book of ten thousand words

The sky in Beijing today is really nice and blue.The blue is green and emerald, without any dross.

Oh, this pure and clean blue has been the dream color of many Chinese for quite a long time.Alas, let's not talk about it, the past that I can't bear to look back on has finally passed... The sky now is finally clear.

Such a clear sky, although I am no longer blessed to enjoy it, I am still very envious.

I envy every fresh body that lives in the present moment.

I envy them that they can breathe freely under such a dome.Do whatever they want.

Many years ago, the sky at that time was blue and green, and it was shockingly beautiful.

It was so naive back then.If you stand quietly at the highest point, look at the blue color without moving, and then keep the posture of observation, then when the sun sets and turns golden, the sky will no longer be pure blue for you to see, but It is to condense the blue into a noble and serene purple, which is held up by the distant mountains and contrasted with the earth, and it is offered to you with joy and joy.Shine on you with intoxicating gentle light, set you off, infect you, make you relaxed and happy, make you comfortable, make you windy, make you uncontrollable, dream of flying away with the wind, make you truly There is no way not to pay attention, and you are so shocked that you want to scream: why is the sky so beautiful... That's what I thought when I was crooked in the car to Biyi Pavilion that day.

At that time, I had already stayed in the car for a while, and the terrible pain came suddenly and went away quickly.

After gradually calming down, he couldn't help but look outside a few times, to see Young Master Wei walking outside the sedan chair.I thought the son was the same, he was paying attention to the sky and water along the way, but he didn't notice that he was lowering his head sullenly.A preoccupied look.

We kept this state until we walked to the Biyi Pavilion.

Biyi Pavilion is a pavilion near the water center of Huapu.

Standing on the pavilion, you can see the lake and mountains at every moment.Therefore, people in the palace also pay attention to this place for 10 minutes, often singing and drinking here, lingering.On the first day when she came to Xiufei Tower, Mrs. Xu pointed out from the car and told her about this place for romantic meetings.At that time, after she finished speaking, I paid attention to this graceful and charming pavilion.It's a pity that I didn't have time to take a closer look, so it passed by in a flash.

It was a good day today, I had the opportunity to walk the long wooden path with Young Master Wei, and arrived at this place together.

In the pavilion, everything has been arranged very well.Four delicately dressed little girls stood with their hands down.

The 99 night pearls dotted along the pavilion glow faintly - when night falls, they will have an even more breathtaking brightness.The two flutes have been put away.Yellow rice wine is warmed in the wine set.Tropical fruits that have never been seen before are also ready.It looks vivid.The snack boxes were all well placed as well.

The sable chair opposite was empty.

That is naturally the seat where the prince will sit in a while.The little girl sent me a hand stove to warm my hands, and said, "My lord ordered the girl to wait here." Then I went to see Mr. Wei? He had already landed on the small island in the middle of the lake, and went up the wooden path again.He just walked and walked, walked through the middle of the wooden path, walked through the end of the wooden path, walked to the shore, walked from a slender and tall figure to a small point, and then stopped.But this point sticks to my heart involuntarily, and I try hard for a long time, but I still can't wipe it off.

On the shore stood some guards with swords and halberds in their hands.He was talking to them... Well, I looked back at the four little girls in the pavilion. They were standing very neatly, looking at their noses and their hearts.No movement at all.I was relieved, since no one was paying attention to what I was doing at the moment.Why not look at him more?

I looked at Fourth Young Master Wei to my heart's content.After a while, and after a while, he moved, and his figure gradually disappeared.After a while, the guards began to change shifts... The pavilion gradually became cooler.I tied the Guanyin pocket on my body tighter.The pavilion is very quiet, as quiet as water in a green lake.

Mr. Wei didn't show up again, and the prince didn't come either.I simply took the hole flute lightly and played "Red Plum".The water in the lake is still, and at this moment, it is already half-faced, and the eyes are full of red... I was blowing, while looking at the scenery in front of me, and at the same time, I was in a daze.Think of many, many things.The peach blossoms in my memory flew down, and a mysterious old man with silver hair fluttered gradually showed his familiar and strange back, oh, and Mr. Wei who was lingering under the begonia like a dream that day, and today, he was lingering by the lake for a long time. Your prince... Weeping and complaining, complaining and admiring, it should never be music, but life, right?Each of them probably has a memory in their hearts that will never be forgotten. ……And me?What memories will be left for the future?This year, I am also more than ten years old.If the Jin family hadn't encountered such a big change, wouldn't they have already married? ... But whether married or not, her life has been so ordinary up to this point, with nothing to think about... Now that she is in the palace, can her fate be different because of this?But, how many beautiful girls here, don't they just sing and dance, and then they grow old day by day?At this point in my mind, I thought of the huge three-color wood carving Bodhisattva on Bayun Tower.The green lady said that it was a bodhisattva who had practiced for countless lifetimes and kalpas, and she was a goddess in the Western Paradise of Ultimate Bliss. —I thought, isn’t this a lie?Didn't Buddhism always say that this world is "empty"?Since it is an empty world, what do you mean by "ultimate bliss"?Don't pain and bliss grow together?How can one cut off half and leave the other half?After thinking about it, it seems that there is an epiphany in the ignorance.

But when I think about it again, I don't know what I realized.

It's like being lucky enough to see a faint white light in the ignorance, but looking at it again, it is still eternal gloom and darkness...

I bit my lower lip, and said silently: How much joy is there in this world?Since life is limited and cannot be extended no matter what, why bother to get rid of the emotions and desires just because you are worried that you will not be able to bear it?I don't want to castrate even happy things just because I'm afraid of pain.Besides, my mind is small, and I can't imagine any big realm.I don't even believe that there will be a place where there is only bliss and no extreme suffering.Therefore, I would rather bear infinite resentment and pain, even if it is only for that limited little joy.

Alas, but then again...

What is the happiness in the world?How can I reunite with the happiness of this life?

Thinking of all these miscellaneous things, I sighed slightly facing the cold lake, but I didn't know that the prince just entered the pavilion at this time.Just stand on the steps and look at me.I was just in a daze, just thinking.He kept the little girls silent, so it was some time before I caught a glimpse of him.He was so startled that he almost dropped the flute he was holding.

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