lovesickness never idle

Su Zhi and I ran into Xi Nian on the way back. He was obviously surprised to see me in the sentry box we passed by.

"Say no words, here you go."

I looked over, and there was only one person in the sentry box, the previous year.

Su and I stopped in the past.

When I saw me in the past, my expression was a little tangled.

I remembered what Chunye said before, Jun Liangbo asked him to stay away from me.

On the way back, Su Zhi and I kept silent about Jun Liangbo's matter at the same time. He didn't know what he was thinking, but I, to be honest, still didn't quite believe it.

For a man like that, even if I even imagined his bad aspects, I would feel that he would be degraded.

Su Zhi didn't know anything, so he found a chair and sat down.

"Why are you the only one here?"

Scratching his head in the past, "It's nothing, the shift on duty today, don't ask if there is something, I'll come over and check, those brothers have gone to eat."

I thought of Kingfisher, and asked after weighing it, "How is Kingfisher's body recovering?"

In the past, he smiled and kept a distance from me, "I heard that the cold air has entered the body, and I have been cultivating, but Uncle Wu said, it's nothing serious, just pay more attention to life in the future."

This old guy, only their landlord's illness is a big deal, and it's not a big deal whoever has a poison or a disease.

Su Zhi thought for a while, "Hey, in the past, I was actually very curious. Uncle Wu is so old, why didn't he hear that he had a son or daughter? Could it be?"

He lowered his voice: "He has no descendants?"

I just wanted to reprimand Su Zhi, it was too inappropriate and impolite to say such a thing.

But in the past, he seemed to hear a very normal question, and nodded directly, "Yes. Uncle Wu has always been alone, at least he has been like this since I knew him."

Always alone?

I don't believe it.

Who doesn't have emotions and desires.

I always feel that the old guy is not the kind of person who is born with pure six sense organs.

In the past, I looked around, and there were some thugs who said bad things behind their backs, "I only told you as friends, don't tell others, actually I heard that Uncle Wu liked a woman when he was young. , but at that time Uncle Wu had a bad temper. Although he liked that woman, he didn’t treat her very well. Later, I heard that the woman died short-lived. After the woman left, he never looked for her again, and has been alone until now."

"Short-lived? The old man is so good at medicine, what disease can't be cured."

I thought.

Shaking his head in the past, "I don't know why the woman disappeared. I haven't heard of it, but I have seen Uncle Wu drink too many times in private, and he talked about some things in a rambling manner, which was not comprehensive. It was almost because of him that the woman left at a young age, it seems to be the same thing, I dare not say the specifics."

Su Zhi sat there as if he was thinking about something, and after a while he said, "Then what about you, Lord Jun, what kind of person were you before, and did you ever like any girl?"

I was startled, and quickly adjusted my facial expressions, for fear of being seen by others.

Fortunately, he didn't look at me in the past, but this question is obviously much more difficult for him to answer than the question asked by Old Wu.

He paused for a long time, and Su Zhi stared at him waiting for an answer.

In the end, when I had no choice in the past, I said: "Our landlord probably never liked a girl. For so many years, our landlord has been thinking about Linfenglou, but to be honest, our landlord is not easy. The old landlord When he went west, he left a lot of things to the host, and he was not in good health during that time, in order not to let the Linfeng building disperse, he almost broke his body, and ours..."

Xi Nian suddenly stopped talking, and smiled, "Oh, why are you talking about this, don't say it, don't say it."

I actually want to hear more, what else is there.

However, I was already a little annoyed that I had said too much, so it was not easy for me to continue asking.

After sitting in the sentry box for a while, someone came over there, I didn't recognize him, but he said that Jun Liangbo was already in my courtyard and was looking for me everywhere.

I looked at Su Zhi, his eyes were dark.

I pulled Su Zhi up and said goodbye, and when Su Zhi came out, I told him in a low voice, "Take the expression on your face, no matter what scourge there is in Linfenglou, we can't deal with it right now, so just pretend Do you know, stupid?"

Su Zhi snorted for a moment, which was considered to be acquiescing to my statement.

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Before reaching the courtyard, he saw Jun Liangbo standing at the gate of the courtyard.

He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw me coming back, and he said in a bad tone when he came up, "You have just recovered, why have you been out for so long, I don't know that you just got poisoned, what you need most is rest, I don't know how dangerous I was before Is it?"

Su Zhi immediately became unhappy, and wanted to scold him when he came up, so I quickly grabbed Su Zhi.

"I just went out to get some air, I didn't go too far, why are you in such a hurry."

Jun Liangbo: "I didn't go too far, my people went out to look for you for a long time."

I said: "Oh, I met the previous year, and I was chatting with him."

Jun Liangbo was taken aback for a moment, and then muttered, "Past years, this past years."

