Xuan Yan Gu Zheng

Mrs. Xuan conceived Lin'er as she wished, but unfortunately she died of dystocia and hemorrhage.

"Father, you're right..." Xuan Yan cried while hugging her baby brother who was crying like a kitten.

She was about to be overwhelmed with overwhelming guilt and regret.

Xuanhou became old overnight, and his temples became grayer.

The only luck is that Mrs. Xuan didn't have time to last until her daughter got married, so she didn't see the collapse of the Xuan family.

It was only later that Xuanyan realized that what his father was worried about was not only his mother's health, but also Tian's family's concern and precautions.

If Yong'er was the younger sister, would the Xuan family still be here today?

No, you can't think that way, Yong'er is right, it's Gu Zheng who is wrong.

Yong'er became a fool because Gu Zheng gave Feng Lan the confidence to act.

And if, after listening to his father, he asked Gu Zheng to come to the house before marriage and reveal Mu Qing's identity, would it be different?

Knowing that there are no what-ifs, Xuan Yan can't help but imagine that if he made another choice back then, there would be a different result today.

She would even imagine that Gu Zheng was taken away by the spies of the enemy country, and she pretended not to see it...

Other successors may still punish the Xuan family, but no one should be Mu Qing's brother Gu!

Xuanyan struggled, regretted, contradicted, and world-weary countless times, and now her head started to ache again, and she rubbed her forehead.

Xiao Zhan thought that she still missed Yong'er, and comforted him: "With the cooperation of your palace servants, it may not be impossible to bring your brother out."

"If they fail and are discovered by Gu Zheng, they will be implicated." Xuan Yan shrugged, "I don't want to die again."

That day when she fell into the crocodile pool and sank straight to the bottom, when the crocodiles were rushing towards her, she was suddenly unwilling to be buried in the belly of the fish, and she took off the phoenix hairpin on her head and stabbed desperately.

If she is alone, then this counterattack is futile.

Fortunately, the bastard Xiao Zhan was dragged down, and he chopped down a few crocodiles with the knife in his hand.

The bloody smell of the injured crocodile attracted other companions, and the six relatives did not recognize it and shared it.

Xuanyan held her breath, and walked away from the tumbling group of ferocious crocodiles.

Accidentally glanced back and found that idiot Xiao Zhan had cramped legs...

Seeing that he helped her kill the crocodile just now, Xuanyan couldn't bear to leave him behind and dragged him to swim away.

The result was that the two almost drowned together.

After she lost her internal strength, her physical strength was not as good as before.

After finally swimming to a secluded place and going ashore, Xuanyan felt that she was really dead, and her soul stayed in that crocodile pool, forever...

Later she asked Xiao Zhan, if she didn't pull him down with her, how would he escape?

Xiao Zhan said angrily: "I have prepared a cool exit for a long time! I waved my hand and sprinkled a cloud of smoke, and disappeared mysteriously! You ruined it all!"

He had already discovered that there was a cave halfway up the cliff on the mountain. He planned to throw a smoke bomb to disturb his sight, so he jumped down the vine and jumped into the cave.

"Xiao Xuan, where are you going after you leave the capital?"

Xiao Zhan has asked this question countless times.

Xuanyan was helpless, "I really don't know, anyway, I walk around, I have no destination, no fixed place to live, so I don't care where I go."

"But I'm going home! How can I find you in the future?"

"Why are you looking for me? Don't hinder my free life."

"Hinder? Is this how you view our relationship? How can we say that we have lived together for so long..."

Xuanyan was used to his nonsense, he spoke without restraint, and didn't change his face when he heard anything.

If you want to see her shy like a girl, save it!

The two parted ways when they left the capital.

Xuan Yan never knew Xiao Zhan's real identity, he didn't tell, she didn't ask.

One last look at the gate of the capital, this extremely sad place, she will never come back in this life.

"Chasing the wind, let's go!"