The medical journey is long, it is too difficult for my concubine

"It's pretty fast." He Xuqing chuckled.

Li Qingyan looked at the sleepless He Xuqing, and sighed: "I still want my subordinates and pets to live a good life for two days, how dare you be unhappy."

He Xuqing put away the smile on her face, watched Li Qingyan find a place to sit by herself unceremoniously, and then said seriously: "You should know why I came to you."

"You should also know what I will do." Li Qingyan replied, but there was no sharp tit-for-tat in the words, but a little tired.He Xuqing stood up and walked a few steps closer, only then did he see the tired look on his face that couldn't be concealed.Besides, the clothes on his body were still the baggy white jacket that he had put on in the palace, which made him even more listless.The current him is more like "Five Princes Yan Yuyan" than "Li Qingyan".

"I don't understand what the point of your doing this is—it should be a good thing for you and me that I recover my memory as soon as possible." He Xuqing frowned.

"It's not a bad thing for you to restore your memory, but the premise is that you have to ensure that you can restore your memory in the safest way, instead of making medicine yourself and using yourself as a test subject. Try twice once." Li Qingyan rubbed herself Between the eyebrows, he said patiently.

"Recovering memory, if I can't do it myself, no one can do it for me." He Xuqing insisted: "Also, refining medicine is a process of constant experimentation. The last time it was indeed me I didn't think about it, but this time I have found out where the mistake is, all I need is a little improvement, and try again. It doesn't make any sense for you to take away all the medicinal materials I should use."

"Of course it makes sense." Li Qingyan raised his eyes to look at her, and said word by word: "Ensuring your safety is the greatest meaning to me right now."

"A safe person who is of no use to you, would you want?" He Xuqing retorted.

"I don't want anyone who is useless to me. But you are not." Li Qingyan said.

He Xuqing fell silent, not understanding what Li Qingyan meant.

"If I don't know my previous memories, I won't be able to fully utilize all my abilities - don't you care?" He Xuqing said.

"I have no objection to your memory recovery, I just don't want you to use such a dangerous way to recover your memory. Either recover your memory or die? I don't want to make such a bet, and I don't want you to care so much about your own life." Li Qingyan said so.

"There is no one who cherishes my life more than myself! I just made a small mistake, and you are so cautious? I don't believe that you have never done anything risky!" He Xuqing was offended by Li Qingyan's stubborn attitude Angry, he couldn't help raising his voice.

"I have done dangerous things. It is no exaggeration to say that my life was picked up in countless gambling games like this. I know what you think, but for you, I don't allow it." You easily joked about your own life." Li Qingyan said seriously.

He Xuqing couldn't help but sneered, baffled by the persistence in Li Qingyan's words: "Master Li, if I remember correctly, you want my life to take advantage of me, don't you? You have always obeyed my previous request Don't you just want to see how much I can contribute to you? What's going on now? The person blocking my progress is you, and I really don't understand what your purpose is."

"My purpose, you will understand sooner or later." Li Qingyan's eyes suddenly darkened, and the sickness on his face was swept away by the deep eyes, but he felt a little unpredictable: "What are you doing now? What you have to do is to take good care of your body and protect your life. The future is long, so don’t rush things. Even if you think you have superb medical skills, it is not wise to use unsure poison on yourself How to do it. This time it can be said that it was a fluke, but what about after that—not every time I can arrive in time, and not every time there is something like Fire Phoenix Pill to save you."

"I don't need others to save me! I just need you not to interfere with me!" He Xuqing said angrily.

"A person's power is always limited, you have to remember this. No matter how powerful a person is, there will be times when he can't help himself." Li Qingyan said.

"I'm well aware of my own ability." He Xuqing gritted her teeth and said.

Li Qingyan was silent for a long while, and met He Xuqing's murderous gaze, and suddenly sighed: "I will never let the previous things happen again."

"What?" He Xuqing was confused by his sudden words, and didn't understand whether the soft look on Li Qingyan's face should be called "sadness".