In short, the matter of going to the waterfall was overturned. I think Jun Liangbo should not be so free to ask where we went.

Jun Liangbo came to see me to tell me about departure.

He originally wanted to wait for the poison in my body to heal before leaving, but the old head Wu studied for a long time, and suddenly remembered something, saying that he heard it decades ago that the poison of jade bone has a restraint The method, but it needs a herbal medicine, that herbal medicine grows in a bitter cold environment, but there is no such thing in Linfeng Building.

Although no one knows whether this method is effective or not, Jun Liangbo thinks it is better for us to start our journey first.

And the old Wutou studied it all night, saying that Yufeng Mountain didn't know if there was such a herbal medicine.

When he was young, he traveled all over the world, all over the world, but he didn't find this kind of herbal medicine. So far, he has never been to Buguilin and Yufeng Mountain.

And Yufeng Mountain is very in line with the characteristics of a bitter cold place.

It just so happened that we planned to go to those two places, and by the way, see if there is such a herbal medicine.

I don't know if Yufeng Mountain is a place of bitter cold, but according to Jun Liangbo's introduction, it seems that the environment there is not much better.

It is covered with snow all the year round and the climate is very harsh.

I don't really care, I'm already like this, so what choice do I have?

Seeing that Su Zhi and I didn't respond, Jun Liangbo made the decision directly, and we left Linfeng Building two days later.

But this time, Jun Liangbo will bring all the people who can be used around him.

At that time, when I heard him say such words, I thought that the reason why I brought so many people was not to find herbs for me.

Therefore, I don't understand how much magical power this Forest of No Regrets and Yufeng Mountain have.

Jun Liangbo didn't stay with me for too long this time. He said that there are still many things that need to be sorted out, and the route needs to be planned.

After he and old Wutou left, Su Zhi told me with a sullen face, "You must be careful on this journey, I always feel that going to Buguilin and Yufeng Mountain will do us no good."

I looked at the darkening sky outside. At this time in the past, I would have sat by the candlelight with my mother, listening to her tell stories about the past.

Now my mother, I don't know if she is telling my father.

I dealt with it casually for dinner, and I couldn't bear to think about the tree of death.

I always reassure myself though.Jun Liangbo will not cause me any harm, but in my heart, I am still faintly afraid.

I'm so uncertain about him.

Because I thought too much, I couldn't sleep well at night, and woke up again in the middle of the night.

Because of the previous incident, this time I looked at the window deliberately. I remembered that Chunye helped me close the window before, but this time I looked over again, and there was a small gap in the window.

Enough for one person to see all the corners of the house clearly from the outside.

My mind was clever, and I quickly grabbed the medicine powder under the pillow again.

All the scary images flashed in my mind, I don't understand who in this Linfeng Tower misses me so much.

It definitely wasn't Su Zhi, if it was him, there would be no need to be so sneaky.

I thought it was the same as last time.It's fine to get through it with your eyes closed, but I don't think that's the case.

I tolerated it again and again, and people came to the door again and again.

Jun Liangbo also said ambiguous words before, if it was him, I also want to know.

I sat up slowly, got out of bed quietly, and kept my eyes on the window.

It was windy outside, and I heard the wind in the courtyard. There was a big tree planted next to the courtyard. I still don’t know what it was, but at this time, its branches were shaking violently. Can see sound.

I bent down, squatted and rubbed under the window, trying to hold my breath.

I waited for a while, but I didn't hear any other voices. I wondered if the people outside had left.

My squatting feet were numb, and I couldn't stand it anymore.

I stood up suddenly.

Even if I can't beat the guy outside, I will try my best to scare him to death immediately.

While standing up, I pushed the window hard, and after a creak, the window opened completely.

But just like last time, there was no one outside.

It's a pity I squatted for so long before.

I'm not so scared when there's no one around.

I leaned forward and opened the window all the way.

I stretched out more than half of my body, and then I saw the side of the courtyard.Jun Liangbo was standing there, he was facing me sideways, half turning his head to look over.

I must have been really taken aback by my actions just now.

I was also taken aback by him. I thought there was no one there, but unexpectedly, there was a living person standing not far away.

People are scary and can scare people to death.

Jun Liangbo was standing in the shade of the tree outside, but he was wearing silver clothes, which was still eye-catching.

I felt like my voice was trembling, "Jun Liangbo?"

He didn't respond to me, and didn't move.

I called out again, and he stood like a bell.

I thought about it, and I saw it anyway, no matter who it is, I can't let him run away.

I supported the window sill with my hands, and wanted to turn over and get out, but I was a girl with no martial arts skills, so I couldn't just turn over and jump out, so I could only use the most stupid way.

Then I was a little annoyed that there was no chair around here.

I finally stepped on the window sill, and I heard Jun Liangbo's voice: "You, you."

