History of Struggle of Salted Fish

The grass grows in March, and the warblers fly in April.Not long ago, the city of Shangjing, which had just experienced a catastrophe, regained its vitality in less than a month. Even the shops that were almost burned to the ground on Yujie Street, after a month of reconstruction, have taken on a new look.

Although the customer in Ruyi Lane, Ruyi Lane, survived and suffered no loss in the military disaster, no one from the shopkeeper to the staff was in a relaxed mood. Banquets were prohibited during the national mourning, and the business in the store was extremely bleak. , and since the Young Master's personal maid died that night, it has been a month since she came to sit in the shop.

At this moment, Xiang Wan was looking up from the balcony on the west side of the second floor. Kouer, the little maid who had just entered the mansion, saw that she had been staring (in a daze) at the empty lotus pond for a while, and was hesitating whether to interrupt the master. Reminding her to switch to lunch, her own stomach rumbled just in time.

Xiang Wan looked back and saw that it was the little girl with a round face, and just about to tell her to go down to eat first, when she suddenly remembered that Zhu'er used to be the most gluttonous, her heart sank again.

Although Zhu'er was born in a family, her family had already been betrayed when Yu Wenchuan was convicted.Although Xiang Wan couldn't clearly observe the funeral for her, she buried her with a stele in the name of her foster relatives. She also lived in seclusion, leaving all business matters to Li Quanmengshan.

When she is free, she either traces red, or goes to sit with Auntie and Brother Rui, and then picks up embroidery work again.

Jiu'er was amazed when she saw it a few days ago, since Xiang Wan gave Xiang Qing an embroidered packing ceremony a few years ago, she hasn't touched a needle or thread for several years, and even bought the hijab when she got married from a tailor shop.

When I got closer and took a closer look, the embroidery patterns were not small pieces of flowers and grass, but a whole piece of rolling hills, looming in the clouds, but the bottom of the embroidery had turned yellow, and it seemed that it had been there for a long time. Not done.

Xiang Wan didn't do it on a whim, this embroidery piece was half-embroidered, and Kou'er found it at the bottom of Zhu'er's box when she was packing up Zhu'er's belongings. When it was presented to Xiang Wan, Xiang Wan had already Deciding to complete the embroidery painting for Zhu Er, it was just as she wanted it all. Jiu Er saw that what Xiang Wan embroidered was a distant mountain, but she didn't think much about it, and she didn't know that it was Zhu Er's relic. After hearing Xiang Wan's instructions, she naturally didn't dare to say it, even though she didn't understand why she kept it from Sister Jiu'er, who was in love with Sister Zhu'er.

After nearly a month of embroidering, Xiang Wan finally finished the embroidery, so on the fifth day of Zhu'er's burning, she took Kou'er and two male servants to pay respects to the souls of the dead, and prepared to take the unfinished embroidery that she hadn't finished before her death. Burn her.

Before he got close, Kou'er noticed a tall and straight figure leaving in front of Zhu'er's tombstone. He was about to call for someone, but Xiang Wan stopped him.

"Don't tell anyone about this."

"Yes, ma'am."

Xiang Wan also recognized that the person worshiping was Yuan Shan who had a marriage contract with Jiu'er.

It was night, Xiang Wan took out the embroidery painting and thought over and over again, when did Yuan Shan fall in love with Zhu'er?Will there be any accidents in his marriage with Jiu'er?Then should the embroidery painting be given to him instead of Zhu'er?

Just when she was struggling, a black figure landed in front of her window with a bang, and the person who came was Lu Zhan, whom she hadn't seen for a month.

"I don't know why Master Lu visited late at night?" Xiang Wan's tone was calm, neither surprised nor angry.And this sentence of Mr. Lu is not abrupt, Lu Zhan is now the newly appointed commander of the imperial army, and concurrently serves as General Huwei.

"I just want to come and see you, you're here, okay?"

"There's nothing wrong with it, so it should be considered good."

"I know you are in a bad mood, but the dead are gone, and the living should cheer up as soon as possible so that they can live up to her heart."

