Rebirth of the Father of Anime

In fact, in the previous story, hints have been given.

One is that Kyoko's father regarded Kyoko as a witch after learning the truth; the other is that Kyoko told Sayaka that while gaining hope, it also gave people despair.

Hope and despair are equal.

Magical girls think that they are good people who defend the world, but in the eyes of ordinary people, they are the same as their enemies, witches, and there is no essential difference.

Why doesn't Xingzi's father agree with Xing's kindness?

Because the faith her father held fast collapsed.

Kyoko's father is a person who is unwilling to compromise and has firm beliefs. Even if he fails to convince the world to believe his words, he is still tireless and has no regrets.

But when Kyoko uses so-called magic to bring people here, and his father learns the truth, his faith crumbles.

Believers do not believe in his ideas to follow his words, but magic.

His faith collapsed, and he fell into self-doubt and denial, so he had a mental breakdown. He cursed his daughter as a demagogic witch.

Although in Kyoko's view, she is a magical girl and the ultimate solver of witches, but this is just her self-righteousness. The magical girl realized her wish with magic, but what about the world? Is such a desire justice and truth?

Witches can also have magic.

One's own wishes come from one's own subjectivity, the so-called don't do to others what you don't want to be done to others. Everyone's subjectivity is different. Otherwise, what is the meaning of individual existence?

People often think that they are doing what is good for their loved ones, and what they do is to give their loved ones good, happiness.

But have people really thought about standing in their shoes? Is it really not the gratitude of others that they are after? Is what they say because they feel happy because they do it, or are they happy because others are happy?

The so-called hope must have despair. It is not to say that hope must be someone's despair, but that when hope is obtained, it must also be accompanied by the appearance of despair.

Hope and despair go hand in hand.

Saya's wish to become a magical girl is to pray that the male god she likes can stand on the stage and play the violin again.

It seems to be making a wish for others, but in reality?

What is her inner thoughts?

Actually, her essence. It's still for herself, even though she herself has been rejecting and fighting against such selfish desires.

In fact, Ba Mamei-senpai stated Saya's desire sharply from the beginning: "You have to think clearly. Are you making a wish to get his reaction, or are you making a wish purely for him."

Obviously, Saya is the first.

She herself admitted to herself in the hospital ward: "Why did I give up so much to save him? I really don't want to hear what he said to me..."

Saya was learning the cruel truth that her body and soul were divided - she was no longer human. And after seeing the person I like fall in love with my friend, this kind of "regret" and "unwilling" emotions reached their peak.

She can no longer deceive herself and others. It is as if the human heart has a surface and an inner layer. People can deceive the surface of the heart through self-suggestion to complete a personality satisfaction ceremony. However, the human heart is more and more deceitful, and one day the true emotions here will be like a volcanic eruption, and the scalding hot magma will drench you from head to toe until your skin is scorched.

The beautiful scene of Saya immersed in the melodious sound of the young man's piano on the rooftop in the setting sun was just moved by himself. at that moment. She probably felt that she was filled with a kind of gentle divinity, and she had completed the redemption of herself and others. It's like the white lotuses in TV dramas pretending to say with a faint smile after falling out of love. I just want you to be happy.

It is very easy to pierce the shell of this fragile and false heart. Seeing the beloved who I gave up everything in exchange for is looking at other women affectionately... an instant explosion!

"For the one she loves" is her wish to become a magical girl, but when the "one she loves" is gone, the blow to a person can be imagined-just losing love is enough to make some people feel miserable, let alone Saya? She even got involved with her own human identity and life. They can no longer return to the ordinary life they once had, and have to fight with the witch who may kill them in time.

And this battle is still mandatory. Because magical girls need the seed of lament to purify their soul gems.

Although the goal of becoming a magical girl is gone, Saya can still comfort herself by saying that she is a warrior of love who protects justice and people's happiness.

But on the tram, she heard two scumbags talking to each other flaunting the girl's feelings. For her who had just lost her relationship and was mentally unstable, and she was extremely sensitive to it, it was tantamount to adding insult to injury.

