Rebirth begins with marrying a female educated youth

Wang Zhuyun and Liu Xianglan were quite surprised to see Ji Yuanhai decide to leave the provincial university campus and live in the courtyard permanently.

Now, it’s better. You don’t have to see the Sea of ​​Era every week until Saturdays and Sundays. You can see the Sea of ​​Era every day when you get home from get off work.

When they all went to work, Lu Heling had a thought in her mind: You are happy now, but when you find out that Yuan Hai really wants you to accompany me every day, you will know what it feels like if I can't bear it!

That's true, except for the fact that Ji Yuanhai and Lu Heling spent a lot of time together in the first year of their marriage. After they went to school in the provincial capital, Ji Yuanhai was busy with studies and making money. In fact, because of the school's restrictions, they didn't have a long relationship. accompany.

For example, the vacation lasts for about thirty days. Ji Yuanhai still has to be busy with some things, go home, and make money, so it is not that long.

From now on, Ji Yuanhai's married life has returned to normal.

When they arrived at Fangcaoxuan, Ji Yuanhai packed up the flowers and plants, and stopped selling them.

After all, after starting work, you still need to pay attention to the impact.

At around nine o'clock in the morning and close to ten o'clock, Zhou Heng came on a bicycle.

This was also agreed on on Friday night. Zhou Heng originally wanted to have dinner with Ji Yuanhai on Saturday to talk about what was on his mind, but it turned out that Ji Yuanhai was going to meet Chen Desheng with Yue Feng on Saturday, so they made an appointment on Sunday.

Seeing Zhou Heng arriving, Ji Yuanhai asked if he should eat out or eat here.

Zhou Heng's eyelids drooped, and his mood was visibly depressed: "Actually, I can eat anywhere. I just want to talk to you about what's on my mind."

"There are some things that I have been holding back in my heart for a long time. Now that I have my own job, I am going to leave home and live on my own...Brother Ji, I really am..."

At this point, he did not continue, but looked at Ji Yuanhai: "Is there any wine? I want to drink."

Ji Yuanhai took a bottle of Moutai, two glasses, and poured the wine.

I also picked up some peanuts, pickles and the like as dishes.

The two toasted and had a drink first. The sound of cross talk came from the color TV. The picture was a bit muddy and the sound was a bit noisy, but in this era, it was already a top-notch enjoyment.

After drinking a glass of wine, Zhou Heng sighed without waiting for the alcohol to get stronger: "Brother Ji, why didn't you ask me why you left home?"

Ji Yuanhai said: "I know you have a story, but I feel it's best not to listen to it."

"Well, no one doesn't want to have a warm home; if you leave home, it means you have a sad experience."

"Zhou Heng, do you want to tell me?"

Zhou Heng lowered his head, raised the bottle and poured himself wine, and the tears on his face fell into the wine glass.

"Maybe I'm not that strong of a person. I feel really tired after working hard to this point."

"Brother Ji, I don't want to tell anyone, but I want to tell you."

Ji Yuanhai understood that he was trusting him and did not refuse: "If you want to tell me, then tell me. I will never tell anyone else."

"And, Zhou Heng, if you tell me from today on, don't tell anyone else."

"Even if it's your future wife and children, don't say it."

"Some things can only be hidden in our hearts forever, do you understand?"

Zhou Heng raised his eyes and looked at Ji Yuanhai. He could tell that although Ji Yuanhai agreed, he still warned him not to tell his secret.

"Of course I know, I will never tell anyone else anything like this." Zhou Heng wiped his tears and whispered, "Brother Ji, I'm too tired."

"Finally there is hope to escape from those things. I can't help but say that I can only believe in you."

Ji Yuanhai nodded, sat over and patted him on the shoulder: "Go ahead."

Zhou Heng lowered his head, put another glass of wine into his stomach, and then cried softly.

"My family is not short of money and life is good."

"But there is never peace... When I was young, they always argued and fought. When I was young, I always thought that my mother was right and my father was wrong."

"My mother said he was so useless. He had been a clerk all his life and was not worthy of carrying someone's shoes... They would argue, fight, and fight. I was particularly afraid of the two of them meeting each other at that time. When they were alone with me, they were all Good father and good mother, they insulted and beat each other as soon as they met. The whole family became a battlefield. I was shaking all over and felt like the sky was falling..."

"Later, they stopped arguing. My father and mother were both promoted, and they were no longer ordinary section officers...but..."

When Zhou Heng said this, he couldn't go on.

Ji Yuanhai listened carefully and did not speak.

After a long time, Zhou Heng continued: "But they are no longer my parents. They are so strange that they make me feel sick."

"They taught me a truth, the most important truth. If you go up, you can control the destiny of others!"

"I don't want to be as disgusting as them. I don't want to beat and insult each other with my wife in front of our son after we get married. The reason is that I'm not capable enough; I don't want to rely on those dirty methods to please others and trample my dignity on others. Under his feet, what he saw when he looked up was his waistband!"

"I never want to be like that! I want to move up, I want to control my own destiny!"

Zhou Heng became more and more excited as he vented his words, and finally his eyes turned red: "So, I am shameless, I am shameless!"

"I chase Feng Xue and Zhu Fangfang, not because of how they look, nor about their character, nor do I have any love for them. I just want them to bring benefits to me and let me go! As long as they If you let me go up there, I will be good to them all my life. It doesn’t matter if I have love or not, I can pretend to like them and fall in love with them!”

"Brother Ji, do you think I'm bad enough? Am I a bad guy?"

Ji Yuanhai looked at Zhou Heng's appearance and finally understood where his heart was.

As he began to work, Zhou Heng was also preparing to leave the family that had brought countless shadows to him. As a result, many of his thoughts were like a bowstring being loosened and suddenly unable to hold back; the pain of the past was on the one hand, and he On the one hand, I feel uncomfortable with how "shameless" I once was.

To put it simply, his conscience ached, he felt guilty and self-blame, and felt that his original motives for pursuing Feng Xue and Zhu Fangfang were shameless and despicable.

Ji Yuanhai was speechless after hearing this.

What kind of despicability is this?

After entering society, being able to "be good to others all your life" is the absolute benchmark for love. As for whether it is a performance, is it that important?

For someone like Zhu Fangfang, does she know what love is?