obsequious

There is no tender attachment, no lingering death.

Meiqing grabbed the man's shoulder and felt his sweat dripping on her body. Although she couldn't see anything, she still closed her eyes tightly.

For her, this night was unprecedentedly sober, and it was also unprecedentedly long.

Until later, she couldn't stand being teased, she couldn't stop shaking, she curled up in his arms and begged him to be gentle.

Instead, he came in and out more violently, biting her ear and said: "Look at Qingqing's weakness, it turns out that she is so slutty in her bones!"

……

When everything subsided, she listened to the steady breathing of the man beside her, and the tears flowed down. She was no longer innocent, but at this moment, she clearly felt the deep feeling of a strange man lying beside her. The deep sense of shame almost suffocated her.

She clenched her teeth, not letting herself make a sound, her whole body was trembling.

The country was ruined and the family was destroyed. If it wasn't for the weak brother who was just born, she was still alive, she would have wanted to hit her head to death!

When the sun fell on her face, she felt warm, opened her eyes, but there was still endless darkness, she smiled bitterly, felt the man around her move, and she quickly closed her eyes again.

Why do you still remember the shame of this night clearly?Why don't you just forget about it?She begged in her heart to forget about it quickly, begging this man to get up early in the morning and leave in a hurry like those previous benefactors.

Every morning is always the purest time for her, she doesn't need to compromise, she doesn't need to force a smile, she can lie quietly for a while, and she won't remember the humiliation of last night.

But she always had a feeling that today was different.

A big hand wrapped around her waist, the man didn't leave, but said in a low voice: "When you pretended to be dead, and when you screamed for joy, you were very inactive."

Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and her heart was tangled, wondering whether to open her eyes or continue to pretend to be dead.

"Okay, I'll get someone to catch a cat." He said softly.

Hearing the sound of the man getting up, Meiqing's heart twitched, and she immediately remembered the game he said last night, not only opened her eyes, but also sat up directly, grabbing his arm.

The man chuckled, opened her hand, and then put his big hand on her leg, rubbing it lightly, "What are you afraid of? You're not wearing pants."

Meiqing's cheeks became hot immediately, feeling ashamed and anxious, she shrank into the bed, fumbling with her hands on the bed, she grabbed a piece of brocade to cover her body.

"What are you doing with my clothes? You don't want me to go?"

Meiqing was stunned, her hands were still tightly grasping the robe that covered her body.

He sighed, "Being a prostitute for a day and spending your whole life, your body has been seen by many men, am I rare?"

Meiqing bit her lips to get the blood out, her eyes were filled with mist, and she tried her best not to let the tears fall.One day she lost her whole life for being a prostitute, she repeated silently in her heart, yes, she has already fallen into the dust, has been trampled and ravaged, and now she is still sticking to it ridiculously?

Stick to what?She already had nothing.

She dejectedly put down the robe in her hand, "Nu Gong sends you off."

He hummed, "Are you driving me away?"

"My lord, if you don't think this mutilated body will stain your eyes, just keep it." She got up and got out of bed, she was afraid that the man would catch the cat and tease her, so she simply stepped into the soup pool.

The water is already cold.

This is the cold spring, she was immersed in the chest by the ice water in the pool, and the cold made her involuntarily take deep breaths.

Xu An walked to the edge of the soup pool, looked indifferently at the shivering woman standing in the water, and sneered.

Suddenly, the woman's body softened, and she slowly sank into the water without screaming or struggling.