxed Lin Youxi softly, making her face her and stroking her smooth and round cheeks.

"Really... do I want to pinch you?"

"Yeah! I like being tortured by you!"

"Does it hurt?"

Mei Fang shook her head, "It doesn't hurt, just try harder."

"What now?"

Mei Fang shook her head, "...it still doesn't hurt."

"But I've worked very hard..."

Lin Youxi tilted her head and said, "Are we really dreaming?"

"It's so real, how could it be a dream? Hey, hey -"

Mei Fang stepped forward tremblingly and wanted to hug Lin Youxi again.

She dissipated like smoke.

Mei Fang opened her eyes suddenly.

His lover is in his arms.

But it's not the bright-eyed look in the dream.

In reality, she has been staring at the wall in a daze.

After noticing Mei Fang's tears, Lin Youxi slowly reached out his hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of Mei Fang's eyes.

Mei Fang stood up slowly, wiped her tears, and then said to Lin Youxi, "You should sleep for a while first, and I will prepare breakfast for you."

"Um."

Lin Youxi nodded.

Mei Fang made breakfast for Lin Youxi, helped Lin Youxi wash up, had breakfast with her, and helped her dress up.

But when it was time to leave, Lin Youxi suddenly became unhappy and wanted to stay motionless on the sofa, no matter how hard she pulled her.

"Didn't we agree yesterday... to go get the certificate together and go for a walk by the way?"

"don't want."

Lin Youxi shook her head, "I don't want to marry you."

Mei Fang and Lin Youxi said a lot of persuasive words, but Lin Youxi was stubborn and ignored Mei Fang.

"Okay... If you don't want to go out, then we won't go..."

Mei Fang watched TV with Lin Youxi for a while, and Lin Youxi suddenly asked to play games.

"What do you want to play? Is it that again?"

Lin Youxi nodded, "Well... "White Plum Time" would be good."

"Want to play again?"

Lin Youxi's only way to pass the time at home is to play "White Plum Time" all the time. This is also the only time when her eyes have some sparkle.

But once she finishes playing or Mei Fang talks to her, she will become sluggish again.

Mei Fang just held Lin Youxi in her arms, watching her start playing from the new level, and watching her have conversations with Yuanyuan in the game over and over again.

Looking at Xia Yuan with an innocent smile in the game, and Lin Youxi showing rich emotions along with Xia Yuan in the game, Mei Fang suddenly couldn't help but feel a sore nose.

I am too conceited.

Maybe...from beginning to end, I am not the one who can save Youxi.

I can't save her.

If fate had been there, Youxi would never have ended up like this——

I could only watch helplessly as she fell into the abyss.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't stop her destruction.

Mei Fang's body trembled slightly.

Lin Youxi seemed completely unaware.

After clearing the level again, Lin Youxi still chose the happy ending with Xia Yuan.

"Why do you have to choose this route as the ending every time? Sometimes you can try to feel like falling in love with yourself."

"Because I don't like it."

"I hate myself more than anyone else."

Lin Youxi said softly, "Everyone hates me, and everyone hopes I don't exist in this world."

"Hey...how is that possible? I like you."

"That's why you're like this."

Lin Youxi put down the controller and stood up from Mei Fang. "I'd rather you hate me."

Faced with the extremely hurtful words just now, she seemed completely unaware of it, and instead kept talking to Mei Fang on her own.

"Afang, when I was playing just now, I suddenly saw that I want to eat potato chips, the kind of fried potato chips from my hometown..."

"Then let's go out and buy some together?"

"I don't want to go out. Just buy it for me, or order takeout."

"Do you think I will leave you alone at home?"

Mei Fang smiled and said, "And this takeaway is hard to find. It's the kind of thing only found at street stalls."

"Then...it's okay to go out, but we won't go get the certificate."

Lin Youxi said softly, "We'd better not get married. It would be better for you to find someone after I die. This way you won't be married for the second time, which is good for you."

"Don't curse yourself like that! Didn't we agree to destroy ourselves together..."

