Buddhist Rebirth Daily

My first name is Chen Qian, and my nickname is Cao'er. My first name is my name before crossing, and my nickname is my name given to me by my poor mother after crossing.

In modern times, I have a happy family, my parents and grandparents love me very much, but I suffer from congenital heart disease, and I am different from other children since I was a child. Other children can have fun outside all day long, But my fragile heart can't even bear me to do a little strenuous exercise.

Although my parents love me very much, I still often see their pain in the back, so I have to follow the doctor's advice, take medicine on time every day, and do not do strenuous exercise.

In this way, I managed to live until I was 20 years old, but my condition became more and more serious.

I'm a little angry, I'm so careful, I gave up a lot of things I love and want to do, I just want to live longer, but God can't even satisfy me with such a wish.

I told my parents that I really want to go out and have a look. Like other children, I can look around, see the outside world, climb mountains, see the sunrise on the mountain and what I see at home. Not different.

Dad smiled and said, "Baby, Mom and Dad will accompany you."

It is inconvenient to go out, because I need to sit in a wheelchair most of the time, even so, my parents still drove me to many places.Until I no longer had the strength to open my eyes.

When I closed my eyes, I cursed this damn God, and cursed that he would never marry a wife in his life.

When I became conscious again, I found that I had turned into a baby. Is this reincarnation?

No, why am I still conscious?

Could it be that God also feels sorry for me and wants to make me a child of my parents again?

Turn your head and look around, dim room, oil lamp, woman with bun, non-modern dress?

I crossed?

This fact shocked me a little.

I pulled my throat and howled, struggling desperately, feeling the beating of the heart in my chest, healthy and powerful.

This makes me very happy, I actually have a healthy heart in my whole life.

My hands are healthy, with five fingers, and my legs are fine, which is great.

My crying quickly attracted the attention of the woman in the room. She picked me up and untied my clothes?

What are you doing?I scream.

Something was stuffed into my mouth, my mouth started to squirm uncontrollably, something warm and sweet slipped into my throat.

I was shocked, is this breastfeeding?

I want to refuse, but my body does not allow me to refuse, and the woman pats my back rhythmically, which makes me very comfortable.

Forget it, I closed my eyes and thought, just pretend that I am actually drinking milk tea with a straw.

When I woke up again, it was already night, and the baby's control ability was too weak, and it would fall asleep every now and then, and even a breastfeeding could lull him to sleep.

So, most of the time, I actually sleep. When I am awake, I will desperately collect information about the world, as well as about my parents.

There is a mother in my family, but it seems that there is only a mother, and there is a man, who seems to be my mother's servant, guard, and seems to have other relationships.

Because I once saw my mother blushing and giving a freshly made man's shirt to that man. The man was very excited and took my mother's hand. He didn't know what to say. The distance was too far. hear.

I was shocked, what happened to my mother, cheating in marriage?What if this is the case?

I immediately started crying at the top of my throat, crying heartbreakingly, because I recalled a lot in my mind that I saw the tragic situation of married women cheating in ancient times in TV dramas and novels, and I didn't want to be an orphan.

As expected, my mother was attracted by me, broke away from the man, and came to coax me. The man gave me a glare, and happily went out with his clothes in his arms.

As a baby, I found it really hard to stop my mother's behavior.

But one day, the two of them had a big fight, because I was too sleepy at that time, and I couldn't hear what they were arguing at all. When I woke up, the man had disappeared, and my mother hugged him. Looking at me and crying, it made me feel a little distressed.

That day, I lay on the bed and gnawed on my feet, looking very indecent, but I said that my body will always break away from my own will and do some unimaginable things. For example, when I am in a good mood, this The foot automatically moved to the mouth.Then I can't help but lean up and nibble on it.

Back to the topic, I saw my sister-in-law that day, she was a beauty, they were chatting, and I was eavesdropping.

Only then did I know that my mother was divorced by my father, because she was pregnant with me, my grandma was quite conscientious, and gave my mother a lot of money to let her go back to her hometown to have a baby. It’s good that my sister-in-law married nearby In the village, let her take care of my mother more.

My mother said she wanted to remarry.

Hearing this, I can't think of rebelling anymore. Since my mother didn't cheat in marriage, I should marry someone else, and there is a ready-made one.But I'm curious what my beautiful sister-in-law will say?

The beauty girl is as smart as I am, she won't give in because of the worldly etiquette. After listening to my sister's words, my mother's depressed mood for a long time improved a lot.

After the little girl left, an aunt would come over the next day to help my mother with work, sometimes bringing a lot of food, and taking me out for a walk when I was free.

It's only a short walk down the street, but I'm satisfied.

The man came back. This time, my mother was a little excited, a little happy, and a little worried about gains and losses.

