So she couldn't help but went back to Beicheng. She went to the Imperial Hospital on purpose, secretly read the medical books, and learned the benefits of the cold spirit poison invading the heart and lungs, and knew that the doctor really wasn't lying.

She was really aggrieved and went to see her mother. She hugged her mother and cried for a while, at a loss, but she didn't dare to tell her mother such a thing.

Chengling met everyone who should be seen, and then found an excuse to run to Beichuan with Wen Momo.

It wasn't until He Ruojin came looking for her with red eyes last night that she realized that she couldn't even stay in Beichuan.

Maybe... She and He Ruojin really have nothing to do with each other.

She was the only one who loved Li Yu naively and passionately since she was a child, and then she was desperate and hated. She was grateful that she met He Ruojin, and He Ruojin was the best person she had ever met.

His tenderness and affection are based on mutual respect, and he respects everything about her.

Several times when she thought that she was not worthy of his goodness, he took her to fly down the cliff, he said he liked her, he said he wanted to marry her.

At that time, Chengling was cautious in her heart, thinking that she could really start over.

But...she can't promise He Ruojin to spend the rest of her life together now.

She can't do it.

For such a kind and loyal person as He Ruojin, he can't marry someone who may not live for a few months... He still has such a long life, and for the rest of his life, he should have a better and better person.

He also deserves better.

But she's not worth it.

Chengling walked down the stone steps lightly, thinking as she walked, where did something go wrong...

Maybe, she shouldn't have gone to Syracuse in the first place.

No, even if she went to Syracuse, she shouldn't have appeared in that scene and be one of those audiences.

But then again, no matter what, it was the past she couldn't resist. If she hadn't fallen willingly, she wouldn't have used, betrayed, or deceived...

Without those things, she would have simply met He Ruojin, then, would the result have changed?

Chengling couldn't think about it, and felt that there was no need to think about it. It would be useless to think about these things in the first place.

Chengling found a yard in Bell City to live in, the yard was not big, it was just right for her to live alone.

She has been with people since she was a child, and she is used to being served and taken care of. Now that she is alone and alone, she realizes that even life has become very difficult.

Or rather, she was too stupid.

It was the first time for Shengling to learn how to buy ingredients and cook for herself when she came back.

Instead of cooking the meal, it made the small kitchen a mess and almost set the yard on fire.

The second time, Chengling was more honest, she didn't dare to burn too much fire, she tossed and tossed in the small kitchen for a long time, finally made a dish, tasted it, and almost salted herself to death.

But let's be salty, it's better than nothing.

Chengling herself has no concept of spending money, and she has never been short of money since she was a child, but when she came out this time, she didn't bring any money, and she didn't think about money, so she waited until she bought a yard, and went back and forth. After adding some items, within a few days, Chengling found that her money bag had run out.

Not much money spent.

When this thought came up, Cheng Ling was stunned.

Chengling thought horribly, would she starve herself to death before she died of illness?

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