Mei Fang's smile was a little bitter, "Why, are you thinking of abandoning me now?"

"Because I am a capricious and bad woman..." Lin Youxi smiled heartlessly, "It's your choice."

"Forget it, don't talk about this."

Mei Fang said to Lin Youxi gently, "Okay, let's go out and find potato chips to eat?"

"Um……"

It seems that because it is the Ghost Festival, it is obviously a weekend afternoon, and the streets seem to have become much deserted.

Mei Fang and Lin Youxi walked along the river bank for a long time, and suddenly discovered a small alley that they had never visited before.

"There is a snack street over there. When was it built?" Lin Youxi tilted his head curiously.

"I don't know...but we haven't been out for a long time. It's normal for things to change outside."

Mei Fang held Lin Youxi's hand and said, "Why don't we go inside and look for something to eat?"

"I just want potato chips."

"Okay...I'll go find it for you."

Lin Youxi seemed to be more conscious now.

Although the words are still hurtful, at least they are no longer cold and violent.

It’s already very good…

At the entrance of the snack alley, there is a volunteer service stall for free consultations, but there is no doctor at the stall. There are also many empty snack boxes on the stall. It seems that the doctor in charge of the free consultation is a super foodie. .

Mei Fang and Lin Youxi entered from the alleyway. There were gradually more passers-by inside, and the sound of hawking could be heard along the street.

"This place feels a bit like our hometown. Do you remember the main street of Baimei County?"

"Well, remember..."

"When I was a child, Yuan Yuan often took me out to play. I had no money at that time, so Yuan Yuan always treated me to food, especially those small potato slices."

"Do you just remember going shopping with Yuanyuan?"

Mei Fang frowned and pretended to be aggrieved, "We went there together last year."

"Yeah?"

Lin Youxi patted her head, "I only remember what happened with Yuan Yuan at that time...ah, that stall seems to be making fried potato chips!"

Mei Fang and Lin Youxi went to buy a portion of potato chips and ate them.

"Wow, just so-so."

Lin Youxisi laughed and said with disdain, "I feel like it's not as delicious as the one from my hometown."

"Then we'll go home and eat in a while."

"Forget it." Lin Youxi rejected Mei Fang's proposal, "Even if I go back to my hometown, it will definitely not be as delicious as when I was a kid."

"Then we can cook and eat together. It won't be too much trouble anyway—"

At this moment, Lin Youxi suddenly interrupted Mei Fang's words.

"Meifang."

The two of them walked to an empty part of the street together, with the edge of the river embankment in the distance.

Lin Youxi held her head high and stared at Mei Fang with a smile.

"do you hate me?"

Mei Fang shook her head, "No."

"I hate you."

I don't know if she didn't expect Lin Youxi to say that, or if she didn't expect how to respond. Mei Fang was stunned for a moment, and could only respond with a smile and pursed lips.

"Um……"

"I hate you."

"sorry."

"I really regret meeting you."

"..."

"I wish I hadn't met you before."

"Well……"

"If I hadn't met you, I would definitely be better off than I am now."

Lin Youxi looked up at the setting sun that had set in the west.

The setting sun was like blood, infinitely elongating the two figures.

"If I hadn't met you, at least I wouldn't be living like this now, but I would be happy in the moment... be happy every day, live one day at a time, and go to the hospital for epilepsy when I get sick-"

Lin Youxi walked with her hands behind her back and said, "Then suddenly one day, I will be found dead in my rental house, or in a hospital bed, and then there will be no need to set up a tombstone for me, anyway. No one came to see me. My ashes were burned and scattered into the sea. Well - that's good, what do you think?"

Lin Youxi was already quite far away from Mei Fang at this time. When she turned her back to look at Mei Fang, she found that his eyes were red and tears were sliding down his cheeks.

He cried very hard.

Looking very sad.

But even though he looked very sad, he tried his best not to cry.

Holding back crying is Mei Fang's last stubbornness as a man.

At the same time, he also remembered what Zhang Ming said before leaving, trying to calm down his emotions.

"So, do you regret it now?"

"I said these words soberly."