"Nothing. Apart from this matter, do you have any other requests?" Li Qingyan came back to his senses and looked at He Xuqing again. There was no guilt or uneasiness between his brows, and his expression was extremely natural.

"It means that there is no room for discussion on this matter anyway?" He Xuqing couldn't help grinding his teeth.

"You don't have to think about it now. When you really understand what you should do, I won't restrict your freedom." Li Qingyan said indifferently.

"I now understand what I should do!" He Xuqing shouted impulsively.

Li Qingyan had no intention of entangled with her on this topic, he looked away, ignored He Xuqing's anger, and casually changed the subject: "Bai Qi's level is not bad, there is nothing wrong with you getting in touch with him. However, what he can bring in is naturally limited. I have no objection if you are willing to study medicine, even if the medicinal materials are a little more dangerous, it is not a big deal. But if you want to use those things on yourself again, I guarantee you will regret it .”

Li Qingyan's words immediately made He Xuqing feel like a clown.He even monitored Bai Qi's actions clearly all the time, and she herself had imagined that she could escape the surveillance in Li Mansion... This made her angry from embarrassment.

"You don't have to look at me in this way. Even if you don't care about your own life, those memories from the past are not the sooner you think about them, the better."

It's still such a bewildering tone.He Xuqing endured it, but still couldn't hold back the dissatisfaction in her heart. She lowered her face, looked at Li Qingyan with a scrutiny, and asked, "How much do you know about me?"

Li Qingyan didn't show any panicked expression because of her words, on the contrary, the depth on his face became thicker: "Some things can't be rushed, you can find the answer to your doubts now. Use this kind of injury Restoring memory by injuring one thousand enemies and eight hundred self-inflicted injuries is of no benefit to you or me."

"You don't need to say it so nicely, what effect will my restoration of memory have on you, and let you stop me so unscrupulously?" He Xuqing simply spoke clearly to Li Qingyan.

This is the question she has been thinking about these days.Li Qingyan didn't let her touch those medicines, saying on the surface that she was afraid that she would hurt her body, but what was it like in reality?Is it because he didn't want him to recover his memory so quickly—or, from the bottom of his heart, Li Qingyan never thought of letting her recover his memory so quickly?

Li Qingyan never told her his real purpose.Originally, He Xuqing could follow what he said, without thinking or asking, and just told herself that it would be a matter of course, but when this incident came out, she couldn't help but fundamentally doubt Li Qingyan's purpose.

The stars and the moon move slowly, the dark clouds gradually rise, the light in the room is getting dimmer, even the candles on the lamps are flickering with the night wind, a few clear crackling lights are heard in the room, and the shadow on Li Qingyan's face is getting darker and darker. The bigger it is, the harder it is to see his expression.

He Xuqing felt that after she asked this sentence, Li Qingyan was silent for as long as a stick of incense.

Li Qingyan didn't refute He Xuqing's hostile words.He was silent for a long time before he stood up and walked in front of He Xuqing, raising his hand to her.

He Xuqing wanted to close her eyes for a moment—the overwhelming coercion brought by Li Qingyan's approach made her tremble a little, and she even wanted to escape for a moment, but the anger in her heart made her grit her teeth and stand still. She stayed where she was, thinking that even if she faced Li Qingyan's overwhelming wrath, she would definitely not show any signs of timidity.

Li Qingyan raised his hand high, his complexion completely immersed in the darkness, and Yao's black eyes were as deep as a cliff and abyss, making it impossible to see the bottom.

When Li Qingyan's tall figure pressed down, even He Xuqing, who was holding his breath in his heart, couldn't help but tremble his eyelashes.

Then nothing happened as she imagined.

All she could feel was the movement of Li Qingyan stroking her hair twice. She stiffened all over, and she still didn't dare to act rashly, in case Li Qingyan suddenly exerted strength.

Li Qingyan patted the top of her head and turned around suddenly.The frightening coercion suddenly disappeared, and only Li Qingyan's back was left in He Xuqing's field of vision.