The sound was too close, and it didn't sound like it was coming from where he was just now.

I was startled, my body trembled, my feet slipped, and I fell forward.

After this time, the dog can't run away after eating shit.And it's a very authentic dog eating shit, it's really face-to-face.

I closed my eyes, but my mind was spinning fast.

If the person outside is really Jun Liangbo, and I staged such a scene in front of him, how will I save it afterwards.

But no matter how to save the scene, this person must be lost.

With my eyes closed, I was still thinking about what kind of movement I should use to stand up. It hurts to say hi or handsome, and how to make myself look less awkward.

In the end, he plunged into a cool embrace.

Jun Liangbo and I have shared the same horse twice, so I know that this familiar smell belongs to him.

I sighed, "It's really you."

Jun Liangbo caught me and helped me up, "It's okay to climb some windows."

I looked up at him, his expression was rather blurred in the night.

"You still said. What are you doing here at night?"

Jun Liangbo withdrew his hand on my arm, "I wanted to remind you of something, but after thinking about it, forget it."

I haha, "Come here in the middle of the night to remind me of something? And what are you doing by opening my window?"

Jun Liangbo was speechless.

I stood up by myself, "Jun Liangbo."

He looked at me.

"Although we have known each other for a short time, I am a person who is particularly easy to trust others. I am very grateful to you for taking care of me and Su Zhi along the way. However, I still have a question to ask you."

"you say."

I looked into his eyes, "Did you lie to me about something?"

Jun Liangbo frowned slightly. "Why do you ask?"

I laughed, "No reason, I just suddenly thought of this question, suddenly wanted to ask you, and suddenly wanted to know the answer."

Jun Liangbo still looked at me, with a sense of finding out, "What do you think I will lie to you?"

I shook my head, "I don't know, there are many things I don't know, such as why you are so good to me, why old Wutou was so clingy to us from the beginning, I never thought about it before, but when I was in a coma, these thoughts When it entered my mind, I suddenly wanted to know the reason."

Jun Liang smiled slightly, "What's so curious about this is that people are destined to meet each other. Sometimes we meet at this intersection. No matter what method, it's good to meet."

I have to admire, Jun Liangbo is very good at playing word games, I asked him, but he didn't answer me.

I thought about it, staggered, walked to the stone table over there and sat down.

Jun Liangbo followed.

I rested my chin on my hand, "I used to live in a small place, and naturally there were not many people, so I'm not very good at guessing, and I can't guess what you are all thinking, but those people I know, although some hate , some are ugly, but everyone is kind, so I think you treat me better than many people in our village, and you should not harm me."

Jun Liangbo listened very carefully.

I laughed at myself a little bit, "my mother said, I have never had a good life since I grew up. When I was very young, my father was obsessed with fame, and every year he missed the exam every year, and our family was impoverished by him. When I was very young, my mother hadn’t eaten anything good and had no milk at all. She said that she was hanging on the thin rice soup she cooked, and she was so hungry that she was skinny. Later, it was hard until my father gave up that Unrealistic thinking, he started to develop medicine again, I accidentally ate the medicine developed by my father several times and almost died, it is really lucky to be able to survive."

I smiled and said to Jun Liangbo: "I have experienced so many things that almost killed me. But my mother told me that there is a definite number of suffering and blessings in a lifetime. In the past, I suffered more. Then in the future, There are only good things left in my life, and the people around me will treat me kindly, and will not deceive or entrap me, Jun Liangbo, is it right for you to say this."

It took Jun Liangbo a long time before he nodded, "I hope it's like this too."

He asked me again: "What did you hear or see today, you want to ask me such a question, and tell me such a thing."

I shook my head, "I didn't hear or see anything, but the night is so beautiful tonight, I feel it."

The sky is full of dark clouds, not even a single star can be seen.

Jun Liangbo raised his head and looked at me, probably because he didn't know how beautiful the night was.

When I saw him like that, I suddenly laughed and said, "It's really all right, isn't it time to leave, I feel a little lost, just thinking about it."

Jun Liangbo said: "Xi Yan, I dare not say many things, but I really don't want to hurt you."

I nodded, trying to make the atmosphere more relaxed, "OK, OK, I see."

I stood up and yawned exaggeratedly, "It's so late, it's not right to blow the cold wind outside, you should go back and rest quickly, I'm going to sleep."

Before Jun Liangbo could say anything, I turned around and went back to my room.

The window is still open, I'll go over.

Jun Liangbo was still standing by the stone table, his eyes fell on me.

I smiled and waved to him, then closed the window.

My shoulders didn't slump until the windows closed.

I stood there with my head down.

Jun Liangbo's reaction just now actually disappointed me.He didn't say anything to calm me down.

But he doesn't seem to have any responsibility to calm me down.

