Queen's Handbook

Su Yunfei walked slowly to the window and pushed it open.The snow outside has accumulated, and the world in front of me is slowly being wrapped in white.

Everything you can see is silvery white, very pure white.

While he was in a trance, there was a knock on the door behind him.Taoyao went to the kitchen very quickly, and came back after a while: "Miss, the slave has already brought the food."

Su Yunfei was afraid that Taoyao would blame herself for opening the window secretly. Before turning around, she didn't forget to raise her hand to close the window before going to the table and sitting down: "Come in."

Taoyao, who was carrying a lunch box, opened the door and walked in, looked at Su Yunfei's red eyes, and said softly, "Miss, are you unhappy because of King Zhou again?"

Although Taoyao is sometimes dull, sometimes she is surprisingly sharp.

"Is a person like me who should have no feelings really worthy of being liked by others?" Su Yunfei's voice was very low.

Her heart was full of contradictions, she lowered her eyes and asked softly: "I don't know if I can give others the kind of love they want, if I fail... so what should I do?"

It is clear that he will not love, nor dare to love.

Tao Yao was not in a hurry to serve her a meal, but looked into Su Yunfei's eyes, her voice was low but her words were clear: "Why does Miss carry so many responsibilities and doubts on her back?"

Looking at the bright eyes of the little girl in front of her, Su Yunfei couldn't help repeating this question in her mind.

why?

Because she... was afraid of being abandoned.

That's why I carefully wrapped myself up, looking so strong, as if I could do everything well by myself.

But actually she can't.If it wasn't for Zhou Jinzhi, Zhuang Hua, or those who were willing to help her, she would never be able to do many things.

Beneath the strong exterior is a fragile and fearful heart.

If you really moved your heart and delivered yourself like this, wouldn't it be showing your weakness?

Thinking of Su Mingjin being poisoned last time, she felt sad for a while.

She was unwilling, unwilling to accept this pain again.

"I... I don't have anything." Su Yunfei's voice lowered, her expression was like a helpless child: "I don't want to let myself have something and lose it again."

Back then, when Stephen reached out to her alone among a group of lovely and lively children, she also thought that she would never be lonely again.

"Miss doesn't have nothing." Seeing Su Yunfei like this for the first time, Taoyao felt her heart tightening, and couldn't help holding her cold hand: "Miss has Taoyao, and Juan Er , No. We will always be with Miss."

"Taoyao asked third brother last time, and she felt that what Taoyao said last time was correct."

"A young lady is a young lady. In Taoyao's eyes, the young lady is very powerful and smart, and she is not attached to anyone. If the young lady wants to make a decision, she must ask her own heart."

"If you want to do it in your heart, then do it boldly. Tao Yao thinks that being liked by others is a very good thing. Miss really doesn't have to put so much pressure and responsibility on herself and throw away those things Bar."

Tao Yao said a lot in a row, and then looked at Su Yunfei with concern.

"Thank you, Taoyao." Su Yunfei held back her hand tightly, trying to hold back her tears.

"Miss can't thank you for anything, I am satisfied as long as I am happy." Taoyao smiled softly: "I am really grateful to meet Miss, this is really the luckiest thing in my life."

"Okay, miss, don't be sad anymore. When miss is sad, Tao Yao will also feel sad." Tao Yao quickly took her hand out of Su Yunfei's hand, as if she was a little embarrassed: "Today Tao Yao talked too much. "

Su Yunfei looked at her with a smile, shook her head and said: "No, I have already regarded Xiao Taoyao as a family."

Tao Yao's nose was sore when she heard her words.Turning around quickly, she put a bowl of porridge from the clay pot in front of her: "Miss, you are hungry, hurry up and eat something to fill your stomach, and this servant will bring you some new charcoal."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and took out the charcoal basin on one side.

After going out, she took a deep breath, raised her head to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and shook her head with a smile: "Taoyao, Taoyao, I almost cried in front of Miss again."

But when the lady said that she regarded herself as a family, she almost shed tears.

Su Yunfei drank a few mouthfuls of porridge in the house, and her heart was also filled with a warm emotion.

Although Taoyao usually looks innocent and innocent, she doesn't understand anything.But whether she was happy or sad, she was always by her side.

In this backyard, there was an open and secret fight, and no one dared to tell the truth.After all, even though she is a maid raised in her own yard, she may turn against her under the condition of interests.

But she and Taoyao have come through difficulties all the way, for so long, she has long regarded Taoyao as one of the closest people around her.

It was her blessing to have such a silly girl by her side who only cared about herself.

On the second day, she left for Su Mingjin's side. After what happened yesterday, she suddenly wanted to see him very much.

Just by the way, tell Su Yongchang about the wedding date set last time.

"So we're going to get married?" Su Mingjin was in good spirits, and was a bit surprised when he heard what Su Yunfei said: "Second girl and third girl together?"

"Yes, grandfather. Now there is an imperial decree issued by the emperor in the imperial city, advocating frugality and not extravagance." Su Yunfei poured her a cup of tea and explained patiently: "The current situation is unstable, and my father probably doesn't want to take risks. Show off the limelight. What's more, Yunfei thinks that double happiness is also very festive."

"That's true, there is nothing wrong with Double Happiness." Su Mingjin listened to her explanation and nodded in agreement with her statement.

Then, as if thinking of something, she said to her: "The original plan to go to Qianfo Temple on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, I have to come back earlier. I wanted to stay for a few more days to clear my mind."

"It's all according to grandfather." Su Yunfei held Su Mingjin's arm very affectionately: "Besides, the fifteenth day of the first lunar month is the Lantern Festival, so it must be very lively in the imperial city!"

"You little naughty, do you want to go to guess lantern riddles again?" Su Mingjin said to her with a kind smile: "When you were young, you liked to go to the river to follow the river lanterns, and you almost fell into the river go."

"Grandfather made fun of Yun Fei again. Yun Fei is still young and ignorant." Su Yunfei seemed to be angry, and said dissatisfiedly, "It will definitely not be like this now."

"Yes, baby Feifei has also grown up, she is a big girl." Su Mingjin touched the top of her head with a smile: "Now there is no need for grandpa to worry."

Su Mingjin was very relieved that his most cherished granddaughter had grown from such a young age to being so slim now.

If I can see her Fengguanxiapei, beautiful and moving with my own eyes, my wish will be fulfilled.

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