Gu this long winter Gu this life

The moment Jiang Xu fell in front of my eyes, I thought the world collapsed, and everything I looked at was filled with gunpowder.

Suddenly a call came from behind me, I turned around, and my eyes became blurred in an instant.

"Father?"

Gu Zhun is my adoptive father, but now, he makes me fear.

I want to call Jiang Xu to get up and run away quickly.Because Gu Zhun doesn't like Jiang Xu, with him around, Jiang Xu would die.

But my right hand hurts so much, even though I try my best to hug him with my left hand, he is too heavy and sleeps so deeply.

Jiang Xu, you are not a sleepy person, but why can't I wake you up?

Maybe I was too careful, and Gu Zhun couldn't get used to it, so he took me and Jiang Xu back.

The imperial physician said that Jiang Xu was fine, but I was still worried: "Then why, his back turned black?"

Ordinary arrow wounds would not cause such a result.

Under Gu Zhun's persuasion, I stayed again in the Dachu Palace, because Jiang Xu needed to recover from his injuries, and there was nothing I could do.

I am a useless person!

I still like Changming Hall. When Gu Zhun came, I asked him: "Father, do you know why this place is named Changming?"

Gu Zhun shook his head, but didn't answer, so I kept talking.

I said: "The trombone is runny, so I feel pain. I really want to cry, but I have no relatives. If I cry, no one will feel sorry for me."

"Changdong, Jiang Xu is gone." Gu Zhun shook his head and sighed, and finally said to me.

After being stunned for a moment, I picked up the gardening scissors in my hand and trimmed the scale tree that had been destroyed beyond recognition by the war.

I smiled: "I know, he didn't want to see me, so he left. But I'm not afraid, because I don't want to see him again."

When I said these words, my mouth seemed to be filled with bitter coptis, and the bitterness reached the tip of my heart. In the end, my whole body smelled of bitterness.

I thought, I must smell bad.

Jiang Xu told me that he wanted me to remember that I owed him the lives of hundreds of members of the Meng family.

He hates me!

With a "click", I exerted a lot of strength, and the scale tree looked extremely ugly all of a sudden.

It turns out that Libra is not satisfactory.

Jiang Xu, I have always been stupid. If I remember too much, I will be very sad, so I don't want to remember.

On the day I left, Gu Zhun left Manchao Wenwu behind and came to see me off.

In fact, I know that Gu Zhun likes me, but I can't respond because I am his daughter, even if he is a adopted daughter.

This is the norm, and if you violate it, you will be punished.

So when Jiang Xu and I are together, we have fulfilled the karma of reincarnation, even though those half-brothers are just fabricated by my mother.

But we are indeed cursed by fate—we cannot get what we love, and we cannot get it quickly.

Gu Zhun is now the emperor, because his adopted daughter is from the blood of the royal family, and he is a famous general.

I saluted him greatly, bowed three times and kowtowed nine times, and I did everything one by one.

I said: "I have never had parents since I was born. When I was a child, I secretly imitated others calling you Dad and Mom in a corner. When people heard me, they threw stones at me."

I paused, then smiled and said, "It's the adoptive father who allows me to experience what it's like to be a daughter, so the foster father can afford this great gift."

Gu Zhun pursed his lips, but never said a word.

Maybe he wanted to say too much, but in the end, too many words blocked his throat, so he couldn't make a sound.

From this, I also want to understand why I couldn't explain clearly that day.

Because I really wanted to explain clearly, and I was too afraid that Jiang Xu wouldn't understand, but in the end, I couldn't say a word, and Jiang Xu didn't listen to me.

I finally left this place, and when I left, I didn't even go to Yujiao Tower.

In my memory, a person said that I am a whore, and my children are the sons of whores.

I met Zhang Lan, together with Shu Rao, in front of a street vendor, Zhang Lan chose a jade hairpin for her.

The fineness of the jade hairpin was extremely bad, no different from the stones picked up by the roadside, but Shurao smiled very happily, and suddenly fell into Zhang Lan's arms, causing Zhang Lan's ears to turn red.

I suddenly felt very depressed, so I picked a small shop and prepared to drink some wine.

It's snowing, and wine warms you up.

The sun can also warm the body, but unfortunately the sun in winter is not so warm.

But talking is better than nothing, and then drunk, I raised my hand and traced a shadow, but I couldn't remember whose shadow it was.

I am very forgetful.

I had nothing, so I finally took out all my belongings and bought a phoenix neck pipa.

Without money, I will starve to death. Without this pipa, I don’t know what I will do, but I just want to buy it.

My right hand is disabled and I can't play the piano at all.

Night, cold and silent.

I was holding the phoenix-neck pipa, and I was sitting at Fengdukou, and there were fine and small snowflakes in the sky, which slipped into my collar unexpectedly, making me shiver from the cold.

I don't know how long I sat there, but it was vaguely misty, as if winter is passing and spring is coming, and the sun shines on the earth, bringing an extremely warm radiance.

"Axu..."

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