book of ten thousand words

——You said that this "Wu Chen's story" made you very sad.

——You said, this is not in line with your expectations.

——You said that you don't like this overcrowded story, and you don't like the naked and bloody "failure" and "single-mindedness" in it.I don't want to admit that "a man who has had so many women" will also have a love for "a woman who has had so many men" that "only evil and beauty, tolerance and narrowness coexist".

You said that you are not willing to ignore the messy background of the times at the beginning of the story and the reality that he wins people's love, and you don't want to forget the tough woman at the end.The woman who "after narrowly escaping from the dead, still chased thousands of miles with his family's memorial tablet, and knew clearly that he could not love her".You said that all humble, dedicated, desperate love breaks your heart...

I love the word heartbreak...

You know, it's been too long since I've felt this way...

You remind me: pay attention, it is "dedication", not "sacrifice", they are different.You said that "sacrifice" means compromise, and "dedication" means willingness.I think... yes, I'm thinking... After leaving the physical body called Jin Chuange, today I'm so far away from those loves and hatreds, I'm thinking: Are these also my psychological feelings at that time? ...

Hey, but please don't be so sad please?It's just a story that's been around for a long time.You don't have to be sad.Especially no need to be as sad as I am... Well, back to the story.It was the winter of the tenth year of Kangxi, the snowy night conversation was far from over, the prince was still drinking, Chuange was still heartbroken for him...

Heartbreak, what a painful and beautiful feeling...

Outside the pavilion, there is a thin coolness, and there are a few stars floating on the water.

The lord pulled me, instead of waking up, he sank deeper and deeper. "Wan'er, I went to the wild garden to look for you that day. You ignored me and played the music alone in the house. Although I withdrew, I heard that you were playing "Red Plums"...I didn't leave. I listened to it as many times as you played it. I figured it out, although you looked cold, you must be warm inside. I didn’t do it on purpose, I only sent someone to Suzhou to investigate you later.”

I murmured silently in my heart, "After all, madam was a female disciple in the teaching workshop, and everyone in the south of the Yangtze River used to know about it. Everyone knows about it. You have to investigate everything. Every time you find a man, don't you want to kill yourself?" back?"

My heart suddenly had mixed feelings.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," the prince suddenly knelt down and buried his face in my lap, tears coating his face.

"Now I know that I have chilled your heart. Otherwise, you wouldn't have moved from the palace to the wilderness without saying a word after you found out. You wouldn't have become a priestess and refused to come out again. Since then, he has refused to see me."

After finishing speaking, I was even more sad, "I have never liked anyone else since you. I told you a long time ago that the women in this mansion are only happy if they are like you; as long as they are not like you, I despise them. These words I already told you too."

"But you didn't tell me anything, and made me feel ashamed. Only then did I know that "Red Plum" was played for Mao Pijiang. It's been more than 30 years...Wan'er, it's been more than 30 years...he Loving you was more than 30 years ago, you, you, you..." He became even more confused.He began to call me "Wan'er" loudly, and when he saw that I didn't answer, he hugged me hard and pressed me into his arms.I struggled hard, and my face suddenly turned red and peach blossoms.

I hurriedly called: "Master, look at me, look at me. I'm Chuange."

The prince looked at me unsteadily, and after a while, his eyes suddenly focused and he became sober.

Yes, I am not the woman he has loved from a young age to today.He murmured "I'm sorry" and put away his drunkenness.Then he took a few steps back awe-inspiringly, swayed helplessly for a while, raised two fists, hit the pillar, and shouted towards the empty lake, "Ah—"

The sound was very loud, like a tiger shaking a hill, and it swept the lake back and forth, so it was not crazy.

After a while, he forced a smile at me. "You know? The girl I got angry at is just such a girl." I was silent for a long time before I said: "Actually, the prince doesn't need to care about it. Everyone must discuss it, so let them discuss it. It will take a long time." It’ll be fine once you’ve done it.” But it’s like a mirror in my heart:

Such a heroic shortness of breath and love for children, even if it is not worth a fortune, is already worth spreading for a hundred years.I'm afraid I have forgotten everything, but I still have to remember these.

The prince slammed the table and said, "Pour the wine! Pour the wine!" It seemed that he couldn't calm down after all.

"The wine is cold."

The prince smiled coldly, "Am I afraid of the cold? Upside down!"

I stopped talking and poured another full jug of wine.The Lord drank the contents of the cup in one gulp, pouring everything into his heart.After drinking, the wine glass was placed heavily on the table.When the hand fell, the cup cracked.

The world fell silent after the explosion.so quiet.

I didn't dare to vent my anger, so I quietly changed to a new cup, filled it up and handed it over.

The prince didn't know what he thought of again, and his expression became even more sad. "Everyone in the world only knows that I am wrong. Who else can remember how long I have been guarding Ningyuan alone with my own strength? Fourteen months of lack of pay, with tens of thousands of soldiers, I am still loyal It remains the same as before. But now, no one mentions the matter of sticking to the siege."

It turned out to be like this... I had no choice but to persuade him, "Many years have passed, so it's fine if you don't mention it."

I can think of Ning Yuan standing in the majestic wind, thinking of Shanhaiguan where he fought overnight, thinking of his awe-inspiring and isolated situation when he broke through, and thinking of Shanhaiguan opening, the situation can no longer be controlled by him: Qing soldiers suddenly became the masters of the Central Plains, Because of this, he couldn't say anything, he was regarded as a thief in troubled times, he was scolded and killed by the world, and he was pushed all the way to where he is today; looking at the dots in his eyes at this moment, there are clearly tears, I can't help but sigh.

Immediately, my heart was filled with heavy sympathy, but I just couldn't express it.

In fact, he never forgot those bloody past events; the current encounters may not be his original intention.

So I thought of what he said just now. "If at that time we had moved from one place to another, and Wan Fen and I had a marriage contract, and now I see her being snatched away by others, suffering a lot of homelessness, and someone irritating me so much, I just don't have any martial arts, I have to risk my life to fight him."

It suddenly felt that maybe everything that was controversial had an answer a long time ago.

What Li Zicheng held hostage was never the famous Chen Yuanyuan, but the flawless Xing Wanfen in his heart.

As he said, for her, even if he doesn't know the slightest bit of martial arts, he is willing to give up his only life.As he said, he will not let her suffer any more grievances.As he said, when she needs it, he will go all out to protect her.

He did it, after paying all the price of a man, he did it without compromise.

But... my heart hurts.In front of him, he waved his hand and continued to sigh about the past.

"People in the world just blindly curse, who really has the heart, go and see for yourself what kind of heart is expressed in the letter I wrote to Dorgon?"

I stared at him blankly, but didn't speak at that time.

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