"The relationship between us has reached this point, there is no need to hide our thoughts anymore..."

Lin Youxi seemed to be enjoying the pleasure of torturing Mei Fang. She did not step forward to comfort her, but quietly watched Mei Fang cry, and then watched Mei Fang wipe away her tears and continue to be stubborn:

"No way...what do you regret..."

Mei Fang sniffed and smiled, "I chose it..."

"I'm the type who won't look back until I hit the wall, you know."

"I think our meeting was a beautiful thing."

"At least, that's the case for me..."

"Before I met you, I lived alone in Pengcheng."

"I always feel that I will never meet someone I like in this life."

"Until I met you in that convenience store."

"Although it's painful now, I will remember the happiness we had."

"I will remember it for the rest of my life... no, I will remember it for several lifetimes... really."

Mei Fang choked up as he spoke. His voice was not loud, and he didn't know if Lin Youxi heard him clearly.

But it didn’t matter whether she heard it clearly or not.

Lin Youxi is no longer the girl who will be moved by Mei Fang.

While Mei Fang was crying and talking, Lin Youxi had already stepped forward and stood in front of Mei Fang.

Her expression was relatively peaceful and peaceful, with a faint smile on her face.

She stretched out her hand to Mei Fang, took Mei Fang's palm, and put his hand on her heart.

"Okay, don't be sad. It's rare to come out to play. Let's find a place to rest?"

Lin Youxi and Mei Fang intertwined their fingers. He led Mei Fang out of the alley and sat down on a bench on the embankment along the coast.

In the evening as the sun sets, there are now more and more people on the embankment. Many families who have finished dinner are holding hands and coming for a walk.

When the children saw Mei Fang, who still had tears in her eyes, they would stop and watch curiously, and then they would be urged to leave by the adults.

Lin Youxi leaned on Mei Fang's shoulder, quietly watching the afterglow of the sunset fall on them.

Neither of them spoke, nor did anyone speak first.

Lin Youxi played with the jade bracelet on her hand, reflecting the light back and forth.

Then when she got tired of playing, she put down her hand and sat on Mei Fang, staring at Mei Fang.

"..."

There was loneliness, fatigue, sadness, and pain in Mei Fang's eyes.

But there is no hatred and disgust for Lin Youxi.

Lin Youxi held Mei Fang's cheek and kissed him gently on the lips.

"Afang."

Lin Youxi said softly.

"sorry."

"Um……"

Lin Youxi and Mei Fang's foreheads were facing each other, the tips of their noses were touching, and their eyes met each other.

At this moment, Mei Fang finally saw a glimmer of light in Lin Youxi's pupils.

He hugged Lin Youxi gently while trembling.

Lin Youxi also hugged Mei Fang and held him in his arms.

"I feel like...I've told you I'm sorry countless times."

"It doesn't matter how many times."

"Yeah, but this is the last time, really."

Lin Youxi said softly, "I feel like my period of depression has passed."

"This period of depression is really too long."

Mei Fang felt something dripping on her head.

Those were Youxi's tears.

"So...am I dreaming again?"

"What does 'again' mean?"

Lin Youxi choked and said, "Did you dream about me last night?"

"Um...yeah, yeah."

"Then your dream comes true."

Lin Youxi hugged Mei Fang tightly, "But it's also possible that your prayers had an effect—"

Then she whispered softly into Mei Fang's ear:

"Let's go... I'll go with you to get the certificate. Let's go now."

"Forget it...it's already so late, they're all off work."

"Then tomorrow...when we wake up tomorrow, we will go get the certificate."

"It doesn't matter if you get the certificate or not..."

"What do you mean it doesn't matter? You obviously always care so much..."

Lin Youxi hit Mei Fang on the head to teach him a lesson, and Mei Fang also showed a tired but reassuring smile for the first time in a long time.

It's like I haven't laughed so happily in a long time.

Then Lin Youxi took out a tissue from Mei Fang's pocket and wiped away his nose and tears.

Mei Fang also took out a tissue and wiped Lin Youxi's tears.

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