"I'm just sorry, she's still so young, if it wasn't for me, she wouldn't have died in vain."

"You may wish to think that if she hadn't followed you, she might have been abducted and sold long ago. When she met a rich and unkind master who beat and scolded her, she was tortured to death in the end."

"Your consolation is of no use at all."

"Stupid is stupid, but it's better than doing nothing."

"I've seen it, and I've been comforted. If Master Lu has nothing else to do, you should go back earlier. I'm afraid it won't sound good if someone sees you, a second-rank general, climbing over the walls of other people's houses."

"I'm not afraid of this, but I'm afraid that you will hate me again if you get involved."

"As long as you know."

"I have no other thoughts. You don't want to get married right now, so I can wait."

"Anything else?"

"Well, if you accidentally hear some gossip about me, don't take it seriously?"

"What gossip?"

"For example, which one has become a big media for me, which one wants to marry me, such rumors are not true, I promise."

"That's your business. I'm tired and I'm going to rest. Please go back."

"Eh? Can't you give me a little thought? If I really run away with someone else, you won't regret it?"

"If you don't leave, I'll call someone."

"I'm not afraid of calling someone, but I'm afraid you won't save face." Lu Zhan muttered softly.

"Also, if you want to come in the future, just go through the gate, don't be sneaky, what do you look like."

"Your aunt won't let you in..."

"Understood, why don't you leave?"

"Oh, then go to bed early."

Lu Zhan left, but Xiang Wan couldn't sleep anymore, his mind was in a mess.

My thoughts on Lu Zhan are not as indifferent as I expressed. On the contrary, the accumulation of the two people along the way has made their relationship closer, even second only to relatives, but different from relatives.

When facing Mrs. Xie and her younger siblings, she had to find a way to prop up the door and shelter them from the wind and rain; but when facing Lu Zhan, she could relieve herself of the burden, relax herself, and unconsciously trust and rely on her. , this feeling became more and more obvious after Lu Zhan rescued herself from the villains twice. Ordinarily, as long as she still planned to marry in this life, starting from her heart, she didn't want to consider other candidates, but the relationship between the two The problem between them is also obvious: Lu's mother doesn't like her, and the identities of the two families are also very different now, one is an upstart in the court, and the other is the orphan of a criminal minister. Even if she can withstand the pressure and marry The notoriety of the powerful.Of course, as long as the two people share the same mind, this is not a big problem, but who can guarantee that Lu Zhan's relationship will continue to keep warm and the enthusiasm will not diminish?

Before today, Xiang Wan had made up her mind to live alone, but when she saw Yuan Shan coming to Zhu'er's tomb to offer sacrifices, she had some understanding.Life is alive, and love is beyond human control.No matter what Mama Ding's original intention in choosing Jiu'er was, Yuan Shan never stood up and said no, either because of pressure from her parents, or because of Jiu'er's face, or because she also felt that Jiu'er was better than her. Pearl is more suitable for the role of a good wife and mother.

Xiang Wan couldn't even complain about this matter.

Because when she weighed her feelings, wasn't she influenced by those secular public opinions, and didn't have a balance of etiquette and interests?It's just fifty steps laughing at a hundred steps.

Even if Du Zhongchen and Yan Xisheng are like Du Zhongchen and Yan Xisheng, the two people care about each other, they can be regarded as sincere and pure, but they still can't be together, and they can't even get the simplest blessing in the world.

From a certain point of view, Du Er is much braver and purer than himself.

Some people have no fate, some people love but can't get it, what about yourself?Constrained by the rules and regulations drawn by myself, I dare not go beyond one step.Even though she is as humble as Pearl, she once embroidered the picture of Yuanshan with her own hands. Although she hid it at the bottom of the box when she heard about the marriage contract between Jiuer and Yuanshan, she also left her mark.

Or, you should give yourself an opportunity, which can be regarded as an outlet for this feeling that is not throbbing.

Then set a deadline, one year. If Lu Zhan does not change his mind after one year, he will try to accept each other. As for those external factors, there will always be a day when he can overcome them. A wish.

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