When she saw that the person she was fighting for was so filthy, her values ​​were completely shattered.

What is she sacrificing all this for? Why should she protect this kind of society and this kind of world? What she did will never be known by the public. She died tragically in the battle, but these scumbags protected by her can continue to live with peace of mind.

Collapse, blackening, witch, it's a matter of course, it's a matter of course.

Saya's blackening and witching are because her own hope turned into despair, and the west wind overwhelmed the east wind. Saya has always thought that she became a magical girl for the one she loves, and she has always thought that she is looking forward to Mami-senpai and protecting the peace of the side.

But when her faith collapsed, her fate was sealed.

Saya is one of the most distinctive characters portrayed in "Magic Girl Madoka Magica". Many people can find projections in her: she is impulsive, kind, self-righteous, simple, and stubborn in doing things...

She has a simple mind and can be easily incited. She does things with enthusiasm, so she always lacks thinking. But just because of this one thing that can make her lose enthusiasm and dependence, it can break her down.

After the collapse, she is very easy to go to extremes. She believes in miracles, and she can give everything to the person she likes—even after witnessing the death of her senior, she still makes a contract to heal the person she loves.

But when she knew the truth about the soul gem, she chose to give up on herself instead of looking for a solution, especially after the person she loved fell in love with her friend and lost her support. Regardless of her friends who care about her, she insists on going her own way, almost stubbornly insisting on her own point of view (thinking that other magical girls except senior sisters are bad) and refuses to accept help from others.

"Because everything... doesn't matter anymore..." Saya said slowly to Kyoko who came to find her, "In the end, what I cherish and what should I protect, I don't know everything..."

Saya took out his soul gem, and the once pure soul gem has become turbid.

"The balance between hope and despair is zero. You said it before. I now... I fully understand the meaning of this sentence, although I did save a few people. But correspondingly, my heart is full of Resentment and jealousy, and hurting an important friend... While praying for happiness, it also summoned a corresponding curse, our magical girl is such an existence..."

"I'm so, so stupid..."

Saya's tears dripped onto her soul gem, and the sudden burst of air blasted the unsuspecting Kyoko into the air.

Saya's soul gem suddenly shattered.

Girls generally refer to underage girls. Underage means women who have not yet reached adulthood and are in the growth stage. So, should they, who will eventually become "witches", be called "magic girls"?

Saya turned into a witch.

Saya's death really revealed QB's conspiracy—the magic girl's soul gem, which is an egg, is finally conceived, and the witch is the one who emerges from the egg!

The incubator qb uses magical girls to incubate witches!

Then there is a more serious and frightening question in front of people-it turns out that the witch is the former magical girl.

Doesn't that mean that magical girls have always been fighting magical girls?

The witches they had eliminated were actually magical girls like them?

When the soul gem becomes turbid, you need to hunt the witch and use the seed of lament to purify the soul gem. And when there is no seed of lamentation, or the soul gem cannot be purified after the witch is eliminated, then the magical girl will become a new witch again, endlessly, endlessly...

No wonder Xiaomeiyan has been preventing Xiaoyuanlian from becoming a magical girl, because from the moment she signed a contract with QB and became a magical girl, it was destined to be an inescapable tragedy.

I thought the tragic death of the senior sister was dark enough, but after discovering the root of the magical girl, people suddenly realized that the real darkness had just begun.

QB's cute appearance is no longer cute, it makes people feel cold. In the eyes of the audience, QB is almost equal to a devil!

What magical girls are all just a beautiful trap woven by qb!

This truth is too dark and heavy.

Not to mention children, even some adults can't bear the truth-becoming a magical girl with the best dreams and hopes, fighting desperately with the witch in an unknown corner, even if she dies in the end, she won't be able to bear the truth. will be understood by people.

However, the objects they fight turned out to be magical girls like them, and their final destination is to become witches.

What a cruel thing!

This is the conspiracy of qb—the unknown creature who tempts innocent children to become magical girls. (to be continued)