I went back and lay on the bed, but couldn't sleep at all.

I don't understand how I got stuck in this situation.

Whether Jun Liangbo has any other intentions towards me, in fact, he just needs to check slowly.

But I always repel it in my selfish heart, so I made myself worry about gains and losses, made myself nervous, and made myself say so many idiotic things like a fool.

I have no idea when Jun Liangbo will leave.

I pretty much kept my eyes open until dawn.

It was useless for Chun Ye to come over and wake me up, so I got up early.

When we went out, Su Zhi was in the courtyard, looking down at something, and when he saw me coming, he pointed to the things in the bamboo frame, "Jun Liangbo sent someone to bring it here."

It is some medicinal materials, and there are many kinds of fruits.

I patted my forehead, "Oh."

Su Zhi lowered his head and casually flipped through it, "The medicinal materials are for nourishing blood."

I lost so much blood, I really should make up for it.

I asked, "Who brought it here?"

Su Zhi snorted and laughed, "You would never have guessed that it was actually sent by the kingfisher."

I froze, and then pulled Su Zhi's arm, "Did you just look through it?"

Su Zhi nodded in confusion.

"Did the kingfisher poison it?"

Su Zhi spat at me, "She doesn't even dare to scold you now, and she poisons you?"

Su Zhi then clicked his tongue twice, "Jun Liangbo really protected you well."

I feel bad.

I could hear the sarcasm in Su Zhi's words.

At present, Jun Liangbo seems to be protecting me very well and treating me very well, which made me wonder for a while whether he is really tempted by me.

But what the truth is, no one knows.

Jun Liangbo is really too ugly to see through.

Chunye came to collect those medicinal materials, and there was a piece of paper inside, which wrote the efficacy of these medicinal materials, and taught Chunye how to put them into dishes.

I sit down and rest.

Su Zhi looked at me, "What about the hairpin, why did you take it off again?"

You are mocking me again.

I looked down at the lines on the stone table, "Su Zhi, you're smarter than me, and you've been suspicious of Jun Liangbo all this time, so what do you think he can do with me?"

Su Zhi rubbed his chin, "Actually, to be honest, what can you have on you, you are worthless, he..."

I agreed: "That's right."

Su Zhi was at a loss for what to say next.

I said to Su Zhi: "Sometimes I think it's ridiculous that I can't be more confident in anything. Anyone who says can shake me, and whoever says can make me think wildly."

After a while, Su Zhi came around and patted my shoulder, "Xi Yan, have you been thinking about the tree of death?"

I didn't sleep much last night, and I was in a bad mood and state today, I closed my eyes, "Yeah, yeah, I always wonder if Jun Liangbo is really plotting against me, but I don't think it's possible , this feeling of overthrowing your own ideas is really bad."

Su Zhi knows me very well. I have always been an unstable person, and he has already judged me that way.

Su Zhi squatted down, his eyes were at the same level as mine, "Xi Yan, I'm too impatient, don't think about it, I won't talk about Jun Liangbo in the future, just walk how you feel, but I will tell you when it's critical. You and I think, you listen to me a little bit, that's it, okay?"

I covered my face, and said in a depressed tone, "Su Zhi, my mind is in a mess right now."

Su Zhi stood up and hugged me in his arms, "Okay, okay, don't say anything, don't think about anything, as long as it's not fatal, we don't care about it, okay? it is good."

I took a deep breath, as if I could really think about nothing like this.

Then I heard Haruba's voice: "The landlord."

I froze.

What are these things.

Su Zhi didn't let me go, but turned around a little, his tone was much more gentle than before, "Why are you here so early?"

Jun Liangbo's voice was cool, and it sounded like there was nothing wrong with it, "The medicinal materials sent here are missing, I'll come over and make up for it."

Su Zhi said in a relaxed tone, "You don't need to come here in person."

He patted my shoulder with one hand, "Xi Yan, even if you haven't washed your face, you don't have to be so afraid of meeting people. Come, come, Lord Jun is here, say hello."

I tried my best to look very ordinary, turned my head to look at Jun Liangbo, "Hi, how are you?"

Jun Liangbo's expression looked the same as before, and he nodded at me, "Well, it looks like you're recovering well."

This is not very pleasant to hear.

Su Zhi smiled, and answered for me, "You guys have done a great job these past few days, if it's not good, you can't justify it."

Jun Liangbo looked at Su Zhi, his face seemed to turn slightly cold.

"Brother Su, have you packed everything?"

Su Zhi nodded, "It's been packed a long time ago, you just said that if you want to leave now, I'm fine."

Jun Liangbo: "That's good."

Without saying anything else, he turned around and left.

This time when he came over, the old Wu Tou didn't follow him, it was really strange.

I looked at Jun Liangbo's back, and my heart was blocked for a moment.