That day, for the first time, my mother didn't sleep with me, I didn't cry, I stared at the moonlight outside the window in a daze, it seemed that my mother had made up her mind that I would have a stepfather.

The next day, when my mother saw me, her eyes flickered and her expression was a little tangled.

My stepfather immediately sat by her side to comfort her and said, "If you really like children, we can have another one in the future."

What, what does this mean?My eyes widened.

"But Cao'er is my flesh and blood after all, me." Niang began to wipe away tears.

I am very nervous.

"My parents finally agreed to our marriage, saying that they don't mind that you were married before, but they would never agree to take this child back. This is equivalent to telling everyone that I married a widow." The man mourned looked at my mother.

"It's not that I don't like her, but we can't take her back for the time being. I promise, when we get married and have children, as soon as my parents are happy, we can take Cao'er back. It's just a girl, dad Mother won't mind." The man continued to bewitch my mother.

"What about the grass?" My mother asked.

I felt a chill in my heart.

"Your sister-in-law's family likes girls very much. I heard that her sister-in-law is the child bride-in-law of the Lin family. Why don't you entrust the child to her?" the man said.

"It's not so good, she is also someone else's wife, what if the Lin family doesn't want to?" My mother still has some conscience.

"She is now pregnant with the Lin family's child, and she is precious in the Lin family. Besides, Cao'er is her niece, and she will take care of her. When we settle down and come to pick up Cao'er, it's a big deal to give the Lin family some money as a gift." Thank you."

My mother finally gave in.

I watched helplessly as my mother packed her luggage, money, clothes, and some small pieces of furniture that could be taken away were also moved out.

I heard my mother ask, "Has the messenger been found yet?"

The man said: "I have already found it. I will ask them to deliver the letter in the shop in two hours. By then, we will have already left Chongzhou City."

My mother hugged me for the last time, fed me, kissed me, turned and left.

My mood is a bit complicated, I don't know whether to resent my mother's unfeelingness, or pity myself.

When I woke up again, I was hugged by a woman. The woman ran in the alley anxiously, but she didn't forget to lift me up, afraid that the wind would blow me, so I yawned a little.

"Little San, you can read, show your sister-in-law what it says."

I could only see the anxious face of the woman and the smell of meat sauce all over my nose, and I secretly swallowed.

"This is left by my sister-in-law's natal sister-in-law, and this child." The woman said.

Only then did I know that this person was my sister-in-law's sister-in-law, the legendary child bride-in-law.

The girl named Xiaosan read the letter and explained the whole story. The woman turned around anxiously.

"Second sister-in-law, you should take this letter back to my sister-in-law to have a look. The child will be placed with me first, and I will let Xingming look at it. Then I will go to her mother to see if I can find it. If I can't find it at night, we will send it to you." Take the child back now." The man took me and said.

"Hey," the woman wanted to run away after hearing this.

"Second sister-in-law, if mother is at home, you go to find mother first, sister-in-law is pregnant, so be careful if she gets pregnant."

In the end, I was taken back to my sister-in-law's house, and the family held a family meeting, and then I became a child of the Lin family, to be precise, the child of my sister-in-law and my uncle-in-law.

My sister-in-law and uncle gave birth to a little boy, and they said that the baby was twins. They named me Lin Qian, which is similar to my previous name. Besides me, the Lin family also had a little girl who was slightly older than me. It's called Hongmei, and there are two older brothers, so many children.

My father likes me very much. According to my mother, my father has always wanted a little girl, but he was a little disappointed when he gave birth to two boys. My arrival just filled the gap.The first thing he does every day before he goes out and after he comes back is to come and see Lynch and me.

But that day, I heard my dad say, I'm so weird.

"This child is surprisingly sensible, when she is hungry, she just hums when she pees, and when you notice her, she will smile at you.

Secondly, this child doesn't recognize birth at all. No matter who is in the Lin family, if you hold her, she will obediently cling to you. She is really a caring little padded jacket.

Even when Xiao Yu hugged her, she was not noisy, but her two hands would hold Xiao Yu's neck tightly, Lin Zhiqiang thought in disbelief: Is it because Xiao Yu is afraid that Xiao Yu will throw her off?

Every time Chen Jiayuan lays her and Lynch (the second boy of the eldest family of the Lin family) side by side on the bed, the little girl will move to the outside of Lynch and look at him. "

I started to look at myself and feel like I was a real failure as a baby.

My mother looked me up and down, and when I got anxious, I stuffed my foot into my mouth again.

Then I heard my mother say: "Husband, you think too much, but a child of only a few months, how can it be as amazing as you said?"

While nibbling on my feet, I thought: I will spend more time with that girl Hongmei in the future, and learn how to be a baby, so I can't make such a mistake again.

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